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heeeey things are really exciting nowadays

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my dad and your grandma will take care of you please say hello for me

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I haven’t wrote in my diary in months I’m too lazy

I took care of a few things today 👍🏽

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super sad and angry today

femicide and r*p*

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I’ve gotten drunk the last 4 days and I have a lot of ibs pain bc of it and I’m feeling bad about it

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I painted this pic I took sooo many years ago 🥲

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pretty sure I have adhd and I’m having a fuzzy day the more I think about it and I’m just feeling shame an embarrassment bc of my behaviors I feel like I annoy ppl and idk I’m just feeling a lot

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Alexei Antonov

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Tove Jansson painting the fresco Party in the Countryside, Helsinki, 1947

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walked Alfie, showered and ate breakfast by 1230 :)

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been home for about 10 months and 2 or 3 lockdowns/stay at home orders and it’s making me sooo anxious and some weeks depressed. I smoke a lot now and am high most of the day. I exercise sometimes which makes me happy, and I also paint a lot. I painted a lot in 2020 and I hope I paint a lot more this year. I’m actually working on something right now but sometimes I have great ideas but I don’t feel experience enough (in painting) to achieve the actual vision. It can be a little frustrating but I just have to keep pushing. I miss my friends but I also missing a friendship I had with someone that’s not in my life as much anymore and it sucks. I’m hoping to become friends again when everything goes back to normal but it might be too late.

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dead city 

art by Luciana Nedelea

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I’m working on a painting of my brother in Chapala and it is kicking my ass god damn

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I smoke soo much now but I don’t drink as much

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I’m so f*t and sad about it