Picnic Writings

Deer / 18/ sapphic / she/her / My own little safe space 🩷

[atinydeer]

About me ♡ (Will always change my profile song to whatever is stuck in my head currently <3)

♡ I go by Deer on here <3

• I just use this account to post pretty much whatever is on my mind and talk into the void, lots of life updates and cute things <3

♡ I'm a proud femme lesbian <3 Very much a core part of who I am!!

• Unfortunately my family does not take kindly to me having private socials, hence why my notifs are turned off!

♡ I have a lovely girlfriend, and I love her very very much <3

• My hobbies and interests include writing, reading, playing piano, creating art, playing video games, literally anything nerdy and much more ~ '

♡ My own posts are always tagged with #cutepostingz <3

• And finally— If you in any way know me irl— no u dont 🌸 but actually if u know me n found this despite me keeping it to myself which i dont even know how u would find it but still- leave let me have my own corner on the internet 😡

Thats pretty much all the important stuff <3

For now you can also have a pic of a little dino sculpture I made today for my girlfriend 🩷

[girltalk]

June will be filled with joy.

June will be filled with love.

June will be filled with trust.

June will be filled with peace.

June will be filled with clarity.

June will be filled with miracles.

June will be filled with blessings.

[atinydeer]

This song !!!!!!!!!! Listen to it !!!!!

[atinydeer]

Mentally and spiritually it is already summer im going swimming on wednesday idc 😝🩷

[916gawd-deactivated20190411]

Reblog if you think public libraries are important and should be maintained.

[atinydeer]

Omg im so back its been a minute waaaa

Exam week was INTENSE bro but then my girlfriend came for a visit for a few weeks right after which was the best <33

I have four job interviews tomorrow too haha. Also just applied for a remote position as well! Hope i get it i want it so bad universe pretty please!!!!! 💞💞

[atinydeer]

Studying today for my language exam guys SAVE ME HAHA

[atinydeer]

Its the happy new year and i am also very happy :3

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

[morsaclizombi]

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

I do not want the ai overview. I want to read six wikipedia pages as god intended.

[lustcannibalism]

the desire to engage in my hobbies leaving my body as soon as I have the day off even though I was looking forward to it all week

[atinydeer]

Popping pills in the gym 😈😈😈😛😛😛

(Iron supplements) (I am dizzy) (a girl needs her iron)

[atinydeer]

I love being a woman but i hate the way i am perceived by men because i am/ for being a woman.

Like. Ugh leave me alone. I can tell you’re looking at me as a potential avenue to sex and making a host of other assumptions and that you change your behaviour towards me compared to how you act around other men. Icky icky icky.

[atinydeer]

Save me new heartstrings chapter

New heartstrings chapter now please

Heartstrings

New heartstrings chapter save me

[atinydeer]

Hate that i start arguments with the people i love. Need to stop doing this :/

[atinydeer]

Yooo what is up tumblr i came back to say i love garlic butter