okay so due to my lack of committment i'm making yet another new blog (this one is one of many in the past). It's @viridiesa and I'll be posting all my writing there regardless of who it's about, I won't delete this blog or others because there's no point and I'll still have access to them obviously but like if you wanna see me active I won't be here, if you wanna contact me please contact @viridiesa ik it's like blank atm but I'm working on it. all of the asks on this blog if complete will be posted on there but I'll reply on this blog
thank you sm, i'll be linking the posts on this and other accounts on my new blog :)) have a nice day + new year <3
hello!! I'm new here but just wanted to say I adooorrree you 'next to me' fic!! Are you going to write more Leonard Mccoy content? :) X
hiya! thank you so so much, and I would love to write more Leonard McCoy content but atm I don't really have any ideas for him unfortunately, if you have any I'd love to hear them :)) xx
Just writing to say I loved “crush” so much it made me so happy and I genuinely smiled, I also really loved your writing and the way you portrayed Poe
I hope you have a good day and that both sides of your pillow are cold ☺️
thank you so so much!!! crush is legit the best piece of writing i've ever written so i'm glad you liked it :DD and my pillow is colder because of you <33
i'm just here to say that 'crush' absolutely melted my heart and gave me butterflies and i truly hope that you view writing as a craft as you're a natural at it x
thank you so much for this, writing is something super dear to me and i've spent a lot of time and energy on it and it genuinely means so much to hear that, i hope you have a wonderful day/night because i know i will because of this :))
greetings most wonderful people! here is a form i have created in regards to my next piece of writing! it's very short and i would much appreciate your responses :))
the form :)
thank you, have a nice day/night, i hope you're well <33
the best thing about x reader fics is that you and your comfort character can fall in love a million times in millions of different universes and I think that's beautiful
summary: four times Poe confesses something to you, ⟶ {Poe Dameron x gn!reader}
warnings: angry shouting, mentions of dying, anxiousness
ONESHOT. 1099 WORDS
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“I wanna kiss you.”
He hadn’t planned it. You could tell by the look on his face that he hadn’t. His face matched how shocked you were. Both of you stood frozen for a moment processing it. He swallowed hard, eyes wide.
His hands were still on the collar of his jacket, his jacket that he’d just put around your shoulders. You could still feel his warmth in the leather and with him this close you weren’t sure if you could smell him from the jacket or from him him. Despite the cool night breeze, you’d stopped shivering and almost possibly breathing.
“O-Okay,” you said quietly, waiting for your brain to properly reboot.
“Okay?” Poe repeated just as quietly. He sounded painfully hopeful. “Can I?”
Could he? This was weird and strange and unexpected and a step, a big step and one you should probably think about before taking but then he did look so nice and inviting and you had always had a thing for him and who were you to say no, I mean-
“Please.” It came out much more like a plea than you would’ve liked but the look in his eyes told you he would’ve begged had it been required of him. He let go of his jacket’s collar, took your face in his hands and pulled your lips to meet his in a desperate, open-mouthed kiss.
“I love you.”
It was whispered into your shoulder as he slid into bed behind you, quick to wrap his arms around you. He’d removed his regular clothes to exchange them for a pair of soft shorts and a thin t-shirt. When he smooshed himself into your back, you relaxed into his softness.
Poe was always a delight to embrace but without all of his buttons and zips and buckles and blasters he was much more comfortable. You shifted backwards to press against him closer, eager to steal some of his warmth. You weren’t asleep like he thought you were but it was creeping up on you and with your own person-shaped heater wrapped around you, it was only a matter of time better you were snoring softly in his arms.
“I love you too,” you breathed, smiling. He seized up for a moment, like he was being caught sneaking around, before snuggling in closer and humming contentedly in your ear. You took hold of the hand on your abdomen and stroked the back of it with your thumb. “Love you so much, baby.”
He kissed the back of your neck, lips lingering on the skin. “I like hearing you say that almost more than I like saying it,” he said.
“Guess we’ll just have to say it more then,” you replied, stifling a yawn as you rolled to face him. You wrapped your arms around him as he in turn pulled you closer.
“Deal,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to your forehead this time.
“I will not lose you!”
He’d never yelled at you before and you couldn’t help the tears streaming down your face as you stood in front of him. He shook with fury, or maybe agony, you weren’t sure. You trembled, fists clenched white, nails digging into your palm painfully.
“I’m the only person qualified for this mission,” you said, willing yourself not to break down. He’s just scared. He’s just scared. He’s just scared.
“I don’t give a shit!” Poe shouted, “It’s a fucking suicide mission and you’re not going!”
“You don’t get to decide that,” you replied. You felt like a mouse standing up against a lion - a very upset, angry lion.
“As your commander you need my approval so actually I do get to decide that,” he snarled, pointing a finger at you. His entire body was rigid with tension and he was slightly red in the face. It was terrifying seeing him like this, especially when you were on the receiving end.
“General Organa already gave me my orders.”
He looked away from you, unable to meet your eyes. His anger dissolved before your eyes and when he started to cry your tears only flowed heavier.
“I’ll be fine, I know that,” you lied.
“Don’t gimme that shit! Don’t you dare. I know better than that,” he hissed, “You- you can’t go.” His voice broke mid-sentence. This may have well been the worst you’d ever felt but that didn’t change anything.
“I have to,” you said, holding your sides.
“I can’t lose you,” he choked out, “everytime I think about you up there, your starfighter blasted to bits, I can’t breathe, I get all clammy, I don’t know how to function properly. If you die it’ll destroy me. Please. Don’t go.”
You hesitated before easing closer to him. Gingerly, you put your hands on each side of his face, smoothing his skin with your thumbs. He caved into your touch, shutting his eyes tightly. “Trust that I’ll be back, Poe,” you whispered, “Trust me.”
“This is for you.”
His voice was surprisingly soft. You looked up into his eyes for a moment before moving your gaze to his hand.
Held up to you between his index finger and thumb was a silver ring, a ring you’d seen a million times before hanging from that chain around his neck, a ring that made your heart stop seeing it be offered to you so sweetly.
“What?” You weren’t really thinking when you said it. It just sort of slipped out and it may well have been the stupidest thing you’d ever said. You were having an out-of-body experience and as you looked back up from the ring to Poe he had the softest look on his face.
“I want you to have this,” he clarified.
“But that’s…” you began, surprise making you unable to finish a coherent thought.
“It was my mother’s as you know and, well, now it’s yours if you’ll have it,” he said, a slight anxiousness to him now, “I’d like to spend the rest of my life with you, so will you marry me?”
He started to get down on one knee but you were grabbing him by the shoulders and pulling him up into a crushing hug before he could reach the ground. Arms painfully tight around his neck as you clung to him. His arms snaked around your waist.
“So… yes?” he whispered in your ear, his cheek pressed to yours.
“Yes,” you breathed back, shutting your eyes impossibly tight to stop yourself from blubbering into his neck, “Nothing would make me happier.”
He turned his head and kissed your cheek. “You and me forever, sweetheart.”
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a/n: this was meant to be for may the forth but obviously i'm a bit late oop. anyways i've always wanted to do a lil cute thing like this and i'm pretty happy with it.
if you have any ideas, suggestions, or comments please comment on this post, dm me or drop your thoughts in my inbox! i'd love to talk to you :))
Hiii! Hope you're well girlie! I'm here to tell you that I'm in love with your Crush fic, like madly and obsessively in love, you have no idea. Tbh I'm not even big on Star Wars but there's something about Oscar Isaac in his Poe Dameron attire and look that makes my heart go *oof*. Blushing like hell here! Pls keep writing about him <3
hi!!! omg thank you so much, "crush" is one of my favourite things i've written in years and I absoltuely loved writing it, so getting such a response means so much to me. and Poe Dameron oh my gosh i just... he's everything (also i love the Matt icon)
hi viv! i was wondering if you have ao3? i really, really love “crush” and I'm still thinking about it rn 🥺
hi aelin! it's nice to meet you :) i'm so honoured you liked "crush" so much, it makes me so happy :DD
i do have an ao3 but i haven't posted on there in a couple of years and it has only like 2 things on there which are highkey bad. i am hoping that if i can sort out my life more and get a better writing schedule and some more self-discipline i'll write more and then might write a full length, mutli-chapter fic which will definitely be published on ao3 and linked on this account ofc. but idk, should i consider cross-posting (i have another tumblr blog for a larger variety of characters and fandoms so i could post that on ao3 as well[?])
PLEASE, give me another Poe fic “crush” was probably the best fic of Poe I’ve ever read, it’s so well written and your girl was blushing over here
thank you so much, and i am so bad when i'm writing, i swear i blush and giggle and squeak nonstop. and i am working on another one right this moment >:)) just a lil sum for may the fourth but i'm enjoying it so far
okay but Poe is like next-level whipped for his s/o at any and all times and it's not up for discussion. like mans is down so bad it's not even funny. he would definitely be the person to be constantly, loudly (probably annoyingly) in love with them 24/7. they speak, they move, they BREATH and he is simping SO hard. Poe's the type of person that no matter how physically attractive you are he's 99% convinced you're out of his league. he could be dating a blob fish and would be like "i just don't know how i landed them" fully serious. that's not to say he's insecure just that however highly he thinks of himself (which is pretty high, i mean c'mon, man knows his worth) he thinks of his s/o a million times higher. Poe is lover boy™ and I will not hear anything to the contrary
okay but Poe is like next-level whipped for his s/o at any and all times and it's not up for discussion. like mans is down so bad it's not even funny. he would definitely be the person to be constantly, loudly (probably annoyingly) in love with them 24/7. they speak, they move, they BREATH and he is simping SO hard. Poe's the type of person that no matter how physically attractive you are he's 99% convinced you're out of his league. he could be dating a blob fish and would be like "i just don't know how i landed them" fully serious. that's not to say he's insecure just that however highly he thinks of himself (which is pretty high, i mean c'mon, man knows his worth) he thinks of his s/o a million times higher. Poe is lover boy™ and I will not hear anything to the contrary
okay but i 100000000% agree like i was listening to "leave the door open” by silk sonic and it said "come on over i’ll adore you” and i literally imagined that poe would say that in the most genuine, heartfelt, intimate, and sultry way possible
okay but Poe is like next-level whipped for his s/o at any and all times and it's not up for discussion. like mans is down so bad it's not even funny. he would definitely be the person to be constantly, loudly (probably annoyingly) in love with them 24/7. they speak, they move, they BREATH and he is simping SO hard. Poe's the type of person that no matter how physically attractive you are he's 99% convinced you're out of his league. he could be dating a blob fish and would be like "i just don't know how i landed them" fully serious. that's not to say he's insecure just that however highly he thinks of himself (which is pretty high, i mean c'mon, man knows his worth) he thinks of his s/o a million times higher. Poe is lover boy™ and I will not hear anything to the contrary
