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❛ 𝘐 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘈𝘙𝘋𝘚. ( carrd linked in the underlines ) ✰ An independent, selective and mutuals only writing blog for 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙰𝙽𝙲𝚄𝙽𝙸𝙽 of Larian Studio's 𝙱𝙰𝙻𝙳𝚄𝚁'𝚂 𝙶𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝙸𝙸𝙸. Established in December 2022, revived in July 2024. LURED BY ROSEMARY, THEY/SHE, 21+.

𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍 : the crow and pomegranate motifs, the need for power out of fear, escaping the one who you believed saved you, a crown of thorns, an understanding that you are more than just your body, big brother values, EAT SHIT and DIE.

THINGS TO TAKE NOTE : Astarion is portrayed heavily under the influences of death and isolation along with suicidal ideations; keep in mind that I do not shy away from ever going into details about how he was treated within the Szarr family. Astarion is seen as a 5'11 lanky man with no structure. Claws for nails, red eyes that often glow in the night and skin that's a tad bit on the "greyish" side, etc.

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hello again.

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nothing like forgetting your email to this pale ass. nothing like it...

[ncunin]

Don't touch me.

I've stated this quite a few times but I simply cannot make it more important than it already is. But touching Astarion is quite literally a death sentence to him. He hates it, despises it so much that even at the slightest reach of hands? He backs away, flinching. Each touch makes him feel like he's just being burned, even if in a friendly manner or that of something romantic, Astarion cannot grow used to it despite how much he's trying. It takes him until the near end of Act III to grow used to someone's gentle nature of hands. To understand that not everyone is out to get him. Astarion does not wish to be coddled because of this. He has never once been coddled for his 200+ years of torment. If the player character so wishes to touch him, much less any other companion. Asking for permission is something that he strongly encourages. Holding his hand won't at all cause pain but a simple touch on the shoulder, neck and or back will make him burn.

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I also would like to point out... that the bite mark on his neck is very jagged. As if this action was merciless. Despite him already at the brink of death, feeling his pulse slacken; Astarion was still in so much pain. There's a sign of struggle with how unclean the marking is.