wildest dreams

say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress staring at the sunset ava wilde - 22 - baker

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Madison: what if it isn't? what if a break makes it worse and then we don't talk?

Ava: you shouldn't be so dependent on some guy, madison.

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Madison: well...we were friends and then i went over and we hung out, and this will probably be the longest we've not talked since september.

Ava: maybe a break is good?

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Madison: like...a week.

Madison: but we've been...friends, for about four months.

Ava: "friends"

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Madison: that

Madison: doesn't

Madison: help

Madison: me.

Madison: he just...he means so much to me and i screwed it up, aves.

Ava: i'm sorry!!!

Ava: i'm sure he does... and how long have the two of you even been dating?

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Madison: i don't want him to hate me, but what if space just makes it worse????

Ava: do whatever you think is right.

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Madison: give him space, i guess. but i hate that. i hate how stupid i was.

Ava: do you want him hating you, though? so, space. everybody makes mistakes.

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Madison: doubtful. he's super mad at me. i mean, doesn't even want to talk to me mad. i ruined it.

Ava: give him some space. or just remind him of all the shitty things he's done to you...? i don't know. i'm bad at this.

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Madison: i literally hate myself, i'm so stupid.

Ava: i'm sure everything will be okay, mads.

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Madison: i got drunk and made out with someone who isn't my boyfriend. i think i win the stupid contest aves.

Madison: three batches???? wow that's a record I think.

Ava: oh wow. yeah, i think you do too.

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Madison: so i did something super stupid.

Ava: you're telling me!! i burnt like 3 batches of cookies. i wanna cry

[avabakerwilde-blog]

Yes! I did that and it was amazing.

[changava]

I think I will, I need a new look. 

[avabakerwilde-blog]

I'm sure you'll look great.

[changava]

Maybe I should just cut my hair short and see how that looks. 

[changava]

[avabakerwilde-blog]

Yes! I did that and it was amazing.

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I think i'm going to get a tattoo.

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Wow, i’m so happy for you.

[avabakerwilde-blog]

What's your deal? Your sarcasm isn't needed.

[andrew-hummanderson-blog]

I think i'm going to get a tattoo.

Because why not.

[avabakerwilde-blog]

I'm thinking of getting one too!

[maddoolynn]

I do have good ideas, right? Cousin bonding session. Movies, baking, paint filled balloons what more could you ask for?

[avabakerwilde-blog]

I mean, I'd love for my student loans to be paid off, but that all sounds pretty great!

[maddoolynn]

It would be super fun. Or we could just bake pies to eat. 

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I like the idea of paint balloons, I must say! 

[maddoolynn]

I find it gets frustration out. Oh, better yet. We fill balloons with paint like in the Princess Diaries. 

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But I'm not frustrated?