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[coralward]

[365daysofbarbie]

[anxietyproblem]

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[lovingrot]

very sexy of me to be isolating myself and rotting into the floor

[avpdactually]

them: hey! How're you doing? :)

me: Avoidant personality disorder (AvPD), also known as anxious personality disorder, is a Cluster C personality disorder. Those affected display a pattern of social inhibition, feelings of inadequacy and inferiority, extreme sensitivity to negative evaluation, and avoidance of social interaction despite a strong desire to be close to others.

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little mentally ill things:

-everyone making fun of your odd behavior

-stigma!

-”all mentally ill people should be put in asylums”

-all horror stories are about mentally ill killers

-”~*cute but psycho*~”

-”stop being so sad”

-”stop being dramatic”

-i will copy things but if someone else copies me i will cry for hours and reinvent my identity

-being the weird kid

-being the one no one invites to parties because you’re a “crybaby” or “crazy”

-having to hear all your life how mentally ill people are only in stories

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[avpdactually]

you know what is a terrible feeling. when i feel as if someone’s friends with me because they feel bad for me or they were sent by someone because i was alone or whatever. or if someone praises me like “good job” im like huh??? are they just saying that because they don’t want me to feel bad about myself because i do everything wrong and im a loser? are they just doing it because they were told to? why are they treating me like a kid! why can’t the world just leave me alone!

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