Dear person I like.
Dear person I like,
Dear person I like, I dont think like is a strong enough word to describe how I feel about you. Dear person I admire, better but no. Dear person I love, yes I do believe what I am feeling for you is some type of love. Thou the love I feel for you isn’t the type of love that they portray in the movies. You know the kind, where you feel fireworks going off inside of your chest when you kiss them. The kind of love that makes you wanna run off to the suburbs and have a family. No I dont feel that kind of love for you, but I also know that this love isn’t platonic.
I know this type of love makes me feel as if I never saw or talked to you again I would be heartbroken. Without you in my life I would feel like I lost a part of myself. This type of love I feel for you makes me jealous , thou not jealous that you would be with another women sexually. I would be jealous if you shared the same type of conversations with another women. I would be jealous if another women knew your secrets , I would be jealous if another women knew you the way I know you. The type of love I feel for you , I would do anything in the world if I could help you not be in pain anymore. I would do anything imaginable , if I knew it would help you sleep better. I would do anything within my power to see you happy .
The type of love I feel for you , I know your lying to me. Thou I am not mad at you for doing so. Some of your lies are small, some of your lies are big. Some of your lies you tell me are to impress me, some of them I believe are to make me jealous. Sometimes I think you lie to me because you dont want to lose me, sometimes I think it is because you want to stay in control. I really wish you wouldn’t lie to me anymore, I would still be your friend if I knew the truth. I would still want to spend my time with you.
Old writing about a friend that I now lost contact with , makes me heart ache
