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I saw a video of me and i looked disgusting, I was walking with my friends and yk those comparisonspo between the fat friend and skinny friend - we were like that but I was the fat friend and I looked like an ogre compared to her.

Things that I've realised have changed since I gained a fvck ton of weight:

There are some obvious stuff:

- my clothes are tighter

- I have gross stretch marks on my skin that look like dark worms

- I smell bad like before I could have a shower and last at least two days but now even after having a shower the night before I would need to have a shower again in the afternoon or evening - I sweat a lot more

Now for the other stuff:

- I don't get compliments anymore from my family even when j put on makeup and do my hair nicely [obviously, my family doesn't have to compliment me but I got a lot more compliments and praise before when I was losing weight]

- Instead of compliments I now get sparky remarks from my grandparents especially they will now say things like "Oh I would give you this jewellery or piece of clothing but ur too fat for it" or " your too chubby maybe you can take the scarf instead". To be honest it is very good motivation

- my shoe size got bigger which made me sooo upset

- it's harder to regain willpower to fast and count calories cus I self pity and I download apps to help me but then I never use it or I use it say a fasting app and then I would never stop the fast even when I ate do it would just keep on going

Even after all this, I realise now that the things that worked then have the potential to work now and I should've never got onto 3dtwt cus it just doesn't trigger me as much and everyone is super clique-y or racist at least being on tumblr is calm and peaceful

Reviving my tumblr account from two years ago, I feel so disgusting and fat everything I read on my account was when I was really disordered I lost 15kg that year but I gained all of it back and more and now I feel like shrek. I'm going to strive to reach my goals by the end of this year but losing 40kg so I can end this year at a healthy weight. I feel so shitty for letting my younger self down because I didn't have any willpower but I'm going to channel her into this continuation of my diet after my long hiatus. Wish me luck :)

HAPPY NEW YEARR!!!

Manifesting that all my moots get to their ugw by summer 🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯🥳🕺🏼

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Are u really going to eat today?

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Woooah i have not posted in a RLLY long time how is everyone??

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Okay so i went to spain and i gained 3kg in one week. I couldnt purge cus i was sharing a room with my sisters and they were ALWAYS in there. So now im 76.4kg and im gonna setting new goal weights.

1gw: 76kg

2kg: 75.5kg

3gw: 75kg

4gw: 74.5kg

5kg: 74kg

WOW i have not posted in a while so here are my stats

Cw:73.7kg

1gw: 70kg

2gw: 65kg

3gw: 60kg

Its summer holidays and before i start yr11 i want to get to my second goal weight, i have already lost 2kg in 3 days and by the end of the week i hope to lose 3kg so i can get to 70kg (meanspo much appreciated in the comments)

Wish me luck:)