Dark Academia and Self improvement

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Day LVII

Today was pretty boring, I spend my time quite productive and I started timetrackin, so maybe there will be some numbers in the future. I finished to crochet my first pair of gloves.

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Day LVI

I totally overslept and came to church half an hour late, so I had to play in service without preparing before. Else, the day was great, I think I‘m getting the hang out of it. I crocheted a lot and also did some math problems.

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Day LV

Was a good day. I finally was able to sleep in, but had an „examination“ for my dance class outside of school. So I danced a lot today and counted that as a workout (three hours of dancing are some serious cardio). I also had some social contcts and crochet a lot, even though I had to start new twice because I missed someting.

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Day LIV

Finally the holidays! It was so stressful this week and I barely slept. I am making a plan for the holidays right now, tomorrow I will have some kind of ballroom dancing examination, but nothing serious, I think it will be fun. I am really looking forward for christmas and then there is a lot to get done for next year.

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Days LII + LIII

I did barely sleep last night because I had to finish a project of mine, the day was awful at first but caffeine made it better. I had a lot of meetings and they will continue tomorrow, I can be productive after that.

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Day LI

I had quite a good talk about the sudents council today, we exchanged gifts in class and I did prepare a little bit of German exercises. We will see tomorrow.

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Day L

We baked the whole morning in school, so there was no home work today. I went home earlier from computer science to finish my gift to a classmate. I also signed up for discord and therefore was not quite productive today.

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Day XLIX

Today was …great I guess? I have a focus time of about 300 minutes in my focus app, and that before I went to my concert and was away for another five hours. So the day was definitly worth it. I slipped a bit in the evening and watched some youtube. I still feel like nothing is done though. I also did as advised in the ballet videos, no „class“ today, but a bit of exercises and a lot of stretching. I have a week left until the holidays start and I want to finish it of well.

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Days XLVII+XLVIII

Seems like I totally forgot my workout and posting here yesterday… Not good, the second day without workout. Friday was relaxed, I rested a lot from the ado about the concert, was in school for a few hours and had a rehearsal for another concert tomorrow. I also did some greek and was overall quite productive. I also played the piano a lot.

Today I walked around town a lot, first I didn‘t find my phone, so I had to take the bus to another city and find a classmates house for a school project without help from google maps, which was definitly an adventure, but I‘m also proud that I made it. I also bought presents for a game of secret santa (i think it is called like that) in class. My crochet perry the platypus will be posted soon. I also decided to try getting into basic ballet via youtube for my workouts in the next time because I admire especially the muscle control and the leg strenght of ballet dancers and I am trying to get some of it myself. I also found my phone again.

I decided not to go to church tomorrow so I can sleep in, then tidy up a bit, do a bit of schoolwork and finally go to the concert. I do not expect to have a lot of time in the evening.

Only 11 days left to christmas by the way!

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Day XLVI

Today was the concert. A lot of my lessons were cancelled, and I skipped the rest for preparing the stage for the concerts and doing the final rehearsals. There was not much time left, so I haven‘t done any schoolwork. I will start productive tomorrow. Also, my feet hurt and I walked around all day, so I am skipping workout for today.

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Day XLV

My school‘s advent concert is this thursday, so I am really busy right now. I have done my workout a bit today, but ate to much sweets this afternoon and have to do a lot.

I forgot to mention, I got back my chemistry exam yesterday! And it actually was my first A in that subject (I am really good at chemistry, but always failed the stuff you just learn word by word). Maybe it is because I studied for the exams the first time🤔? I should do that more often, seems like it actually helps. My politics and economy exam was a B- though, not surprisingly, because I missed the time management and forgot to learn an important topic for the exam. I‘m still kind of proud because my teacher wrote that my argumentation part was really good (Got an A on that part of the exam too), because I‘ve barely seen texts like mine this time where he didn‘t find much to complain.

There is only one exam left untill the holidays, which is history, I am probably going to write it next week because my teacher is sick right now. I really want to study for that one now, wish me luck.

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Day XLIV

I got home earlier today, and guess what I‘m going to do: Go to bed. I don‘t actually know how long I will sleep, and I haven‘t done my workout yet, so we will see. Italian exam was not good, but I feel like the exam was the problem, not me. I have a presentation tomorrow, but I have the ability to not care about what people think about me (the only thing desireable about my former lifestyle). I also missed the history exam last thursday, so I will have to take it this week probably. I have a huge cold, another reason to sleep now, and just hope that it gets better.

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Day XLIII

Like expected, totally tired and not motivated at all. Exam tomorrow is going to be a total desaster. Also, the motivation is going down, I am less excited about the stuff I implemented. I guess I habe to go through the hard phase now. Wish me luck. Also, the preparation for my school‘s concert begin tomorrow, so not much time for the history exam left.

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Day XLII

Not gonna lie, today was a great day, I finally replaced youtube with the stuff I enjoy, I was still not more productive than before. but I have two exams the next two days and a lot else to da, so I probably need some help from above or anything because the next days are going to be awful. I regret slumping around so much today.

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Day XLI

Slept very long (because of the opera yesterday) and I‘m late again because of my choire‘s concert and an event with some people from church. My voice completly vanished suddenly, singing feeled terrible. Did my workout though. See you!

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Day XL

Today was another long day, and I visited the opera (la cerentola), so I didn‘t fully complete my workout or did anything else. It was great though.

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Day IXL

I was sick today, so I also only did a light workout in the afternoon when it got better. Besides, the day was quite productive and I think the no youtube challenge is a good idea.