Feb 17, 2021
It’s been a long time since I was on here
Every once and awhile- just when I start to think I’m okay- that I’ve healed well past all my trauma....it’s days like this that bring it all back again.
Where I’m right back standing in the middle of that street- that old street that used to be my running route- in the middle of the night when my whole world came crashing down.
I know I would never allow myself to slip back to the past. To slip back into the situations my mother, my SO, and even I put myself in. But every once and awhile I feel that fear flicker...I see the curtains draw back on my life and see that the road I left behind is only a few steps back.
Every once and awhile I fear my feet will find that too familiar pavement once again
