Boiling Pot

[xabarik]

started looking into who's lila after discovering your fulbright posts, thank you, it's so cool

love your fulbright who's lila animation so much, have a nice day

thanks for the message! that's really nice to know. i was introduced to Lila by a couple of really nice people (whom i really appreciate), so i'm really happy to share it with other people too. it's a wonderful and very interesting project, perfect for detective nights

you a bit inspired me to make this. partly using the assets for that animation :p i love the art style and i think i really should drew a full lila fanart one day

[xabarik]

mold

[xabarik]

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[xabarik]

a ghost, a prisoner, and a girl with headphones

i've been thinking about this crossover since the demo... i mean yeah PHANTOM

[xabarik]

hell yeah im not okay about them

and I think everyone in this court need some help now

[xabarik]

pathologic au goes brrrr. some of it is new, some is from november

sorry for disappearing, i have serious problems with my dominant hand (i was at hospital and they had no idea what it is) and i don't feel like a worthy person right now. but i’m trying to be one again. stay safe <3

[xabarik]

It was also for an ask in tg. I'm not very happy with it.

I don't really think any of this is close to Fulbright's death. it's more like a slight mirage of your imagination… sketches of “maybe this, maybe that”. i'm not very sure. but he's not dead at all. he's alive and well.

I think I've sorted out my problems. kind of. and I can slowly return to life… finally <З

[xabarik]

u mentioned requests ? uhm i think u draw simon sooo pretty in the face ... well both of them but simon especially + hes one of my fav guys on earth ,, therefore i would love to see u draw more if him being a lil beat up <3 ...... srry if im vague im bad at requests i cant think very specifically ... but also i loved that one animated thing u made a while ago (i have frames from that as my lockscreen nd wallpaper on my phone actually .. um i hope thats ok lol) , the concept of pre-incident simon and phantom coexisting at the space center is super fascinating to mee so mby u could do smth else w that ?? but anyway i love everything u do with them , yr style is so beautiful <3

im so sorry it took so long to draw, i was on a road a bit at the moment, everything came together badly. anyway, i got a bit carried away, i hope you don't mind... and i hope i understood you correctly lol.

how weird does it sound that i already drew him beaten up?... (it was a small sketch for one au, i won't show it, but you know it's like "it's weird that it happened twice")

i'm sure that simon got his face smashed at least once during prison (after which he cried all night) and it remained in the form of a scar on his eyebrow or smth yeah

and i'm glad that that au didn't look too unpleasant and you liked it! (and yes, everything is fine, don't even think about the wallpapers, I can't imagine how i can be against it)

there are a lot of thoughts about phantom touches, manipulative conversations and hallucinations due to sleep deprivation. How unpleasant does the concept of him being right there all this time and not being noticed seem? Not somewhere far away, but right here, nearby, and all this is attributed to stress, how funny… simon will never rest until the incident, when it will be too late to realize everything. I did only a little things, because this au is needed something more complete, and I don't really have enough energy for comics now

Thank you very much for the requests and these really kind and warm words! I appreciate them and hope that you like these <ЗЗЗ 🤍🤍🤍 much love

[xabarik]

I feel really bad about irl stuff, so therapeutic pics probably...

and this

duality

[xabarik]

yeah that's right high ponytails/bun = kisses on the back of the neck

[xabarik]

so i bought cheap air-drying clay… after asking who to make - i decided to make simon. and he's a funny little guy.

feel awkward showing something like this because I'm used to only drawing but my friends like him so. why not started making him not long before maid day (which i didn't know about), but apparently the stars aligned... still as cursed as possible. but it was fun and i relaxed a little.

[xabarik]

yeah that's right high ponytails/bun = kisses on the back of the neck

[xabarik]

this was supposed to be an little art of a silly pre-canon au, but something went wrong… ehh

it was based on the fact that simon and metis themselves gave phantom the nickname “phantom”. he's overall not into it (if he could be fond of it, he wouldn't be). it turned into an idea where simon, suffering from overworking and insomnia one day sees a man in the middle of the cykes residence. a strange man who shouldn't be there, who can't be there. a ghost, a “phantom”… of course, he saw no one and it is just a mirage of an inexperienced young man who cannot easily bear to work on a complicated case of an elusive spy whose existence is still in question. (at least that's what they believe) its like he is a "phantom" of worry and ambition without real face. simon doesn't mind talking to someone other than concrete walls. phantom doesn't mind answering his questions (if those can be considered as answers). sorry for long text I have trouble structuring my thoughts (+ in eng) </3

sound is from donnie darko

[xabarik]

I like these frames so I want to see them out of video…. one of those didn't make it to the final but it's silly so yeah

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[deimsssssss]

拉里斯 我的好老婆🤤🤤🤤

[xabarik]

some sketches from december and january because I'm busy with studying and can't draw these were funny

[xabarik]

“мне жалко что я не зверь” really reminds me of phantom (i found this translation, if you're interested in reading what's on the art) never thought I'd be drawing something like this for aa but here we are

and other stuff

back in 2019 I often drew Blackquill wearing those broken glasses. and i like that the phantom in the game is a little taller than bobby after his reveal and my favourite girl taka... childhood love of birds is scratching inside.

my friend said she thought he was wearing a wedding suit. I said he would have had one suit for both the wedding and the funeral because after prison he wouldn't have had a chance to buy a new one.