I'm Bari Horny 4 Ur Affection

Chronicles of a soff™ TC. 11 year gap. I'll call her M. Bisexual. Not afraid of a little pain. Oh yeah, and I play baritone.

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An Introduction.

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Hello, my name is Bari. I’m a girl. I’m attracted to both boys and girls, but mostly girls. In 2018, I’ve really come to find and accept that I have a TC. I’ve always wondered why I can’t speak coherent English around her, why my thoughts freeze when we touch, or why I find solace in gazing into her eyes. I’ve known M for four years, but I have a hypothesis; the hypothesis is that we’ve seen each other before formally meeting.

In my younger years, I had a strange dream of being in a classroom with many strangers. One of the strangers in question appeared to be the teacher. I had never before met this woman, but she was a vivid point in the dream. Years later, the dream occurs in real life, only this time I know where(when) I am and who is around me.

Maybe this dream was a sign of what I am experiencing now, but I’m not quite sure of it. Nonetheless, I have fallen in love in a strange way. It does not feel like the way I love my mother, the way I love to write, they way I love playing music, the way I love my best friend, or the way I loved previous partners. It would seem to be more of an interest, or a deep friendship. Despite this, I will continue to call it love, at least for now.

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She is M. I am...me. M's friend is S, who is also a girl, and is no longer teaching at my school. P is an older man I met outside of school. I don’t have a “thing” for older people, I just like what I like. I also don't condone! If you think I do, get fucked. More to come. 

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09.05.2021 - solarflared

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[baritonetcc]

She still makes me nervous.

[macklesufficient]

guide 4 teens

tell the cops nothing

tell the paramedics everything

ur eyebrows are fine

[official-kultur]

i put the schlecht in geschlecht

[baritonetcc]

Hey weird q but i see you follow a lot of tc blogs so maybe you can help —

I’m trying to find a tc blog that i followed for years (lost my old account) but they changed their name a couple times and at this point i don’t remember any of them.

It was a girl, about 25 in ny i think who had a thing with an old prof of hers. They used to actively hang out and she sent him like legit fanfiction smut once lmao. I think she went by N (?). And last i had seen she was with a random other much older guy and they were talking about moving to florida.

I’m just so curious about what’s happened since and it’s killing me that i can’t find it lol

Ah I know who you're talking about but it's also been a while for me since seeing her posts so I don't know the name of her blog either. I'll post an update if I find it again though!

[whitealbum]

listening to music isn’t enough anymore i need to eat it

[joeyclaire]

wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

[cutestsuggestion]

call me when you can’t fall asleep at night

[bamsara]

Something I made while dealing with my own stuff and hoping drawing this would pick me up somehow. Maybe it worked.

FT my cat. His name is Mischief

[baritonetcc]

I am following your whole story and LOVED your updates!!!

How do you think things will develop with your tc in the future?

Xx

I hope we can be friends! I think that's what she wants too. We've already started following each other on social media and she told me I could text her if I need any help or anything.

[baritonetcc]

How are you doing with the summer coming to an end? Congratulations on graduating 😁

Thank you! I'm kind of not ready for it to end. However, I'm lucky to be attending a college that starts rather late. I got lots of time to relax and just do nothing. I really needed it. I've been battling depression since the beginning of my senior year and it is not something easy to stand up from. The late start is also permitting me to partake in community activities one last time, including visiting my former teachers. 😌

[baritonetcc]

[September|Voyage]

Well, well, well. Long time no see, eh? I am in fact, still alive. I'll be heading hundreds of miles away to college this week. I'm still with my partner; they make me very happy. My best friend and I have been visiting our teachers and old friends before leaving. I joined M and the band for a community event a little while ago. We talked about things as she drove me back to my car. Her driving is still... interesting. She told me to go before she started crying. However, she asked if she would see me again before I left. I assured her that she will be seeing me.

Well, today's that day. After hanging out for two periods, I decided it was time for me to go. I'm quite busy after all with my move coming up. I told her I was going to leave. Funnily enough, she asked if she was going to see me again before I go. Babes. Today's Monday and I leave Wednesday. I told her that today was her seeing me before I go. Despite much of her face being obscured by her mask, I could still see all the emotions sink in. She stood up from her desk, told me that I could contact her if I needed any help with anything. Then, she hugged me tightly. As if I was her favorite teddy bear. She didn't want to let go. I don't remember exactly what she said, but something about how out of everyone to leave, I'm the best. She let go and told me to leave before she started crying. Yet, she pulled me in for another big hug.

So...that was that. I'm so touched by her reaction. I truly believe that she was the primary influence on my drive to become a better person throughout high school. It means the world to me that she'll miss me just as much as I will miss her, and that I mean as much to her as she does to me.

-College Bari

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[dzamie]

see this is more reasonable

[explicitcherry]

What's your sexuality

stupid

[bittersuggestion]

We dream of each other and keep it a secret

[rablaf]

DO IT FOR HER

(her being you )