Iāve known who he is for over 2 years, met him at my sisters 21st birthday party, then at a local night club, been introduced to him, but he really has no interest in me! Why would he, heās in a relationship and is 9 years older than me!
Heās a bad boy, heās been in trouble with the police a few times, spent a couple of years in prison, heās been married and has 2 young kids, not a boy you want to take home to mum, but thereās something about him, something that Iām attracted too, something about him that I want!
Finally I get to meet him properly and we are both single! Iām in his pub with my sister and her fella, Iām talking to them and there friends, but my eyes keep getting drawn to him, finally he acknowledges me and comes over to talk, he wants to talk to me!
The evening continues, we talk, we drink, he works and keeps popping back to see me! Not only does he have his bad boy looks, heās making me laugh, Iām really enjoying his company! The evening ends, the pub is closing, come back to mine he asks? It feels right, so I go!
Iām laying in his bed, wearing one of his t-shirts, heās holding me close, I feel safe, I feel happy, we both fall asleep in each otherās arms! The bad boy, is a true gentleman!
The next evening we are back together, we meet up in the day and end up back at his, thereās lots of hugs and kisses, and before long we are in the bedroom again, but this time itās different! We slowly undress each other and he holds me and confesses that things donāt always work sexually for him, I gently hold him and all his concerns go out of the window! It was a magical evening!
The days and weeks that follow are great, he cooks for me, looks after me, I stay at his, he stays at mine, we get on great!
I finish work one evening, head over to his, heās cooked a lovely meal for me, which is amazing, as usual, heās such a good cook! Iām chilling on his sofa, drinking wine and watching TV, heās disappeared up stairs, when he returns, Iām asked to sit on the floor with him, I do and we kiss, then he takes my hand and pulls it to his groin, but instead of finding his erect penis which I was expecting, I feel plastic and padding! My bad boy is wearing a nappy and plastic pants!
Iām shocked and surprised, I donāt know what to say or do, my reaction isnāt what he wants, he gets up and leaves, goes to his bed! I sit stunned, confused and alone!
I sit thinking about what has just happened and realise that if this is who he is, it wouldnāt have been easy for him to tell me! Do I want to keep this not so bad boy, I decide yes, weāve had such a great few weeks together! I decide that I need to understand more, so I go to him!
I find him hiding under his duvet, embarrassed and ashamed of what has just happened! I hold him in my arms, comfort him and listen to him as he tryās to explain his needs and feelings!
I get into his bed with him, I hold him tight, I move my hand and find myself feeling his adult nappy and plastic pants, I feel him relax in my arms and he snuggles into me like child in need of love! I whisper to him, letting him know thatās itās ok, as I hold his nappy and I can feel him grow through the thick layer of towelling. That rarely happens when Iām in a nappy he tells me! We smile at each other and he moves forward and passionately kisses me, one of his hands move to one of my breasts, he gentle holds and caresses me, he then moves his lips from mine to my nipple, sucking on me like a feeding baby! His other hand slips into my panties and his fingers push deep inside of me, I grown with pleasure, Iām still holding onto him through his nappy and I feel him become bigger and harder!
Soon the nappy has been pulled down enough for his penis to be released, I decide to take control and push him onto his back, I slide myself onto him, I push down on his arms so that he canāt move, I find myself in control, I slide myself up and down, feeling the nappy underneath me every time I come down on him, every opportunity he has he takes a nipple into his mouth and sucks! The whole experience is amazing for us both!
Itās morning and I find myself laying naked in his bed, he is sat next to me, watching me, smiling at me! He is wearing a plain white t-shirt, but underneath I can see the plastic and the nappy which is covering his bottom. I smile at him and gesture for him to come closer, I hold him tightly and I feel him relax in my arms! This must be so hard for him!
We lay together holding each other tightly, for what seems like an eternity. Eventually he pulls away, looks at me and thanks me for my understanding but I need to explain further he says, I need you to fully understand my needs and desires, without them, you wonāt know what your letting yourself in for! I look at him, interested and confused, but keen to understand, keen to know what it is all about.
He lays next to me, but faces away, itās like heās ashamed, embarrassed to look at me! He starts to talk, it started back when I was a teenager, he says, I donāt know why, but I have a huge desire and need to wear nappies and plastic pants, I donāt go outside the house in them, that I would never do, itās only for my private time, he says, they make me feel safe, they make me feel happy, I can shut out the big world when Iām in them, he continues! Does that make sense he asks? I think long and hard about what he has said, I understand the need to be away from the world, I say, away from everyday life, away from the stresses of everyday life, but I will confess to never seeing a grown man in nappies before!
I feel him tense up and try to move away, but I hold him closer to kmy body, Iāve enjoyed our time together, I say, and I want it to continue, we all have needs, I say, this is yours and I do feel that I can cope with it! Thereās more, I like to wee my nappy, he informs me, really, I say! How disgusting I think to myself! I really would like to wee them now he informs me and Iād like it if you would hold them while I do it!
There is one thing, I think to myself, having a need to be wrapped up like a baby, a need to be shut away from the outside world, a need to feel protected and looked after, I think to myself, but another in actually acting like a baby and filling your nappy!! He takes my hand and moves it slowly to the front of his nappy, Iām really not sure about this, I think to myself, then it happens, I can feel him weeing, the nappy is getting warm as the wee moves through the layers of towelling! I wasnāt sure about this, but as I hold him, I find that strangely it feels good, I hold him and his nappy tightly and I feel his whole body relax in my arms!
I am strangely turned on by the whole event!
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