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I was meant to be with him,” she said, “That’s one thing I do believe. I believe that we were right for each other at some point and that we were meant to be once upon a time. But in this cruel world of reality life changes before you even have time to blink and suddenly everything you had ever known is no longer familiar to you. I do believe that he was supposed to be my last love, the person that I would grow old with. But I also believe that I fell in love with him too soon, that my eyes landed on him before they were supposed to and perhaps we fucked everything up because we went against fate and met way before our time. It’s like we were so perfect for each other but the universe found ways to tear us apart. It’s like when you’re in the sea and you’re trying to catch the waves with your hands. You know.. When it’s right there in front of you but absolutely impossible to catch.

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“I hate you,” she said venomously. He laughed. “No you don’t.” “I do. I think I really do. I don’t mean I hate the way you laugh a bit too loud or hate the way your handwriting changes everyday. I don’t mean I hate how you only wear black or hate how your voice changes when you’re angry. I mean I hate the way you destroy anything that comes too close to you. I hate the way you feel the need to treat others how one damn person, one single person treated you. It isn’t fair. You don’t play fair. I hate you for that.“  He smiled, “But you’re in love with me, right?” “I think that’s the problem, I was fine before you. I was completely on track with my life and now I’m just stupid, just some stupid insanely in love girl who no matter how much I hate you, I’ll still love you and the worst part of it all? Is that you warned me. You said this would happen. You said you didn’t like the person you are. I said everyone loves you and you said you don’t deserve that. I said you do. But you don’t. You don’t deserve love because you don’t know what the hell to do with it.”  

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“It’s pathetic, isn’t it?” She laughed painfully. “What?” He replied. “How one text, one tone of voice, one comment, one person… Can effect your entire mood, your entire day… It’s pathetic how you can let someone have so much control over your emotions.“ ” He smiled, “I don’t think that’s called pathetic. I think that’s called being in love.”

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You wanna know the truth?” She laughed. “Well the fucked up truth is that not everything happens for a reason. Sometimes people make the wrong decisions and they’re forced to live with them for the rest of their lives. And I know I should live with mine, because I mean what other choice do I have? You can’t turn back the clocks and redo things. You make a mistake and you pay the price, that’s the cold hard truth about life. You can’t change a decision you’ve already made, wrong or right. But on the loneliest nights, I look up at the moon and I smile. Because although now we walk different paths, with different people and although I know that the years will pass and we will won’t be together; I’ll always remember that for a brief, fraction of a moment, against all the odds, our stars crossed. And that will always, always be enough for me.

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“If you care about someone you work things out, you don’t just leave.” She said, He pulled at his sleeves, “but somethings aren’t meant to work out, no matter how badly we want them to.” “But I love you?” “Maybe that’s just part of loving people. You have to give things up, and sometimes, you have to give them up.”

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I know you love me,” she said. “I know that, but that doesn’t override the fact that I’m not good enough for you. And I’m not mad, I’m not mad at all. I should be, but I’m not. I don’t feel anger, just pain, a lot of pain. You know, you think you can handle it.. You know it’s gonna hurt when it’s over and you think you’re prepared for it but I swear to god nothing prepares you for just how much your heart aches in their absence and how you can’t sleep because your brain won’t turn off, instead you’re kept awake doing nothing but thinking of the colour of their eyes. You think you can cope, but the cold hard truth is, you’re wrong. You fall apart and there’s nothing you can do to stop that.

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I was meant to be with him,” she said, “That’s one thing I do believe. I believe that we were right for each other at some point and that we were meant to be once upon a time. But in this cruel world of reality life changes before you even have time to blink and suddenly everything you had ever known is no longer familiar to you. I do believe that he was supposed to be my last love, the person that I would grow old with. But I also believe that I fell in love with him too soon, that my eyes landed on him before they were supposed to and perhaps we fucked everything up because we went against fate and met way before our time. It’s like we were so perfect for each other but the universe found ways to tear us apart. It’s like when you’re in the sea and you’re trying to catch the waves with your hands. You know.. When it’s right there in front of you but absolutely impossible to catch.

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5 important things I learned in 2016

1. How they treat you is how they feel about you. 2. Life is too short to wait around for people. 3. There’s only so many excuses you can make for someone before you have to admit that perhaps they just don’t care. 4. Someone who doesn’t consider your feelings is not someone you want in your life, no matter how much you think you different. 5. Never ever apologise for being hurt over something, small or big - if it hurts your feelings do not let someone tell you that you are “over reacting” your feelings are important no matter what.