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I did my best

To give love

To do my best

With what has been given to me

A life

Without my permission

Or consent

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distance

oh man, what are we doing here? what am i doing here? so many places with no reason you think you know where you are going you don`t you have no idea progress and control very funny you are very funny at least you are something to me you are very funny to me

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a flow of being

maybe i was too eager to learn, i have changed too many times not knowing a self that i can rely on too ready to admit i was wrong that someone surer knew the answer too ready to let go, to pack up, to move to another dimension

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my dearest. i have listened with eyes wide open in every corner where someone was talking to learn the important things but the important things no one could teach me.

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Back

and if i could go back to the past

when everything started

i would say

calm baby

cry baby

your tears are not in vain

you cry for the future

for the pain that is in front of you

to the pain that will be inside of you

the pain that will be a part of you

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75% of the insects disappeared in 27 years what a lifetime long nights fast days happy birthday

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- calm, i'll watch over your sleep, there is nothing to be afraid of - i'm not afraid, i'm always fighting

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Age gap

At 22 everything felt like the beginning, the dawn of life at 26 all felt like 11 pm

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Confessions of love

i won't let you live a low life as long as it is in my power i want to be your partner in all kinds of riches

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I woke up at the beginning of the morning Watched the hills And wondered If the slow-moving white chicken i saw Felt the peace If they could tell the difference between the pace Of the different parts Of the day

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Prayer

Protect me god, from other peoples` dreams.

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for my rest

fighting with himself to find his calm so he can give it to me – now i`ve found him sleeping on the fights he fights so i don`t have to

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The ambition to exist

the future went to the present to create itself the future wanted to be born

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mother you know me, and by now i know myself too

but now nothing seems familiar i don`t remember myself my self has been changing or i`m not sure that`s the fact - i`m not sure

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Just because you have the arguments doesn`t mean you are right

Just because you have the arguments doesn`t mean you are right

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Spring - here comes the light

it`s peaceful at least on the surface everybody wants to change me but they can`t even get close everything feels light connections feel light and unnecessary life feels light like low nicotine cigarettes

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The tension

i desire to be one with you and at the same time i want to be at a safe distance if i`m too close i can no longer see you for who you are i mistake you for myself