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how hilariously sorrowful it is to be a man!! most of the non masculine perspective is unknowingly insular. if you don’t learn to find endearment in the reality that the only unconditional love you may receive is from God alone then the world will devour you!! strength is your only option

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perhaps the gears have begun turning.. a forbidden romance

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the woman i play elden ring nightreign with has no idea that playing with her is the only thing bringing me joy right now

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believe it or not, i don’t fumble baddies… baddies fumble me

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for lunch i had chicken

for dinner i had #bread

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nobody knows me

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i pulled up at a red light next to this asian girl in an audi

WW3 was playing loudly, she looked at me and immediately rolled her windows up

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no one will know how strong i am

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i think one of my most disturbing and mentally ill thoughts is randomly imagining different ways there could be a freak accident where i’m decapitated at any given moment

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*hits cigarette* don’t worry i’m just killing long covid and nanobots

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i resisted the most beautiful deception!!! the most gorgeous one thus far!! let this mark the dawn of a new era

4/26/25 UPDATE: um maybe NOT actually

5/11/25 UPDATE: actually yes

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playing clair obscur expedition 33 and main character look like patman!!! also game is amazing so far wow

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YEAAAA BOA!

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i’m finally learning!! it’s been a long time coming. peace is not far from here