Some people never get how over this bullshit i am.. I know if my actions would match what i felt maybe than they would understand.. I have lived a hard life surrounded by people who say they love me... but do they really.? I have fought through this life trying to be the best part of me I can be but it has never been enough.. When will this life end so that I can finally be happy within my own sins.. I have never claimed to be the best person but i sure am tired of fighting my demands alone.!









