carlin

[just-shower-thoughts]

Your future self is watching you right now through memories.

[that1guykaiser]

Don’t fucking start with me this morning

[banjorats]

omg howd she know?

[banjorats]

back to using tumblr as my personal journal

[banjorats]

silence with the moon

slows the rhythm of your heartbeat

to a softer tune

from the minute that your eyes meet.

[banjorats]

strawberry fire

[banjorats]

me steppin

[banjorats]

[banjorats]

natural grain

[banjorats]

i found an old journal that is mirroring my life.

i thought the cycle was broken

but inevitably, it comes back.

[banjorats]

what is it that makes me so unpalatable?

i fear i leave a bitter taste

so i add some sugar

but i added to much and it filled my plate

is it not what you were looking for

should i have the waiter send it back?

people are eager to get a taste

just to chew me up and spit me back out

until they announce “seconds”.

[banjorats]

memories buried in dirt and covered with moss

[banjorats]

I dont remember if i have amnesia,

but i cant recall my happiest day.

i dont remember if i have amnesia,

but its easy to remember all the reasons not to stay.

what do you call amnesia

when its only taken the happy few

how do you stop amnesia

from picking you up & swallowing you?

[banjorats]

i want whatever lisa frank was on..

[banjorats]

i cant stop thinking about one thing:

lemon on the chain with a v cut

yeah

[banjorats]

my heartbeat and the ticking of the clock are drowning out the sounds of my mind.

i am left in misery to wonder why im in this cycle.

there is no chance to escape, im tangled in my own flesh and blood.

sue. Aside

[banjorats]

little hand on three: love songs to the moon.

[banjorats]

i wonder if you had a moment in my mind, could you be as sane as i seem.

[banjorats]

a cold emptiness fills the space where you are meant to be. i am naked without your arms around me. drown me in your presence. overwhelm me with your love.

a.b.