Emotional Guy

Im going to just post emotional stuff cause im a sensitive guy and some funny stuff here and there to lighten the mood

[paper-wounds]

[ayehesemotional]

When does it become enough... and not enough anymore 😪 😕 tired 😴 a long nap seems good

[ayehesemotional]

This internal war of emotions, I used to think money solves all issues but the first thing I want to buy is a gun... maybe it is the root of all evil because when your suffering it brings you closer to the thing your should be as far away as you can be... I'm exhausted of all effort of even showing up, idk where the lights gone and I don't think I look for the switch anyone soon 😪

[midnightmurdershow]

[ayehesemotional]

Detach, get away from civilization... let my pain and suffering that I'm battling inside blow away with the wind, my body is beginning to crumble I don't know if my will can survive this battle much longer 😕

[remanence-of-love]

[beingmentalisgood]

You will heal

[ayehesemotional]

I'm sorry for any pain or scars I've cause...I wish I could heal any suffering I've caused... suffering myself I'm trying to heal and be the best me i can... I feel so weakened the light i used to have in me I'm sorry I let it dim...I feel alone...

[vexheart]

[ayehesemotional]

I'm sorry I've let myself down, I lost my drive my passion to be the best me and I'm trying to get it back but idk what that is tbh... above I've hurt I'm sorry I had to be a tough lesson I never had much to work with and I'm trying to be better... not easy feeling alone in a movie theater watching back moments you wish you could feel again...

[zerounwantedvibrations]

[ayehesemotional]

It's a rainy day and I'm cold waiting at the bus stop 🚏

[ayehesemotional]

Not forever, not for a year, not even a whole day just give me 8 hours of internal peace i feel so at war with myself

[ayehesemotional]

[ayehesemotional]

How I feel on my birthday, when I get a gift, when I eat some good food, when the comedy is actually funny, when I receive love from people I care about, but you know when I actually am joyful and the smile is natural I'm scared for that

[ayehesemotional]

Not having a father from birth ehh manageable but not having a father from birth and then becoming a father and feeling as if I'm out of place yeah....

[feelingsoftheday]

You disrespect yourself every time you let things slide that doesn’t sit right with you, so I’ve buckled down on my boundaries as a form of self love. My time is valuable, my feelings are valid & those who love me will respect it.

[valentina-poem]

[ayehesemotional]

Being a father thinking about not breathing anymore is one of the hardest things I've ever dealt with and who do I tell... Crying on the inside bottling up your emotions they always find a way to poke through and it hurts

[to0needy]

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

[ayehesemotional]

*18 and now I'm about to be 27 guess I was built tough but every warrior has their last battle

[self-s44botage]

being suicidal is such a weird feeling, i don’t really wanna die, I just don’t want to exist anymore!

[ayehesemotional]

Where's that happy me, the one that laughs and really laughed but not too hide the suffering inside, where's the me that wants to live, and breathe and think happy, ugh I thought I escaped the darkness but it clings to me like a stubborn cold and I don't know what medicine can cure this illness

I wish I had a brother or sister to talk to, ask for a hug, help anything, I wish I had a father that was there and loved me, I have a loving mother but with distance grows separation and she's had a hard life... How do I tell her your only child doesn't want to breathe or move anymore I need help... Maybe I just don't know how to express myself or lean on the ppl around me idk...