Just an updated about me thing big and small version
ABOUT BIG ME
• I go by Benrey, but I'm also okay with nicknames like Benn, BenBen ect ect
•He/They/It pronouns plz and thank you
•I'm t4t n i like trans guys n enbies ig
•I like gaming, drawing, singing (not good at it but it's a huge vocal stim thing for me) and makeup
•Speaking of stims! I go nonverbal a lot so I vocal stim a lot. Especially singing songs. I whistle or sing random notes to try and convey my emotions when words are too hard. I almost always have my headphones on so I can listen to music and to block out noise to a certain degree. I mimick a lot as well. I have certain sounds I like to listen to as well. I have a half life soundboard on my phone because some of the noises are fun and help me calm down, especially the barney voice lines, he has been a huge comfort character for me since I was in middle school.
•Half life and hlvrai are some of my special interests, I absolutely love Barney Calhoun and Gordon Freeman!
•Some of my favorite video games aside from hl are minecraft, Left4Dead, Dead by Daylight, Cod, The Isle, Gang beasts, Resident Evil specifically biohazard and I haven't played village yet, Justice League, Mortal Combat, I have other games too but I cant think of them and I dont play them as much.
•I have a cat Gazlene, Gaz for short, but I live with 9 cats, 3 one month old kittens and 2 kittens who are a few weeks old and then the two moms and my cat and my brothers cat.
•I love the movie Luca, the jurassic park/world series, including camp cretaceous, and Tangled, The rapunzel story has been my favorite story since I was a literal baby.
•I love the smells of Lavender, Lemons, and Pine
• I love horror even though sometimes it can be a bit much for me, especially with loud noises and jumpscares, but some are cool! I really like the halloween movies, mostly the new one that came out in 2018 I think? Story was kinda off I think but its coolio
•I'm bad at makeup but I love putting makeup on people
•I chew on everything and I like to nibble people sometimes but usually I just bite my nails and fingers, although I got some chewlery so that's not happening as much anymore
•I live off energy drinks and sweets
•I have really bad anxiety when it comes to calls and facetime cause I never know when to talk and they often cause me to calm up and go nonverbal
•I'm learning asl!
•My favorite songs as of now are How can I tell him by jens lekman and Him by James Marriott
All about little me!
♡I'm usually 0-3
♡I has ALOT of pacis, I have maybe 15-20 adult ones and like 1000 babies ones i dun use no more
♡I has no cg cause my last one was bads
♡ I sings lots nd color pictures and loves luca lots an punzel
♡I like dinos my fav s a baryonyx!
♡I have a bunch of onesies and a bunch of short overalls and a skirt overall toos, s pink and looks like a cupckae!
♡I like kitties a lots but dogs are loud n scary sometimes
♡I like to be a cowboy somtimes toos cus cowboys are cool! Like rango
♡ i always follow da rules cause rules keep u safe
♡I like iced water and warm milk, and strawberry n chocky milk
♡I like games! I like res evil n minescaft
♡um I dont talk lots unless I'm 3 but usuawy s 2 or smoler
♡Wjen I'm 3 I usually am more excited and talkitives and I like to wear overalls and "big kid" outfits but I'm still baby, I real like to run around and play and info dump about stuff or listen to cgs voice and follow rules
♡when 2 I like to sit aroun n watch tv and hum or if I had a cg I like to follow them around eveywhere and hold onto them and whisper to them and sing them songs or crawl around and shove stuff in my mouth cause why nots and I almost always have my paci cupped to my shirt, I also love to follow the cats around at squeal n babble about them. I usually wear my onesies n maybe a big hoodie or smth and I almost ALWAYS have a stuffie I also clap a lot and LOVE to follow rules and do things for my cg (which again I dont have but if I did okay we theoretically talkin bros), even if its jus grabbing them smth or answering a question. I know a couple of small signs like dada milk juice I love you and how to spell baby for when I dont wnana talk but usually it's just messy signs mixed with stimming, babbles, squeals, and giggles
♡when I'm younger than that I usually like to sleep a lots and I never talk aside from either small short babbles or loud long babbles of nonsense, I always have a onesie or smth like that one I always have my binki/paci and I love love love to be carried, like plz hol me am smol. I usually just wanna snuggle and be held n fed tbh I know how to say milk and dada in sign that's it
Dats it! Next I'll post what makes me small or what my dream cg, nursery or paci would be like, oh or maybe showing all my onesies and pacis! I dunno eyt
