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5-19-18

just finished thirteen reasons why season two and im sobbing.  shes dead.  im so sad and forever will be.  gotta go eat my feelings.  the office is my comfort food

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5-11-18

kinda started my period officially today

it was weird asking my mom about it but i’m glad that i did

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5-9-18

i feel like waking up early has helped me stay in a better mood throughout the day.  also, i was talking to a kinda friend (we’d never really hung out before but we talk a lot in school) and my messages wouldn’t send in the gc for like three minutes so it looked like i was leaving her on seen.  that makes me feel so anxious

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is facetune free?  i really want to snatch my face right about now

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im freaking out

what if i don't make friends in high school

if im too social will i be called weird

really need some help right about now

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5-8-18

turned out to be no njhs or cheer meeting.  cheer tryouts are coming soon, though, and I need a solid stunt group.  I just really want to make it

MAP scores:

math: 268

reading: 250

wallflower is going strong.  scent is not strong, but it does give a soothing aroma.  I honestly can’t really tell it’s there at this point, but it hasn’t run out yet.

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5-3-18

average.  njhs meeting tomorrow morning.  cheer meeting may 9 3:15

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ngl ryan goslings a snack

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i miss the old kanye

straight from the go kanye

chop up the soul kanye

set on his goals kanye

i hate the new kanye

the bad mood kanye

the always rude kanye

spaz in the news kanye

i miss the sweet kanye

chop up the beats kanye

i gotta say, at that time i'd like to meet Kanye

see, i invented kanye, it wasn't any kanyes

and now i look and look around and there's so many kanyes

i used to love kanye

i used to love kanye

i even had the pink polo

i thought i was kanye

what if kanye made a song about kanye

called "i miss the old kanye"

man, that'd be so kanye

that's all it was kanye

we still love kanye

and i love you like kanye loves kanye

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plugged in my first spring wallflower scent today

scent: first bloom 

first impressions: kinda smells like soap, not that strong, my chromebook scraped up the wall trying to get that artsy shot

predictions: not gonna like it that much and not buy it again

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5-2-18

lowkey yelled at brittany today about the whole nichole thing

oops

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Tip 2

Don’t listen to my tips.  I’ve been NOT touching my FREAKING face for weeks now and I just broke out so much like oml I don’t even know what caused it

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5-1-18

Today was pretty rough.  Nichole stopped sitting at our lunch table because of Brittany.  I’m on Nichole’s side a little bit because Brittany is being really annoying and petty about the whole fight.  Besides that, I’m having trouble getting my roundoff and that sucks because I want to have some tumbling for cheer tryouts

(these are fake names btw)^^^

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Tip 1

don’t touch your face.

don’t pick at acne.

don’t.

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frick i wish i could take a polaroid like lana del rey

(trying not to swear this is my school computer pals)

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4-30-18

when there’s too much drama in the friend group, all you gotta do is

walk awayayay

not gonna work tho where am i gonna eat lunch, the bathroom?

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If you post fornite wins on your story then you don't deserve phone priveleges

jake n.