Sienna

-write 📖 -read-memes

[astraphobiaxx]

[astraphobiaxx]

I missed my tumblr. Sadly lost my other account .

[astraphobiaxx]

I did it I went cross country !!! 🙂

After working in car sales and raking good money .

I left to Texas . I’m back in Cali but I can’t wait to do it again .

Finally I can say , I’m living my life to the fullest .

[astraphobiaxx]

I feel so disconnected with reality. I guess that is depression, right ?

[astraphobiaxx]

Life keeps going even when you don’t want to keep going . I think that’s the hardest part to overcome everyday. There will always another day 🙏🏼

[astraphobiaxx]

Do we make the conscious decisions to have a messy mind ?

[astraphobiaxx]

In life you have break away from the things that you are too in routine with . Change can sometimes be good. It’s like a leap of faith that you have been hesitant to take. The moment you do you begin to miss the old . You may cry from time to time and miss old life routines, people that were good or bad. I tell you after a year almost two of that change. It begins to finally settle. Like a rainbow after a storm.

[brilliantlyhorrid]

[knitmeapony]

This is still one of the best executed jokes I’ve ever seen

[astraphobiaxx]

Lol

[astraphobiaxx]

2020 has been a shit show .

Hahaha and I’m the fucking star 😂😂😂

[astraphobiaxx]

2019....

It's been a fucked up year.

Left my 8 year relationship, after saying and leaving so many times before.. I guess 3rd time really is the charm. Was the best choice I've made. I wasn't happy and neither were the kids.

Lost my grandma right after losing my godmother and 2 friends from drug ODs.

I lost my shit and let my health and mental health almost get the best of me.

Even though it's been rough, I had some great people get me through it. I can't thank them enough as well as my mom, sister and brothers. Who always intervened when I was in some shit or getting the shit beat out of me. I honestly couldn't have been able to get through it all.

Especially one person in particular. He's been my light out of a dark tunnel and honestly I don't deserve him, but he's been there for the shit shows and mental breakdowns.

I've done a lot of things the wrong way, but I finally want to shed the old me and become the best version of myself.

For me, my kids and family.

2020 cliché.... it's a different year and different shit.

Merry fucking new years 🥳

[astraphobiaxx]

[avant-garth]

Brugmansia arborea

These pretty and hallucinogenic plants are used in shamanic ceremonies.

[srsfunny]

Oh jesus christ

[srsfunny]

In a nutshell

[awesomacious]

oh!

[astraphobiaxx]

This made my fucking day

[astraphobiaxx]

Disregard emotional connections and acquire currency 🤷🏻‍♀️🙏🏼

[catchymemes]