Barefoot in the Rabbit Hole

The one place we can be

[endless-unfolding]

When night comes, something speaks from that soft, fragrant wilderness. It says, the heart is not a door. But it opens. We feel in the dark for the hinge.

Carole Glasser Langille, from “Five Doors,” In Cannon Cave (Brick Books, 1997)

[observando]

The secret of happiness is to face the fact that the world is horrible, horrible, horrible.

Bertrand Russell (via observando)

[deezykrisp]

[gin-givenchy-gastronomy]

This exists. This is beautiful.

[barefootintherabbithole]

Life is so heavy Each step is shocking pain And I walk and I walk Each day for the money That goes by each month To barely make it by year to year. When will the good times come? When will I fill the void And find something to live for? When will I have faith in a fairy tale god? Or when will I crash so low, Ill have to get high? When will love enter into my broken heart And who will help carry the heavy load Of life?

[barefootintherabbithole]

Freedom

I have shipped sail, Into the ocean of life. Finially, I have set my own sail, And I am free.

But, I find myself, Alone.

I long to change the world, I long to make something of myself, To be known amongst the stars.

Yet, I struggle to live day to day. Stuck at a dead end job, That only pays the bills, I am breaking from all manatomy.

Where are my dreams?

I long to take hold Of my own destiny, But Im afraid if I jump, I will fall from financial security, And be marooned.

Life is a bitch. And freedom can be a limitless ocean.

[thelottner-deactivated20170119]

stranger

[thelottner-deactivated20170119]

there are nights where i lose myself, breathless in that void, in that empty bleak row of streets

where i wander and curse myself for being alone, for wasting away fine days staring into my own eyes instead of yours

for tearing apart my own soul as well as the lips that guard it, making me a stranger to soft hands and warm hearts .

[saltwaterandroses]

1. Wash your sheets every two weeks, I promise you’ll sleep better. 2. If a boy breaks your heart, it’s okay to cry. 3. If a girl breaks your heart, it’s okay to cry. 4. School is important, but there are many things you can’t learn in a classroom. Pursue them. 5. Find your passion, and run with it. 6. No, you don’t need to lose weight. 7. You are beautiful without make up. 8. You are beautiful with make up. 9. Being a good person will never go out of style 10. Buy yourself flowers if you’re feeling sad. 11. Getting enough sleep is very important. 12. Drinking water has so many benefits 13. Believe in fairytales, believe in love, and allow no one to steal your magic. 14. Reading is good for the soul. 15. I am not here to judge you, but I will always support what I think is best for you. 16. I appreciate you. 17. I am proud of you. 18. Even on your worst days, you will never disappoint me. 19. I love you no matter what.

(via bl-ossomed)

I fucking love this

(via vcid--rvin)

[barefootintherabbithole]

You cannot stop your heart, from beating, And you cannot stop it, From falling. A new star rises in my sky, And I am wishing on it.

[washuti]

愛の感じが戻っている… (I Am Feeling Again…)

[psych2go]

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[barefootintherabbithole]

New Year

How long did I wait? How many nights did I dream? That there was still a maybe, When you were the one who did not want me. One year. Three hundred and sixty five nights, Far too many. Why did I let myself believe, I was not worth loving? We all deserve someone who loves us, As much as I loved you.

[barefootintherabbithole]

I feel broken,

Because I still miss the one who hurt me most.

And I feel alone,

Because I fear I will never be truly loved.

[barefootintherabbithole]

I wish that the fairy tails were real.  That love at first sight, true love, and happily ever after. I see, for many, it is real, or reality at least approaches those absurd ideals. But it will not for me. And I know the root is my own insecurity. I fear that no one worth loving will ever love me the same. And so far this fear has proven true. For those of us who wish for something the most in life, it is our lot to learn to live without. That is why I clung so dearly to you, and why letting go was so hard.

I let go of one fairy tail ideal, that of God and a life eternal, for another, that of love. And I ended up with nothing but a broken soul.

[barefootintherabbithole]

Bicuspid Aortic Valve

I finally feel free.

Like I have my heart back,

To do with as I will.

Sure, it has your handprint on it,

But at least I have a heart, to once again,

Give.

My bicuspid heart is strong,

I only hope it is not blind.

[thegirlwhocrieswolf]

Check out my instagram here xo Lang

[barefootintherabbithole]

Prophecy

I need to write down

What was revealed to me tonight,

In the blue on the cusp of revelation; creation.

Life is always in progress.

Somewhere in between longing for the past,

And hoping for the future.

Sometimes we live more in one space than the other,

But life is a pendulum or a circle or infinity,

And eventually we find ourselves at the center again.

At the end and the beginning simultaneously.

You can love someone,

But know you can never be with them.

Because you can break a relationship beyond repair,

Or discover how blinded you were in doing so,

Realizing you deserve better.

You can bleed without being cut,

You can be cut and not bleed.

But no matter how beautiful, or hopeless life gets,

Life is still a gift,

Infected with the virus of time,

And life is worth living

While you still can.