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haha wow back at it with more genshin from me~

another short piece!! i like. projecting but those are usually short pieces so perhaps another day for a longer one. oh well~

melted façade || kaeya x reader

genre: angst warnings: slight self deprecation, this is mainly based off of my own clinginess or whatever so that’ll probably come off strong? word count: 749

A simple laugh. A statement of understanding. Eye closed, hiding the feelings that would be all too visible. It’s okay- he wasn’t important. Just smile- it’s okay. Nobody knows, nobody cares. Just a blink- it’ll pass. Continuing on as if it never bothered him. It would be hypocritical of him if he had admitted he was jealous and wanted attention. He had let his mask slip, let his guard down for too long. Now he smiles and continues on as if he doesn’t care. Why should he? He had gotten himself so far and now he cares. He slipped up, and now he cares. For what? Nothing. He has no reason. All it does is hurt him so why? Is this what it’s like to have fallen for him? To be envious of anyone gaining his attention? It’s unfair. It’s unfair and now he understands. When you truly care about one person only, yet realise they have others in their life, no matter how significant? He’s sick with himself. He wants to be the only person- the primary. He had learned about himself. Learned how to function. Yet. . . Here he is. Disgusting. Why did he care? He knew it was a bad idea to slip. It had only gained him pain. But that’s okay- for nobody would know. Smile, don’t let them see. Don’t let them know how hurt you are.

“Kaeya! There you are!” Their eyes bright, holding true happiness. “I was looking all over for you! Lumine and Paimon stopped by after their adventures in Liyue, and then Lisa and I went to collect some overdue books! I ran into Klee while she was running for Jean so I took the two out for lunch as well. . . Oh! Venti is here too! He’s stopping in the tavern tonight so I want to stop by. Is that okay?” “Ahaha~ Why would it not be?” Kaeya held a smile on his face, letting them wrap their arms around him first. “Of course, [Name]. I’m not going to stop you from seeing your friends.”

“Well I know that! I just didn’t know if you had anything else in mind.”

His smile never faltered as he closed his eye. Of course it would seem as if he was happy to see them as happy as they were. There was no reason to be upset. “Oh come on. If I had planned something, I would have had you the whole day.” Perhaps. . . He should’ve planned something.

“Haha! Of course. I had forgotten how charming you can be!”

Kaeya moved a hand over his heart, letting a fake air of hurt settle in. “You wound me. I’m charming all the time.” No matter the real hurt, cover with fake. He couldn’t slip up twice, it would be too much.

Their laugh, which would have usually brought a natural smile to his face, only made his heart twist in bitter envy. It was no longer a sound for him, caused by him. It was simply there. He was not needed to get the Electro user in front of him to smile and cheer up. He was simply temporary. No need to hold onto lost hope. He smiled in return, watching the light in their eyes turn to be directed at someone else. He could have sworn they had gotten brighter. Perhaps that’s just it. He was no longer important or needed. He could only assume they had caught him slip up. They had noticed those few smiles and playful sentences we’re genuine. Maybe now they’re aware he’s not what he displays. Part of him hopes they realised that they were all he had. That they would realise the pain he felt when it wasn’t him. But the other part knows it wouldn’t matter. He wouldn’t let them back in. Never again. Keep them far. They had done this- or was it his fault? He had slipped up.

He watched them leave, a smile slightly slipping. It was his fault. He wasn’t enough. He wasn’t in perfect condition. If he had tried harder to hold himself together, to keep himself from forming an attachment. If he wasn’t so useless. . . His mask was there for a reason. How utterly stupid of him not to use it. Maybe next time, he won’t slip up. He won’t learn to care. If he does, he wouldn’t let it turn out like this.

But it’ll never happen. He’ll always come after others.

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Could I have some poe (from BSD of course) fluff anything will do I just want more poe fluff 🛐 I love him so much

AN: i . . . have never written for poe. while i do love his character i just never found a good opportunity to write for him, so i hope this is enjoyable to the poe stans! hehe ~mod lune

edgar allan poe: general fluff

warnings: none! just a soft boy :3

poe is an interesting folk to be around. most people claim he can’t show affection to anyone other than his raccoon, karl, and that he’s overly dramatic. but you know that to be not true. in all honesty, poe just wants a friend. someone to tell him it will be okay, and that he’s doing a good job. after much time of him realizing you’re sticking around, he truly is the best boyfriend.

 he also tells you stories! whether they are made up or not, this man always has something to say. (which you soon realize most of it is about his battles with ranpo, you can’t help but laugh at how fussy he gets remembering all those times he failed). you are such an influence in this man's life, his main characters always resemble you one way or another. you are . . . the star in his life. his most cherished treasure. you brought colour to his gloomy world and he will do all he can to repay you for such a blessing. 

if you have any issues with karl . . . it’s best to tell poe, it would break his heart but the idea of putting you in any uncomfortable situation brings him more pain than anything. he will, of course, attempt to find a solution to the problem before taking any extreme measures. while he cannot tolerate the idea of leaving karl . . . you simply mean that much more to him.

returning back to his needs. poes love language is words of affirmation. he is constantly trying to prove he is the best, doing all there is to do and never settling for defeat. it’s simple, but tiny reminders that he deserves breaks, he’s doing great and that you appreciate all he does can really do a lot for him. 

do expect the best cuddles from him. he’s not big on pda, but behind closed doors let him hold you, remind him you’re there and that you won’t disappear. he has a grip that feels like home, he would never want to harm you after all. also, play with his hair, he absolutely loves it. 

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sobbing im finally posting something sorry it took me so long

my writing style changed so uh. . . thanks to zhongli for being my test subject for my new style<3 this is the first time i've written for him so i hope this is okay!! ~mod éclat

missed skies || zhongli x reader

genre: angst warnings: none<3  word count: 673

Living thousands of years did wonders for a person. You learn to hold little attachments, unless it’s something that will last forever as well. You learn to think about things in a different light- learn to protect what you wish to keep. You learn that things change with time, and things will always change. That it’ll never stay the same. Don’t get too attached to something when it has a short lifespan. It’s not worth the pain.

So why couldn’t he stop himself?

Hands entwined, laughs exchanged. He was god- the Geo Archon. So why was he getting attached to a mere mortal? It wasn’t for the money, Childe supplied him. The money he used on them. . . was his own. It was a shock- and yet here he was. Utterly powerless. How could he have lost the order he held to himself to someone like that? He wouldn’t have guessed. Parties, dinners, late nights out. All held well- all deeply cherished. The two would go see the lanterns every year. One year. . . Two years. . . Three. . . Ten. . . Twenty. . . Thirty. . . Fourty. . . None. From spending the days holding each other to nights spent alone, it was almost as if he had run into the back of a Ruin Guardian. How could he let himself get distracted? How could he let time slip away? They were gone- No more, no longer. He was too caught up in the moment- Why did he not think? Just. . . Think. He should’ve made them an Adepti- He should’ve made sure that they never passed. That they could stay together. He wasn’t ready to let go. He had forgotten the main reason why he never tried to love. Because he would lose them, no matter the cost. He would not make them an Adepti- He didn’t want them to live on while their friends and family died around them.

But he always cherished when they were together. He cherished the times he had spent in the moment, holding them close as they both sipped at their hot cup of tea while watching the sun rise, or leisurely strolls watching the life of Liyue move about the evening. Or perhaps it was the simple moments, gently untangling their hair as they curled up in his lap while he read. They never made a comment on him being an Archon. They had found out three years into their relationship- saying that would be ridiculous if a mere title had changed everything so quickly. They had said the same when they entered the relationship with him. He could only smile and be thankful. He never saw the eyes of someone who wishes to be favoured by Rex Lapis, but the eyes of someone who was utterly in love with their husband. Soft touches were the result of adoration, not fear of being unworthy. Tender kisses shared between the busy moments of life, hand squeezing during lunches with others, linking pinkies when traversing the busy streets of the harbour. The little things made him forget who he was- forget what he was. He was human, and he would live his life to the end with them.

It was a mistake he had forgotten- that he had fallen in love in the first place. They say to never fall in love, but only to be in love. Because if you fall? You may never get up. But that was a risk he took, more jumping than falling. He’s okay with it. He was. And he still is. He may miss them, of course he does. He still loves them. He won’t let go- no matter how many more years pass. He couldn’t, and wouldn’t. He didn’t truly feel regret, knowing they would have wanted this. He wants them to be happy, and he is not sacrificing his own happiness as he continues on with life. He may be an eternal loner, but only by appearances. And that was alright.

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AN: i am working on your requests, i simply had to feed my simp worms with a xiao work. i hope this is good! he might be a little ooc but . . . who doesn’t want a soft xiao anyways. ~mod lune

xiao: so this is love?

warnings: slight angst, he’s mean at first but then we get a soft xiao, so happy ending!

xiao can’t enjoy things. or at least, that’s what he told himself. living for centuries on end can be damaging, especially for xiao with his past. he had completely given up on living life. he didn’t deserve to find joy like these mortals did. but something happened. you happened. and it put xiao in a position where he had no clue what to do. 

he had first met you the time you were feeding some cats outside the inn. something xiao always wanted to do, granted, he could have, but just like people he didn’t know how to approach the animals. and watching you do it so effortlessly amazed him. he proceeded to watch from afar.  

you on the other hand, began to look around. it felt like someone was . . . staring. almost like they were burning holes into your head. but when you began your search, no one was there. how odd.

it turned out you were at the inn to stay the night. which shouldn’t have come off as a surprise to xiao, but it still did. when you were coming up the stairs he felt the need to hide, more than normal. but it seemed his brain wasn’t working and instead he looked like a lost puppy, frantic. 

“oh! hello!” 

xaio froze. maybe if he didn’t say anything you would just, walk away. that wasn’t the case. 

“uh . . . are you okay?”

xiao mentally sighed, a question. now he has to answer. he fixed his posture and put on his stern face. “i’m fine” and proceeded to walk away. why couldn’t he have done that faster? 

-

in xiaos eyes, it seemed like you were never leaving. it had been three days. yes, he counted. there was something so unsettling with the idea of you being here. but the thing that set him off the most, was you trying to talk to him.

did he look approachable? no. did you care? clearly not. the two of you would sit in silence, he would threaten your life and you thought it was a joke. a joke! you genuinely laughed at something xiao said and praised him for being funny. 

in all his time with this life, why did you telling him he’s funny, made him feel flustered. maybe it was the way you said it, or the way you smiled while saying it. either way, none of it made sense. but one thing was for sure.

he didn’t like it. 

- 

xiao knew why he didn’t like whatever was going on. it was because he loved it. his heart racing, his breath shortening, this odd sensation he felt when seeing you. the reason why he hated it was because it was new and different. and only around you.

it had been about two weeks since you arrived. you finally confessed you came to see the lights during the festival and you came early to explore all liyue had to offer. 

but for some reason, you were insisting xiao went with you. 

“why should i keep you company?” he asked, crossing his arms over his body as he locked eyes with you.

“because! i never see you out and about and maybe you would enjoy your time if it was with a friend-” 

“friend?” he asked, almost as if a poison was sliding off his tongue. “who said we were friends?” he watched as your eyes widen at his tone, where was this anger coming from?

“i just . . . thought maybe-” 

“well, maybe you shouldn’t have thought anything. i don’t need friends. and i don’t need someone like you trying to be mine. so you can enjoy the lights alone.” 

you watched in shock. you’ve never heard him speak like this. maybe you weren’t as close as you thought.

-

the night finally came. xiao was out on the balcony with a plate of almond tofu by his side. only he couldn’t bring himself to eat it. the idea of consuming anything made him feel sick. 

after much reflection, he realized why he got so pissed at you. he didn’t want to be your friend. he wanted to be more. the person you said good night and good morning to. the person who meant the world to you. 

xiao was in love with you. and he didn’t know what to do. 

you were leaving soon. and you probably didn’t want to talk to him after your last conversation. but the thing that got him the most . . . was he worthy of your attention? could he give you all that you need like you had to him? was this just a curse from the gods saying he shouldn’t bother? why must he let his insecurities get the best of him. and so, he came to a conclusion. 

good thing he watched which direction you went. 

-

“(name)” he said quiet, but still load enough for you to hear. 

you whipped your head back, seeing who said you name. your face lit up, only for it to drop as fast as it did. you were overwhelmed with happiness that xiao was here, but you weren’t just going to forget what happened. 

he sighed, expecting to be treated this way. he sat down beside you, not too close, afraid you would rush away. he looked up at the sky, the lights hadn’t started yet but it was still so beautiful. 

“xiao-”

“i’m sorry.” he began, changing his view to you. he had this soft look in his eyes. one that was captivating. “i didn’t mean to come off as rude as i did. i simply-”

“upset i assumed we were friends.” you said, nodding your head. “i understand.”

“no. you don’t.” xiao said, disappointed. he looked at you again. really taking in your facial features. perhaps he can tell you he loves you one day. but not today. “i don’t have friends. no one wants to be my friend. i was . . . caught off guard.” 

your eyes widen and your heart clenched. “xiao . . .” 

“can you stay longer. at the inn, i’ll pay for your time.” he asked softly. which to you nodded excitedly. 

“i would love to. liyue is beautiful after all.” 

xiao showed the slightest smile, if only you knew how much he thinks you’re beautiful. 

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AN: my hero academia headcanons on the way! of course i had to start off with my personal favourite character ~mod lune

shinsou hitoshi: general relationship headcanons

warnings: mentions of bullying, learning to trust 

the thing about shinsou and being in a relationship is all the talk. there are people who think you’re cute together, and then there are people who think he brainwashed you. which of course, he never did.

it took a while for shinsou to open up, even if it was things minor like his interests. it also took him a while to even consider being in a relationship with you. it was hard to trust people when all he had ever known was people bullying him.

after he came to terms that you weren’t leaving. it honestly surprised him, behind closed doors he seemed so . . . himself with you. when this first started, he would often apologize if he rambling on about the things he likes. he never had someone around who wanted to hear these things. 

there are some nights when his insecurities get the best of him. he has a villain quirk. or at least, that’s what he was always told. 

after growing up and thinking you’re a bad person, understand it will take him a while before he can even began to feel otherwise. reminding him he’s good and that you care about him daily is a must.

he might confess he feels like you have a duty to be there with him. that you only felt pity and that’s why you can’t left. he knows it’s not true, but he can’t help it.

in the end, once shinsous trust is gained, he’s very loving. he says there’s no way to repay you for all you’ve done for him, so he will always be trying his best for you.

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Dazai with a shy introverted s/o please and thanks! ❤️:)

AN: oooo! first request! how exciting! thank you so much for finding an interest in our blog! i hope this turns out okay! 

dazai osamu: opposites attract 

warnings: general dazai things (mentions of su!cide)  

everyone sad you and dazai had an odd relationship. he was so out there and full of himself, while you stayed in the shadows and kept to yourself. you preferred it that way. social interactions was something you weren’t good at, so staying away from large groups was better for you. 

working at the agency while being a shy introvert sometimes was in your favour, you got to stay behind and do paperwork rather than talk to the bad guys. but you did miss out on a lot of the action. 

luckily for you, your boyfriend, dazai has a big mouth. he’s constantly talking about annoying kunikida, running into chuuya, and his attempts in suicide (which never really bothered you) 

ironically, when dazai and you first met, he was down on one knee begging for your hand to guide him to the after life. you were so caught off guard you didn’t exactly say no. but your lack of yes also made dazai intrigued by you. 

while time went on the two of you became inseparable. dazai knew where you felt most comfortable and signs you show when you want to speak but can’t bring yourself to say anything. 

he learned how to read your body and decide whats best for you. dazai is your knight in shining bandages, always there to get you out of a scary situation, and always there to bring you comfort when you need it most.   

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AN: another bsd post??? yes yes, i will be working on a few other things though, but requests are open! we have a large range of animes and video games we will write for on our pinned post so definitely go check it out! ~mod lune

ranpo edogawa: oblivious headcanons 

warnings: spoilers for the truth behind ranpos powers

you’ve always heard the saying ‘how can someone so smart be so dumb’. and you never really thought much of it, until you met ranpo. the agency's detective sure had an interesting way of life, the two of you would often hang out due to the fact he can’t take public transit alone 

these small adventures led to you having feelings for him. this scared you, growing up, any crushes you had never knew you liked them, since you never uttered a word about it. but with ranpo, shouldn’t he know immediately? 

it was truly the irony of the situation. it seemed every at the agency knew about you being in love with ranpo before ranpo did. anytime you tried to indicate how you feel, or make a move, ranpo would laugh it off and continue eating his snacks 

after some talking with dazai, he somehow convinced you to just say it. tell the world the truth. nothing too bad could happen anyways. dazai knew ranpo doesn’t really know everything, you just needed a little push. walking up to ranpo who was staring at his marble, you cleared your throat, grabbing his attention. 

“ranpo i have something to tell you.” you said, standing your ground. he looked . . . shocked. as if he didn’t know what you were about to say, which never happens. “i . . . have a crush on you.”

silence 

he stands up from his desk, jaw dropped, eyes widen. he points at you, then at himself. a small smile starting to form. “HA! isn’t that funny! i have a crush on you too!

turns out, ranpo was just . . . really oblivious 

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AN: currently on a bsd high, and as a certified chuuya simp this was to be expected, hope you enjoy! ~mod lune 

chuuya nakahara : crush in the agency 

warnings: general season two spoilers, chuuya background mentioned, snappy little boy says a few mean things

it isn’t much of a surprise that chuuya hates anything and everything dealing with the agency, as a top mafia member its to be expected. most people associate his hatred with the abandonment in his life, and dazai later doing the same thing. but if you ask he will deny it, saying any chance he gets, he will hurt dazai 

when the americans were attacking japan, the agency and the mafia had to compromise. they fought along each other instead of against. and chuuya was not very happy learning he would be working with you and dazai 

it was hard for him to come to terms with his feelings, he thought crushes were a waste of time. especially if they’re unobtainable. you’re a member of the agency, one of the ‘good guys’, even if chuuya wanted to run up to you, hold you in his arms and kiss you, he couldn’t 

the issue today was the fact he was around to watch you fight. his protectiveness kicked in here and there, dragging you out of the way, taking the hit that was obviously meant for you. arguing saying “pay more attention idiot!” 

he shows he cares in a slightly aggressive way. he doesn’t know how to express himself much. vulnerability is a scary thing after all. and he had to be sneaky, or else mister bandage man will catch on 

nearing the end of the fight, it came time where chuuya had to use corruption. the thing he hated most. it made him feel unreal, like a monster. he didn’t want you of all people to see him like this . . . in case there was a slight chance, you two being together was possible.  

either way . . . he won’t act on it. it’s not meant in this timeline . . . if he can protect you from afar in his own way, that’s good enough

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AN: first post on this blog! very exciting! decided the best character to start with was dazai since there was a lot of ideas flowing in, so i hope you enjoy! ~mod lune

dazai osamu: general relationship headcanons

warnings: general dazai things. mentions of suic!de, general season one spoilers (dazais power, his current job, etc)

dazai has always been a sap, that much was clear. constantly commenting on how spectacular you look, how you’re so great at what you do, sweet comments like that 

while you played them off as him just being who he is, and flirting with every ‘belladonna’ he sees in eye sight, something was different 

if you’re in the agency, he has a big impact on your life. constantly doing check ups to ensure you’re not injured after a mission, if you’re being targeted you can guarantee dazai will come to your aid and numb the others ability if it gets too much for you to handle 

outside of the agency, dazai doesn’t like to talk about his job much. if you just so happen to have gotten yourself mixed up in the chaos, he will do whatever it takes to make sure you’re safe at the end of the day 

but there was always something that strikes you odd about his behaviour around you. 

he’s never asked for a double suicide 

going out to restaurants, parks or even just walking along the street, dazai would constantly run up to beautiful women and ask to adventure the afterlife together 

but he’s never asked you 

while you’re not necessarily complaining, you would have said no either way, it’s a bit unsettling. what was your relationship with him and does he feel the way you feel?

you finally decided it was time to talk to him, these countless mixed signals was playing with your heart and it needed to be addressed, after he was done with his work, he decided to take you for something to eat 

you played nervously with your fingers, this didn’t go unnoticed. dazai looked over at you with a smile, “is something wrong?” 

“why do you ask everyone else but me to do a double suicide . . . its a stupid thing to get upset over i know i just thought we had something . . . “

dazais eyes widen, knowing this conversation would have to be done sooner or later, he just thought he would have more time. he pulled the car over and parked it, moving his body to face you, he grabbed your hand into his and smiled once more

“i didn’t ask because i wouldn’t want that for you. you have so much to live for, the thought of being the reason you can’t be here . . . you’re too meaningful.” 

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Video Game Masterlist

list may update in the future!

danganronpa 

mystic messenger 

final fantasy 

dragon quest

geshin impact 

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Anime Masterlist

list may update in the future!

bungou stray dogs

boku no hero academia 

kakegurui

haikyuu 

sailor moon

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About the Mods

☽Mod Lune☽

hello! im mod lune! im (clearly) very multifandom, i (also clearly) enjoy writing in my free time! im an aquarius and intp! favourite anime is bungou stray dogs and favourite video game is fire emblem (I know gross)

✮Mod Éclat✮

hello!! im mod éclat!! im also pretty multifandom and enjoy writing descriptive pieces when i have time!! my favourite anime is probably mobile suit gundam seed/seed destiny and my favourite video game is finally fantasy vi/dragon warrior iv!! unfortunately i too, am ill with liking fire emblem