Catch my museĀ ( āļø - Drawing something with so much focus they donāt even notice your muse walking in )ā¤ accepting
Yongguk is not a visual artist at all. When his pens and pencils touch the paper pages, itās not an expression of artistry, a conscious movement to create what other people, upon seeing it, would call art. Itās rather an expression of thought, a way to deal with too many things going on at once inside of his head, a chaotic testimony to his existence. Whether he wrote music, words, drew pictures or abstract lines and smudges, it was always the reflection of him, of things he couldnāt tell anyone, didnāt want to or had no idea how. Whatever ended up on the page, whether physical or digital, it was a proof of a turbulent process, driven by emotions, created under an impulse; raw and honest.
He very often tended to lose himself in the midst of that creative movement, the world disappearing and closing itself in the small space between his mind, eyes, hand and the canvas.
It was a rather obscure place that the idol randomly chose to spend his day at, seeking peace, quiet and a much needed change of scenery where he could be nothing more than a stranger to everyone around. At the back of his mind, he had no doubts that those who saw him, would think that heās some kind of a weirdo: sitting in a window of a small ramyeon shop, a single bowl of a half-eaten, forgotten food at his side--the same one he hadnāt touched in nearly two hours--staring in the space half of the time, and drawing lines and curves and sometimes circles in his notebook the other half of it. Despite it being a mid-summer, hot and humid day, when people were running away from any additional heat (like the one in the small, not air-conditioned food shops), Yongguk still didnāt seem to mind it; the heat, the people, the noises. To him, it didnāt really exist, and itād only take another person like himself, to recognize that he wasnāt just an odd human being, but simply going through a trance, a moment he needed for himself, for his own, carefully fostered sanity.
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