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Little headcanons to reader having knee pain (aka my left knee pain) and different Shawn hatosy characters reacting to it. Reader is afab/fem but it can be reader as gender neutral (I think, I'm sorry if not)

Pope (S1)

• He doesn't notice it right away, he was in prison overall for three damn years. Smurf gave him a small round up after he asked her. She said you would "play it down too much" while they both saw you fucking limping to get a ice pack

• He started seeing it after that. The way you favored the right over the left leg. Always trying to sit and when you can't then the weight comes to right, never the left.

• Buys extra ice packs because Smurf only had two. When you suddenly find eight in the freezer all you can do is smile gently before wrapping it in a cloth.

• Before the job he would make sure you'll stay at his little hotel room, making everything ready so you wouldn't need to move that much

•When needed he would pick you up for stairs. Don't get me wrong he finds it cute how you limp up the stairs but he doesn't like to hear you groan in pain and not in pleasure.

• He wouldn't tease you about it. He knows you're in pain and that's bad, he wouldn't want to worsen your mood in any way

• Tries giving you a knee massage..You both don't understand how that should work tho so he just gets you another ice pack

• He's studying you all the time. Searching for anything to give him a sight if you're in pain or not so he doesn't have to ask.

Jack Abbot

• Hes on the night shift, give him some slack for not seeing you walk that much but he does notice how you'll always lay up your left leg

• He knows how it is to have pain in the leg or the knee, so he thought you would come to him with it. Your personal damn doctor but nope. He knows you're stubborn about it

• Gets the hint completely when coming home and seeing you with a ice pack on the knee, asleep.

• When you're awake and you known you can't back out anymore he gently touches around your knee, making sure there is no swelling or difference by the other knee

• He doesn't scold you about it, about hidden the fact you're in pain - His pain killers, the only one around the house, didn't go less so he knows you didn't take them

• Teases you about it altough they're more meant to lighting your mood

• Asks around the hospital for a similar case like yours

Titus Danforth

• It was in a hunt he noticed it first. You were slower than usual, leaning more against trees than before

• He was like a damn guard dog after that, never leaving your side (hunts or house doesn't matter)

• carrying you around the house because he didn't want you in a wheelchair

• He would snap more because he's worried and genuinely Ursula didn't understood it at first before it clicked

• His family has power so of course he somehow gets the best doctor too look at you.. Even when it needed some "convincing" the doctor at first

• At hunts, we're you quite frequently have to be at to represent your family because you two aren't married just yet because he doesn't like the idea of you being the hunted one, he also goes on guard dog mode

• When you just wince a bit he's at your side. Having an ice pack ready altough the cold is uncomfortable for his hands

• Teases so you so HARD, once he holded the ice pack up to make you jump for it.. He picked you up when you did so he could carry you to bed

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James Ogilvie Headcanons because man..he deserves love and attention after episode 13. Reader is afab and gets nicknames but no name

• Hes cocky with his knowledge but he needs to study for that knowledge, so expect him to be sitting on the bed next to you at night and reading some random ass article javadi mentioned briefly while effectively out Smarting him

• Likes when you're clueless.. Man just act naive he's getting hard because of it, because of you

• Definitely likes when you check up on him with a small text. "U good?" Is all he needs

• He doesn't look like it probably but his Mario kart main is the wiggler

• It effects him when you're smaller than him but not just a bit but like you look two look like big brother and younger sister

• size kink.

• Definitely also gets off on the dynamic hunter (him) and hunted (you)..

• Gets jealous easily. He knows neither of you would cheat but man.. Hes difficult at times and he's dead set on you being better of with someone else at times

• Calls you darling but when talking about you he says 'my lady'

• when he wants to annoy you, you will get the nickname 'woman' like "woman, come here"

• Call him 'big boy' or something like that and he'll melts

• Likes when you actively show him that you like him. Little notes, small touches, asking questions that nobody would ask

• is scared you'll like Dennis more. Both look kinda the same so he's sure Dennis is your type too

•His music taste is mixed like crazy. You'll never sure what to get him or what to put on

• A vinyl and CD collector maybe also DVD but I see him more as a blue-ray type

• His guilty pleasure is chocolate, milk chocolate. He knows dark chocolate is best but he hates the taste.

• Judges people who eat white chocolate

• He wears the same two shirts at home in winter, in summer he's scared they smell like sweat so he changes them more frequently and washes them

• He tries to hide it but he plays games a lot. His favorite his probably smash bros ultimate or Star Fox 64 3D (He mains fox in smash frfr, tried wolf and Mario but didn't like)

• He has a DS which is white and two 3DS in turquoise and black

• If you like animal crossing then he made sure to get you all fruits and maybe also cash..depends on what you ask him to get

• On dates he definitely let's you wear what you want and will always somehow match you without being better than you

• He definitely has a small room, originally for the washing machine, as a walk in closet but you'll also find boxes with old CD's and stuff in that room

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Jesse van horn Headcanons + a little blurb to some of them. Reader as no specific gender altough reader gets nicknames. That man has me in a chokehold, it's not even funny anymore

• That man is in a band just like his actor is. It comes with it. Hes mostly everything at once. Singer, writer, drummer you name it. (Just like the others in the small band of his but I think Jesse is more solo)

His off day is softer than his work day. A slow morning, sleeping in with you on his chest. His hair messy, the silver locks something you'll adore at anytime.

At noon you're both dressed in home ware. A big shirt, shorts that go under the shirt and then he pulls you in. Chin on your head while he hums quietly. On the table laid some textes, nothing big, nothing worked out yet. The warmth was comfortable for both of you while you just listen to him

• He's definitely a tease in private. At work he's quiet, does his work smoothly but once home? He's the biggest flirt even if its just small

• Only let's you cut his hair and trim his beard.. Altough you need to convince him to trim his beard.

The soft buzz is something you haven't heard since some months. The question didn't came out of nowhere, he told you how the summer heat annoyed him. His sides as short as possible and his upper hair just a bit shorter than before. That's all he wants, that's all you give him. Enough so you can still grip and pull his hair like he loves when you do

• Definitely will give you the gossip he overhears. He's quiet, he slips in a room softly and helps when needed. That's why Robby likes him so much. He doesn't need to be told, he just does so

"You know what I've heard again?" He askes you at dinner, knowing you'll get gossip he doesn't let you wait long for it "Langdon is on the edge of divorce" That earned him a gasp and a "No! You're joking". "And this new attending, Dr. Al hashimi, she's acting weird.. Stopped in the middle of a sentence while looking over baby Jane doe" "yea? Weird.. How's baby Jane doe?" Dinner continued like that, softly and full of gossip for you.

• Definitely likes when you call him silver fox

• would call you honey or sweets maybe darling

• His love language would definitely be words of affection. He writes you songs, makes you little notes and gives you little updates on work

• He's good at drawing. If you're interested in tattoos he'll definitely draws you one or multiple

• Probably has tattooing experiences on both himself and others

• He has a J has a earring so I also see him having a earring with your initial so he has something from you with him all the time for luck (you can see it in some frames and I don't know if it was intentional from Ned, the actor, but I would love that even more)

• Can and will read your body language even when you try to be 'nonchalant' or something (he findes it cute but also annoying)

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Crus Henderson Headcanons because this man deserves love and attention. Reader is afab. No use of y/n but nicknames for reader.

•Big softie. Especially after a long night shift. You would wake up with his arm trapped around your waist, pulled against his chest with his face in the crock of your neck

Or

• Him laying on the couch because the bedroom was too far away altough all he wanted was you in that big bed the sleep over toke him sooner. He'll apologize when he wakes up like a bear in a porcelain shop

• Barley has time but always textes you in the span of thirty minutes. He did two internship in radiology (I think?? Harvard and somewhere else) and now is on the night shift, who says he also doesn't have a part time job somewhere because of student loans??

• Hes proud of his arms. Have you seen them? He's probably in the gym when he can and is motivated enough for it but once there he mainly does arms

• Uses his knowledge to read you. Big boy is anxious you're hurt in any way but keeps cool. Hes a chill guy, jokes around with you but still reads every little body movement of yours. Bear in porcelain shop once more

• Definitely traps his arms around you from behind. You both have a free day and you're in the kitchen? Expect him to hug you from behind with his forearms flexing in a tight shirt.

Or

• He comes from work and you go to work, you'll meet by the front door and he just pulls you in a exhausted hug. Arms going around your body, a but scared to crush you but too tried to actually hurt someone..or in general.

• Shows you off to friends.

• Nicknames for you would be demanding on your height I think. He's tall and you're smaller? Definitely slips a 'little lady' or 'little bug' in for you. You're the same height? Just the casual 'Love' and 'Baby' at times maybe 'darling' but that needs a specific vibe for him. You're taller than him? Then he pulls out the 'big lady' for you. + when you wear heels, which would make you even more taller than him, he likes it. Lookes up all soft and tells you how beautiful you look with the extra height. But I see him using a short form of your name also often

• I think his love language would be Quality time with a mix of gift giving. Finding time for you in his stuffed calendar is hard so when he doesn't he sends you a Boquet of flowers. Maybe not big but big enough to show he's trying to find for his lady.

And

• Makes you food as a apology too. His mama teached him cocking when he was younger for sure

• Mamas boy frfr but he doesn't have mommy issues (We don't know much about him but he seems like it so I hope I'm right with this, less trauma in the pitt with Henderson)

• He gives me big brother vibes so if you're not in any romantic relationship then he treats you like a sibling (you're the younger one, no mater what)

• textes you what's going on because he needs you to have back up information for gossip

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Oh gosh..

Well here I am. Fresh a day before new year and god, I changed in the months I was gone.. Much.

I still watch F1 but not soccer :( I also don't listen to joost Klein anymore, i'm not sure why I just stopped after the song with käärijä came out (TRAFIK!)

Instead I found a my interest in games again. I've been playing animal crossing again, wanted to play Detroit: become human but my laptop wouldn't handle it :( So now I'm getting myself hollow knight and Resident evil for the switch 2

(Yes, because they are on sale) and just sulk over Detroit for now.

Also I picked up reading again, I'm a slow ahh reader tho so I haven't finished a book yet

Well, I hope you had good holiday (I'm an atheist, lol) and hope you come good in the new year

Edit:

I just noticed I didn't post ANYTHING this year, even worser than I thought 😭

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Bart Verbruggen x reader | Fluff

No Name mentioned for reader

It was one of those days where Bart his training took longer than thought. It was said he would be here around 6PM which is why you started to make dinner. But soon, after the clock hit 6PM, you sat alone on the table.

The food sat there with you at least. You waited some time for him and then looked on your phone...

Nothing. Not a message from him. That was weird.

Usually he always texts when it's later. So instant that he texts, I text. My fingers work on my phone as I suddenly hear the door.

Bart stepping in with his friend, jan. Both laugh and joke in Dutch. Which makes it difficult for me to understand. Both stop in their tracks once they see me sitting at the table with two plates and food ready*

'Liefde..did you make that for us?'

His voice is soft as if he didn't thought I would do it.

I nod as I look to both

"Yes..but we can also eat for three. We would have enough."

Bart his brain seems to be working at another speed while Jan just looks at the table. In just a second Bart says something in fast Dutch and turns to Jan again. Almost has if he kicks him out. And to no wonder he did.

In fast foot steps he comes back, smiling at me and sitting on the chair for him.

'Is it still warm? Sorry liefde I didn't know you would make dinner for us like this'

"don't worry, I'm not mad and it's most likely warm but gonna get cold if we don't eat now"

We both ate and the food was really still warm. The atmosphere between us was like always and it seems like neither of us thinks where Jan is because all the focus is on the other person.

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Florian Wirtz x reader | Fluff

Liebe - Love (Translation if you're not German)

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Liverpool.

Liverpool was a game that I was excited for. Why? I would be there in the stands, seeing my boyfriend play.

How wrong I was.

Just an hour before I joked with the team, giving Florian my motivation and luck just to see them play a good first half. The second half you ask? You shouldn't. A disaster. With Frimbong his one not giving goal was the end for us. The first Liverpool goal was a punch but we could handle it but the other three goals?

Now I had a grumpy Flo laying on my stomach in a hotel room. His arms around my waist, almost as if he's trying to now I won't go. My fingers played with his hair as I tried to catch some words. It felt like I had rock in my throat.

'You try to get some word's out, Liebe?'

His voice is what my ears pick up in the silence of the room. His voice was low and a slight sad tone to it but it was more annoyed than sad.

"yea..is that annoying you?"

A short laugh comes from him at my question. The laugh sending a vibration through my body and a small shiver down my spine

'No, never. More at the fact what Liverpool did. Four goals. Two would have done it. One would have done it but no they have to choose the four. So it looks stronger next to our zero'

"Oh love, it was just one game. You still have Bochum on Saturday and then there comes the nation league. It was one game. You guys get back."

His head got up, looking at me with his green eyes. He was vulnerable at the moment and I was the one to see, to feel and get him up again.

"This one game doesn't define you or the team. Leverkusen won last year against all odds so it just shows how strong the team is. By every mountain there is also a way down. But then again, have you ever seen one mountain alone? There will be a high again, Flo"

My voice was soft as I hold the eye contact with him. My one hand getting on his cheek, softly caressing it.

His head got down, kissing my chest while still looking in my eyes. His arms were still around my waist, holding me in place.

'You make it seem so small, our defeat'

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Omg i honestly have never seen an account on tumblr which is obsessed with joost klein, Florian wirtz or Bart verbruggen like i am 🥹 i genuinely need you as a bestie to fangirl over these fine ass men 🩷🩷🩷🩷

I'm in damn ass hole of not dropping anything and then I see this? This is damn sweet. I'll try to get active for you again so we can bestie together🩷🩷🩷🩷

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Florian wirtz x reader

Fluff / wedding theme

The soft lace of my dress hugs me in all the right places, its delicate patterns tracing a story of love and commitment that brought me here today. The sunlight streams through the window, casting a golden glow over the room, illuminating the white roses that fill the air with their gentle fragrance.

My eyes catch a glimpse of the veil, resting like a whisper on my shoulders, and I can’t help but smile. It’s the veil my mother wore, the one she kept so carefully all these years, waiting for this moment. I feel her love in every thread, in every bead that glistens with quiet elegance.

I am the keeper of promises, the bearer of dreams we’ve dared to dream together.

The door opens softly, and the familiar faces of my bridesmaids fill the room. They surround me, their smiles as wide as mine, their eyes misty with joy. They fuss over the final touches, adjusting my train, smoothing my hair, but all I can think about is him—standing at the altar, waiting for me.

As the music begins, I take a deep breath, feeling every note resonate within me. My father takes my arm, his grip steady and reassuring, and together, we step into the aisle. The doors open to reveal a sea of faces, all turned towards me, but my eyes find his instantly. The world fades away, and in that moment, it’s just us, suspended in time, on the brink of forever.

Each step brings me closer to him, to the life we’ve been building piece by piece, day by day. His smile is everything—warm, inviting, filled with the kind of love that makes you believe in all the beautiful things this world has to offer. When I reach him, the last traces of nervousness dissolve, replaced by a deep sense of belonging. This is where I’m meant to be, where we’re meant to be.

We exchange vows, the words that feel like they’ve been waiting in our hearts for this very moment.

'your smile so bright that wakes me ever morning, you're the light of my life that will wake me ever morning even in the winter. Your the one in my life, I see myself as swans, we found eachother here and in ever other univers two.'

His voice is soft as he only looks at me, the vow from mine just as his full of love and care.

There’s a promise in every syllable, a vow in every breath, and as we say, “I do,” it’s as if the universe itself leans in to witness the union of two souls who have found their perfect match.

As we walk back down the aisle, hand in hand, the world seems to bloom around us, full of possibility and endless love. This is our beginning, our forever, and I can’t wait to see where this journey will take us, side by side, always and forever.

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Bart Verbruggen x reader [angst and fluff]

His smile something I will never forget, his eyes brown like my childhood tree outside older than we know eachother but still the tree reminds me of him ever time I see or pass it.

The person I love, the person I see in my future, the future that always contains him in it.

But does he see me in his future? Am I by his side in his future, giving him support, strength? Someone who is there who hypes him up before a big game? Who his there good and bad, up and down?

Who doesn't leave his side when his emotions take control of him, when training his longer than usual, when they lost or won?

Am I easy to replace?

Tears filling my eyes as the questions taking head of me, taking me in a big hole of sadness. Tears swelling in my eyes, felling the hot salt water touching my skin, slowly rolling down as the questiona are getting worser and worser.

The angst to loose him taking over me completely, this was not often the case but today was rough.

Seeing him there in the bus, other players coming home to there family and friends but I'm still sitting alone on our bed.

Our bed we share when ever we can, which was sadly not often due to his training and his games. Often I heard of cheating, those other women in the beds of the men, but he wasn't like that, right?

Bart wasn't like that.

My heart fully knowing he loves me and taking me as the person I am but my stomach saying other way again and again, making me go crazy over nothing but there as to be something.

Something why he isn't here when everyone else is in the arm's of there loved one, so why is mine not here? Not in my arms?

Bart wasn't the one living so far away that he's the last one in the bus, so why don't I hear, smell or feel him?

Those soft hands getting rougher per training, the soft hands that are making me feel so safe and so at home.

But where is my home at the moment? Where is Bart at the home?

The tears rolling down my cheeks, felling the hotness of them, the frustrating with myself that I can't wait longer for him.

Our bed so cold like I didn't use it in the past hours although i'm sitting on it balling my eyes out for the person in my future.

The coldness that I felt the last days trough the phone, the short and cold answers as if Bart already as a replacement for me while I'm waiting in our home or just my home?

Did he just wanted my body? Did he really was like all the others? Did he wanted someone less annoying than me?

My body collapsing on myself, fully crying, fully believing he left me for someone else. Someone better, someone less then me

Arms wrapping around me as I cry, making the bed less cold than before. Making me feel safe.

"You're home"

I bring out as my body collapses on his, arms wrapping around his neck, sniffing from the crying as I let everything out.

The fear, that he left me, leaving my body as his fingers trace up my back making small hearts and cycles.

'Why shouldn't I come home, schat?'

Tracing small kisses on his neck, the tears slowly stooping as I take his presence in.

"Because they always leave the other when they are so often seperate or at least take someone else for a time"

Tears coming back as I think about what they told me, told me he wouldn't come back one time, finding soccer more important then me.

Quietly he talkes about everything, the feeling he had playing those big games, the missing me and planing to surprise me when he came home, which was why he were so distance towards me.

Not knowing it would have this effect on me, making me so sad that I cry in his arms on our bed.

'I brought you flowers, red roses, you know why?'

Red roses, the flowers of love and closeness, of trust and passion for eachother.

I nod the only why I can answer as this was the finale time he showed me I don't have to worry. That he is indeed not like the others.

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Bart Verbruggen x reader - Fluff

[The night before the big game in Berlin]

The night quite as the realizing kicks in slowly, my home land Germany is out of the EM. Germany fighting for ever ball, ever goal just for a team who isn't fair playing to ruin it all.

To ruin the dreams, the wishes and even some spirits. Although I never really showed support, I have someone else to support, it still cut deep. Maybe to deep to not care or notice, maybe it also was because I had the chance to be there for the man I love.

Something not ever girlfriend or wife gets, a chance that I always love. Not being so far away from him, from his smell, his touch or the way I love him at all times of my life without thinking.

Bart, someone who sleeps on his stomach like it's a hobby makes sure I know there's space on his back. The back he trains so often to be the best, the best at what he's doing but the fun also a big part.

I thank God at the moment that the team took me in, let me stay and even know what there planning for the games. Secretly I learned Dutch and the rules but Dutch was the bigger picture for Bart.

His native language wasn't mine, making us speaking English with each other. Sometimes I think about how my mother reacted to him.

This tall dude, a soccer player, the keeper, the lover of her daughter. She was stunned by his height, my mother a opened hearted person, taking him in the family without thinking.

Laying my head on his back, felling his body going up and down from his breathing taking me up and down with him, making small circles with my finger. Felling the skin pressing down making space for my finger.

The dim light making the atmosphere so perfect and me sleepy, Bart already full on sleeping makesnme wanna sleep too. Closing my eyes to smell his scent. Something I would miss.

Drifting to a quiet sleep on his back another night, the shook still deep but I got a game tomorrow to support.

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Bart Verbruggen x reader

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[Bart gonna get so many Lana Del Rey and The Weekend songs]

The game didn't go well, the start was a disaster and after that they couldn't catch themselves

Hopping the coach won't be to harsh with them because in the end they gave everything they had

Hearing the door an hour after the game, I didn't move, didn't look at him. Wanted him to think I sleep

Hearing the steps, how he but his stuff on the chair by the window, his slight chuckle as he saw my body on the bed.

His eyes looking at me going to my side of the bed, putting hair behind my ear

'Het spijt me liefde'

Placing a little kiss on my forehead, knowing he does know I'm awake

Going in the bathroom, probably showered there already

Suddenly feeling two arms wrapping around my waist, pulling me to him. My body on his as we're spooning

'Liefde, you saw the game didn't you?'

I nodded

"I see ever game you play"

I whisper to him, felling Bart his head resting on my chest as I quietly play with his soft hair

The room falling in a comfortable silence that always exists between us

Slowly the night is getting to a morning while my eyes start to fall shut.

His head still on my chest, I softly feel asleep, his weight on my body, my hands stopping playing with his hair that were drenched in sweat two hours ago

[stealthywing]

:3

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Damn I crush on a couple of footballers just like Florian wirtz, Bart Verbruggen, Jude Bellingham, Jamal Musiala and some more

I'm not sure if I should post for them or if I should go with Joost and sometimes F1 drivers

Please give me some feedback or help, would you like it?

Love ya! 🩵

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Joost Klein x reader [reader as no name]

Angst with good end [they were fighting]

Hope you like it!

I slowly walk through the city, light rain falls on the streets.

My legs are taking me where?

Where do I go after what just happened?

After what Joost said to me?

After Joost screamed at me like that?

My arms are heavy, hanging and yet they still want to reach for him.

Having his warm body against mine.

I'm slowly getting my steady breathing back, which had become uneven

I grabbed the keys, which were accidentally his, and left. I went out into the streets in the dark.

Only a few shops give me light, the lanterns flicker

But where do I want to go?

In the forest? Where we had our first of many picnics?

Or would you rather go to the lake? Since we looked at the stars so often, the shooting stars were supposed to fulfill our wishes, did they?

Or should she have ended it like that? Were we always doomed?

Could this just be one argument among many? Where we look back later and think how stupid we were?

Will it ever be the way it was? Will it get worse or better?

Can I ever see his beautiful eyes looking at mine full of love again?

I like the mountain where I so often thought he would propose to me here. But that idea is gone, will it ever come to that?

Will it ever get to the point where I think I would marry this man again?

And yet I want to feel his hands on my arms, his head resting on my shoulder.

How my body rests on his and the silence envelops us, which is so magical that you don't bother to do anything to make the silence go away.

How many times have we looked into the sparkling water and wanted to swim in it?

The first time in the water, I saw his eyes mimic the stars.

The way his eyes look at my body like it's the most beautiful one he's ever had.

But was that really him? Was it the right decision to give him all of me?

Should I have waited? No, I won't go that far. It was right, right to give him what I had to give. Had to give so I know he means it.

Does he know I'm here? My body settles. On the cold ground of the Berger, but what does it matter? The night wasn't cold, it was humid, so a thunderstorm could come at any time.

Or were we the storm? The thunderstorm for us? The storm that had to get rid of everything so that things could continue?

Should we be the thunderstorm?

Steps come behind me but I don't turn around. The steps are heavy and hasty.

Suddenly arms wrap around me that I know too well. I know so well that my head lies on my body and rests for a moment.

"I knew you were here, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I screamed, I'm sorry I said those things I didn't mean."

'Oh Joost, things happen right?'

I turned my head to him and saw his eyes were glassy. Took my hand to his cheek and rested my forehead on his.

'Nothing we can't solve'

I get a small “right” in response as he sits down.

'Let us shine like the stars, Joost'

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Written for Joost Klein/ ski aggu but no names begin called

Autumn/winter depression

Another day that brings me nothing, I don't see him or his eyes, which are so beautiful His hands don't seem warm on mine, but they seem so cold on his

His soft hair where my hands can sink so easily

But even after I don't get all that, the worst thing is that I can't put my body on top of hisClose your eyes and just forget everything that worries me

I notice how the gray shower from outside continues to absorb me

In the middle of autumn you get crushed quicker than you think

It's just preparing you for the even grayer winter that lies ahead

However, he will be with me, my sun, who illuminates even the dark days with his bright nature His eyes sparkled when he saw me, in the middle of the gray and colorless place that was just waiting to drag you into ruin My arms swing around his neck, find their usual place there and slowly go into his hairline

'God I missed you'

"I like you too and now let's go in otherwise we'll get too cold"

'You can never get cold' The paths slowly lead us to the place where everything is full of color, but outside it continues to be so dreary The colors seemed balanced by the thick fog that almost enveloped us

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Written for Joost Klein but no names mentioned Originally in German

Sitting in the field, the sun shines on us but it's not hot It's pleasantly lukewarm, his arm around my waist while my head finds its place on his shoulder The wind blows lightly through the fields and meets us Gray clouds form but disappear just as quickly

'Tell me, how many times have you imagined something like that?'

"Always only with you, even if the stars in the sky light our way"

His eyes find mine and we just look at each other, the wind the only loud thing I can hear. The birds sing quietly in the background looking for a mate while mine is with me

"You were always a star to me"

I said quietly to him, that's exactly how I imagined it His hand wrapped around my waist while I look into his eyes and find everything I love and need inside

The sun disappears behind the clouds, which appear gray on the ground, but the further you get higher, the more the color that descends disappears But the warm sun doesn't come out again, instead it is replaced by small drops of rain

'It's going to rain soon'

He spoke after he felt the first drops on him

“Have you ever stood in the rain and forgotten everything but yourself and someone else?”

The drizzle became heavier but still not too strong that it would hurt my skin My hand finds his and our fingers connect so that we couldn't separate without force I get up, our blanket on the lawn is getting wetter and wetter but we don't care about it

The field is not too high so that you can disappear into it, but still too high that you can no longer see your shoes The wind was replaced by rain, our eyes crossed again A smile comes to our faces

My hand rests on his cheek, the water completely surrounds us and isolates us from other people

[bbtoni]

Writing for Joost Klein but names are mentions

The window open to hear the rain falling on the ground giving you the sound of comfort like no other sound could expect one Your room getting cooled down of the air that is getting in but your body remains warm feeling his soft touches going up and down your thigh

Feeling his warm fingers on your cold skin making you shiver but he still holds you under the blanket with the rain falling on the streets

Nothing to do just to be with each other

Not talking for a while and then just going deep into a rabbit hole of conversations

'Sometimes your like rain on my skin, not to sharp to hurt but not to dull to ignore'

The first thing said after a long time while still feeling the finger going up and down

Holding you close like the rain could watch you away

"I never want to lose you, Liefde"

'You probably never lose me'

Now I go slowly up his arm with my finger, tracing his tattoos to feel his warm skin

Closing your eyes, to just feel him, him with his soft skin that his under yours

Smelling him with his shampoo that you so love Hearing his breathing and heartbeat to comfort you

Slowly you feel how he takes his arms to your waist, snatching you so you can't escape his hold Tickling you to hear your laugh like he loves it , showing you that your way more than just a girl who he is attracted to

'I love you'

"I love you two"

Your eyes we're closed just hearing his heartbeat like you did so often The rain didn't stop that night, the window was open the whole night and you stayed in his arm the night waking up with you Feeling your skin on his, your head on his chest