time is my friend
she helps me see
she shows me purpose
paths and lillies
she shows the why
but never takes away my pain
and i have no pictures of you
of us
you live only in my memories
in the way i am reminded of you
of the way we danced slowly in your room
or how you looked at my naked silhouette
and how you cried
your tears i swept with my thumb
i looked at you for so long i could have died
Time should have stopped then and there
10 minutes waiting for my taxi is not long enough
i miss you and your stupid smile and your buzzcut hair and your beautiful eyes and vulnerable gaze and the way u longed for my touch and how i felt you so close i wanted to crawl inside of you and how we moaned together and you learned how i like it and the way we slept together and listened to music and shared our dreams and i wish you could love yourself more so i could have loved you
ive had many heartbreaks
yet this is the one that for the first time doesnt feel comfortable
listening to sad songs is miserable
the hurt is inexplicable in art
i can’t stay in my own skin
yet i hate not being myself
i wish u were here
i hope you miss me
i want to see you
Again
Oh time please make it so he learns faster
Make it so his walls break
Make it so i can hold
Him
Again
