fear of abandoment

drop submissions. i'll never leave you. follow my bpd account; @bpd-sickboy

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b u r d e n

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i surround myself with material objects. not because im particularly materialistic. but they remind me of you, of everyone who has- and will- disappear. the memories will disappear too. but so long as i can hold these in my hands, they will not turn to dust like we once did.

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im better off pushing you away, it hurts less than when you eventually leave me all alone

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you'll leave me. i know it.