Because I loved you
Because I loved you too much
You must wonder why and how I can love you so much
You must wonder why I almost stopped loving you
How could my heart keep going
Keep beating at the rate a soul cannot keep up with
You made me feel like this
With your warmth and your heart your kindness
You made me love you more and more
I never asked to fall in love with you
I never asked to think of you and dream of you
You
You made me feel that way
Now I am left in a state of sadness
Confusion
Grateful for feeling the love
But so alone in my feeling.
My feeling for you
Everything is moving
Nothing feels safe
My world is changing
That is life with out you
My heart can not survive this insanity of loss
The chaos with out you
Living with my loss is all I know now
You have forgotten my love
How it felt to be close to me
My world keeps changing
I am afraid with out you
With out you to love
My time moves on but I seem to remain the same
Static - Scared amongst the chaos
Of this world that forever keeps moving with out you
x
Tracey Emin








