Ayeejaz

23. Muva. Badass.

[highsocietygifs]

[chunkerbellesmama]

I still can’t believe there is a little human beating me up from the inside. 

[tnbtheories]

The past isn’t real, the only you is now.

[shannaleexo]

👫☕️🍫 #goodmorning

[genevaoverlaluna]

I’m pretty miserable.

But. I’m trying to keep it in perspective. I’m miserable because growing a baby is hard work.

I need to be mindful of that. Otherwise I let it all swamp me.

I am growing a baby girl and she kicks and rolls and she’s healthy and she is so loved.

My body is working over time and is sustaining her universe. It is soft and full of grace.

I am a mother and a fucking queen. I can handle this.

[ayeejaz-blog]

How far along? 29 weeks, and 5 days.

Maternity clothes? Pretty much the only thing that fits me.

Stretch marks? Yes, on my hips and just recently got some more under my belly  

Sleep:   On the weekends that’s all i do, during the week not so much

Best moment this week: Got my nails done , but my baby shower is on saturday, and i’m turning 22 on Sunday

Miss anything? Sleeping on my stomach, smoking a blunt sometimes

Movement: Yes lots, and i love it 

Food cravings: None.

Anything making you queasy or sick: alot of greasy, or spicy foods.

Gender: Boy!

Labour signs: None.

Symptoms: fatigue, back aches, leg cramps.

Belly button in or out? still in,but very flat if that makes any sense

Rings on or off? only one on 

Happy or moody most of the time: ehhh....

Looking forward to: Babyshower. and thanksgiving 

[serendipitously-happy]

feeling my little man kick is the most comforting thing in the world.

[ayeejaz-blog]

2015

[dominiqueandbaby-deactivated202]

Baby's moving a ton! Feeling little taps deep in there♥

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Oops what happened Alyss?

[fuckyeahethniceuropeangirls]

[ayeejaz-blog]

September 28, 2015

This week will make 23 weeks, I've been feeling more anxious then anything even though I have like 17 weeks left. I just can't wait to meet my baby boy. I've been feeling like shit latley I used to be so athletic and fit and now I feel like a couch potato, I mean I go to work 5 days out the week, but I never want to do anything after I get home but lay down. I've been trying to do some stretches whenever I'm not too lazy.. Its getting harder to sleep at night. I pee like 10x a night, it hurts when I sleep on my sides. My baby daddy is in my way when I want to roll over lol. We need a bigger bed. On the bright side I'm almost 6 months. My baby shower will be in November and I'm excited.

[myblessedbundleofjoy]

[ffuckcaine]

my big man.

[ayeejaz-blog]

Baby k, five in a half weeks pregnant.

[serendipitously-happy]

dear baby boy

feeling you move around inside of me is the most comforting thing in the world. somehow you know when i need reassurance or when i’m having a bad day. its like you’re trying to remind me of your presence and it makes me smile… because you are on my mind every second of every day. i love you.

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