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"Close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream. That's how I get by." ~Jack Sparrow

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[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I know it sucks, okay? I know. I know it hurts and I know you want to scream and cry and just not exist. I know. But I want you to remember that you were beautiful before he came along. You were amazing before him. You were strong before him. You deserved the world before him. Him changing his mind about you is purely his loss. You are art. Before him and after. And one day, as every piece of art, you will be appreciated the way you deserve.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

It’s all lies Everything There is no time There is no truth There is no love It’s all relative It’s all an illusion But they haven’t fooled me It’s whatever time I want it to be The truth is what I say it is I could pick any person in a crowd of 300 and fall in love I’m not a child I see beyond what I want While everyone is focused on the beauty of the flower, I’m busy studying it’s thorns Pain is the only thing we have. And we call the lack thereof happiness

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

What do I fear most? That he never cared at all.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

At 2 a.m. When you question your reason for existence, I hope I come to mind

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I fucking told you how much I was hurting and how things were getting bad again. And all you did was ignore it. Don’t you dare say you were always there for me. Don’t EVER you dare say you cared.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I loved you with all I fucking had.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I am a tree and you are but a leaf And you only stick around when it’s convenient for you. You think I need you? Tell me, What happens in the fall? When it gets cold? And things change? You leave. But I remain. You die. But I stand the same. Because I am a fucking tree and I have made it through many harsh winters without you.

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[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I stand in a white room With dark voices And invisible faces There is no reflection No hot No cold Only the way you make me feel I’m not last night’s dinner to you I’m a fresh and searing plate I’m a daisy with thorns An angel with horns Like nothing you’ve ever seen He wanted to fall So I gave him a something to fall for A poor little baby bird who fell out of the nest while trying to soar A delicate white flower he couldn’t resist picking and sticking between two pages of a book Everything was white and plain But, now, With you, I see color in vibrant swirls

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

You’re toxic And the worst kind You come in the form of a flower And take over the mind You grant your innocence But it’s a twisted joke You lured in me And slowly suffocated me with your black smoke You can’t be flower You’re as robust as you need to be I thought I was your oxygen.. I thought you needed me Your white petals should be black That’s the only color that matches what you do But at the end of everything, my oleander, I still choose you

M.E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I screamed But you didn’t listen I said I had enough And you told me to go You didn’t try to stop me So I left

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

She doesn’t get what she deserves.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

Trust no one Because the Sun brings you warmth And the moon brings you tides And the flowers bring you oxygen And the bees bring you honey And the rain ensures no drought But keep in mind The sun burns you Tides destroy cities The flowers worsen your allergies A bee sting can really hurt And rain causes floods

M.E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

If you’re going to do something, do it for yourself.

M.E (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I knew it was time when I realized You would never appreciate the way I woke up with my hair messy in a bunch of knots You would never appreciate the way I slowly sipped my hot coffee and chugged it when it was cold You would never appreciate how I disected my burger before eating it You would never appreciate how I laughed at jokes that weren’t funny You would never appreciate how I stayed up until 5 in the morning thinking about you or how I cleared my entire future for you and I You would never appreciate how the tip of my nose turns red when I start to cry Or how I start to laugh when I’m tired You would never appreciate the sacrifices I made for you or how much I loved you You would never appreciate me.

M. E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

Green leaves Oxygen thief Don’t suffocate me just yet Indeed Learning is a pain Only fools try Venturing isn’t always advantageous Even when we discover Yes Only fools fall Until they hit the ground

M.E. (via hesbreakingmyheart)

[hesbreakingmyheart-blog]

I’ll miss your dogs and your mom and the way you made me breakfast and how you tried to do my nails and how you listened to me rant for hours sometimes and how you gave the dogs table scraps when no one was looking and how you sang along with me in the car and how we stayed out late walking just talking about life. I’ll miss a lot of things and the saddest part is some of those things made me feel safe and at home. But I can’t miss you. You’re a monster and I hope you’re happy nowadays. You can keep my clothes.

Some Things I Never Got to Say (via hesbreakingmyheart)