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indie werebear oc rp fandomless, multiverse. selective / mutuals only written by tj.

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indie fandomless oc rp, tracking ‘bearstowed’, mutuals only, multiverse, personal blogs blocked immediately (send me an ask if you have a rp sideblog), written and created and all that jazz by the mun, tj (she/her). mun and muse are 18+.

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tj’s other blogs!! @vjestyca: canon-divergent wanda maximoff. @sugaredjoy: bubbles utonium. @lapinfoot: fandomless thief oc.

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one day im gonna be able to write and make words work for me, but not gd soon.  i was sick for two week from the flu mentioned in my last posts, then i was barfy for like 3 days, now i’m back to dry throat and coughing and having blocked nose. suffice to say i don’t think my flu vax worked this year.

this aussie winter is throwing haymakers and i’m just stumbling around the ring.

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sorry for no activity, i caught the absolute worst cold. luckily not c.ovid but im still feeling totally sh*tty.

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sorry for no activity, i caught the absolute worst cold. luckily not c.ovid but im still feeling totally sh*tty.

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i swear im collecting up all my drafts, work is just killing me and i’ve been writing on bubbles in my free time bc those drafts are shorter. i’ll hopefully had more free time on the weekend and next week!!

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casey​:

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Cassandra’s palms were sweating when she walked up to the farm she’d accidentally visited the night before. The grounds were still soaked from the heavy downpour of last night and her boots made a sucking sound as she made her way through the mud. She swallowed and gave herself a mental kick in the butt. “You made this mess, now solve it,” she mumbled to herself. Yesterday, when she shapeshifted into her jackalope form during the thunderstorm to go for a run, she came across this place… and ate the majority of its carrots and berries.

Never mind the pleasant feelings of having a full stomach: all of the food was threatening to find its way back now that she had to admit her fault. “Hello?” She called out quietly, before she repeated herself louder. “Hello? Anyone around?” This time, she’d raised her voice. Chewing on the inside of her cheek, she hoped that the owner wouldn’t be too angry with her.

—             [  there’s a fog that had rolled in over night.  it usually got a little eerie on the farm after such a downpour.  she was expecting the mud, maybe even some fall-off fruits.  what she wasn’t expecting was that something had come through as chewed up all her carrots and a majority of her berries.  she was luckily to have harvested up some earlier in the week, but now she was going to have to wait for everything to regrow.  at the very least, it gave her the chance to sit back for a few days, even if she wasn’t happy about it.  she’d slumped back onto the couch inside, trying to pull together some kind of idea about what it could have been.  if she’d been there last night, instead of bear-strolling around in the woods, maybe she’d have any modicum of an idea.  ]

[  she’d still in her thoughts when a voice cuts through the otherwise quiet of the morning.  confusion flickers over her face as she stands, heads to the door to pull it open.  her nose twitches.  there’s a smell, something  …  rabbit-y?  weird.  her gaze falls towards the girl, it’s rare someone new just shows up at her place.  ]   ❝ hi?  are you  …  lost? ❞

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laurie​:

          Laurie eyes the baked goods hungrily,   an annoying rumble making his stomach speak up,   evoking a blush to his paled cheeks.   He sighs,   pushing his money back into his pocket.          ❛❛   That’s very kind of you…   ❜❜       He says,   smiling a little as his gaze sweeps over the muffins.   His sister likes making muffins like this,   &   because of her,   Laurie’s become quite a fan of the baked good.          ❛❛   Thanks a lot.   ❜❜       Grabbing a blueberry one,   Laurie wastes no time in taking a small bite,    making his eyebrows fly up at the wonderful taste.          ❛❛   Did you make these yourself?  This is really good.   ❜❜       He admonishes,   taking a bigger bite this time and humming at the flavor exploding in his mouth. 

—             [  she notes the hungry rumbling from him, the flush across his cheeks, embarrassed.  he really must be hungry.  it makes her stomach twist, how had he gone so long without eating?  she doesn’t ask, it could come off as rude.  really it’s none of her business.  she’ll just keep to offering him food, maybe keep an eye on him if he comes by the market again.  ]   ❝ yeah, well, what can i say?  i’m a peach. ❞   [  concern is still flittered across her face even as she jokes.  he takes a blueberry muffin and she relaxes a little as he takes a bite.  it’s something, at least.  a smile grows to her face at the compliment; if there was one thing she prided herself on, it was her baking.  ]   ❝ totally homemade and totally local.  all the blueberries were grown on my own farm. ❞   [  she hums for a moment.  ]   ❝ you sure i can’t offer you anything else? ❞

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eve​:

          a fair assumption,    eve looking  more  than unassuming in this form,    yet she pays it no mind as she closes the distance between them.    the girl’s doubt    (    in place of protest    )    is taken as assent    —— -     even if reluctant    —— -     and eve squats to gather her in her arms,    gentle as she can be given her current state.    it’s certainly a kinder grasp than if she’d simply thrown her over her shoulder.    “i’m stronger than i look.”    muttered as she straightens again,    holding her firm and steady.    sensing no other danger than the odd traps laid all about,    eve doesn’t begin walking just yet    —— -     instead looking to the girl inquisitively.    “is there a safe place i can take you?    you’re bleeding.”    rather bad,   given it’s a  head wound.

—             [  the girl’s a petite looking thing.  still, she crouches and proceeds to gather lucie up into her arms.  lucie makes the slightest noise to protest before she realises the girl is having little issue at all.  strange, but considering her scent, perhaps lucie shouldn’t have been surprised.  in her weakened state though, she was.  she simply blinks at the other, brows screwing together.  ]   ❝ yeah.  you sure are, ain’t you? ❞   [  she, too, was stronger than she looked; but she didn’t look quite as frail as this girl did.  at the question, she fumbles a hand to her head, winces as she brushes the wound.  ]   ❝ my house, it’s not too far.  it’s a farm, you’ll know it by the chicken pen, it’s painted purple. ❞

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❝ i’m gonna be the prettiest girl at the party! ❞

indie + selective  bubbles utonium from the 1998 powerpuff girls. loved by tj (she/her). 

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sorry no drafts done yet, but i’m mostly re-set up my bubbles blog over here.

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working on making-over my bubbles blog and uhh, just reminded that my fancast is far better than whatever the c/w tried to turn out in 2021:

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working on making-over my bubbles blog and uhh, just reminded that my fancast is far better than whatever the c/w tried to turn out in 2021:

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no activity again today. my job is trying to kill me personally and gave me a seven hour shift on our busiest night. im already exhausted enough as-is 😞

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it makes me laugh ever time i remember that lucie is a Very small bear species. spectacled bears are only about 2-3 feet at the shoulders when on all fours, and females are only about 5’3-5’9-ish when standing up. in comparison, grizzly’s are about 3-5 feet at the shoulders and almost 9 feets when standing. lucie is Small Bear. she will still bite though.

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FOR THE “YOU CAN KILL ME BUT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH THEM” DYNAMICS 

❝  i only want you.  ❞

❝  i don’t need anyone else.  i just…you.  you’re all i need.  ❞

❝  listen,  i’ve lost a lot of people in my life.  i learned how to deal with it but…you’re different.  i can’t take it if it’s you.  ❞

❝  i think about anything happening to you and i— i just.  i fucking lose it.  ❞

❝  you don’t understand.  i need you safe.  not because i don’t think you can handle yourself but because i can’t focus on anything else if there’s even the smallest possibility you’re in danger.  ❞

❝  no one is ever gonna get near you again,  you hear me?  ❞

❝  i won’t let you get hurt.  i promise.  and i don’t make empty promises.  ❞

❝  turn around.  you don’t need to see this part.  ❞

❝  just give the word and i’ll kill every one of them.  ❞

❝  you can’t get all worked up every time something happens to me.  that’s just life.  you’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it.  ❞

❝  no one else understands me.  but you do.  you always do.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i’m the best person for you,  i don’t.  but i do know i’m the one that can keep you safe  ❞

❝  hey—  look at me.  it’s over.  it’s done.  we’re okay.  ❞

❝  who the fuck made you cry i’ll fucking rip their head off.  ❞ 

❝  i know you’ve always got my back.  ❞

❝  please,  let me take care of you this time.  you’re always protecting me but it tears me up inside every time you get hurt because of it.  ❞

❝  can you make everyone else just go away?  i know they mean well but i just want to be alone—  alone with you i mean.  ❞

❝  i know when you’re here,  the real monsters can’t touch me.  ❞

❝   oh,  i am one of the monsters.  but that just means i can keep all the other monsters from ever hurting you again. ❞ 

❝  if you’re gonna keep risking your life for me than you’re also gonna let me patch you up without a single complaint.  ❞

❝  we keep each other safe.  it’s my turn to protect you.  ❞

❝  i killed them for you.  i know you could’ve done it yourself,  but you shouldn’t have to.  ❞

❝   i love you because i know how capable you are.  and i show that love by making sure you don’t have to be the one to always do the hard things.  ❞

❝   i’m gonna make them regret ever even thinking about laying a hand on you.  ❞

❝  tell me what you want me to do.  i’ll do it.  whatever you want.  ❞

❝  i love you just like this.  i love you when you touch me gently like no one else ever has.  and i love you when your hands are bloody and your knuckles are bruised. ❞

❝  please,  just let me protect you.  ❞

❝  are you hurt?  did they hurt you?  ❞

❝  wait,  stop you’re bleeding.  ❞

❝  did you just wince?  where are you hurt?  ❞

❝  i need you in my life.  i’m not used to that—  needing people.  but i do need you.  ❞

❝  you make me feel things i’m not used to feeling.  ❞

❝  why do you let me close when you’re always driving everyone else away?  ❞

❝   you’re mine.  and i protect what’s mine.  ❞

❝  thank you for always being here for me.  ❞

❝  you see things in me that i didn’t even know where there.  ❞

❝  that’s enough.  let’s go home.  ❞

❝  i’m okay now.  i’m safe.  you don’t have to be angry anymore.  ❞

❝  please stop—  this is scaring me. ❞

❝  you don’t have to do this for me.  ❞

❝   hey stop— stop!  look at me.  they’re dead now.  you can stop.  ❞

❝  i have to make an example outta them so no one else tries to hurt you again.  ❞

❝  killing for you is easy.  it’s right.  it feels natural.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ ONE ]  for sender to take a bullet for receiver. 

[ TWO ]  for receiver to take a bullet for sender. 

[ THREE ]  for sender to protect receiver and then carry them to safety. 

[ FOUR ]  for receiver to protect sender and then carry them to safety. 

[ FIVE ]  for sender to witness receiver get hurt which sends them into a violent rage.

[ SIX ]  for receiver to witness sender get hurt which sends them into a violent rage. 

[ SEVEN ]  for sender to be hurt trying to protect receiver which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ EIGHT ]   for receiver to be hurt trying to protect sender which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ NINE ]  for sender to have violently protected receiver,  so receiver kisses them to calm them down. 

[ TEN ]  for receiver to have violently protected sender,  so sender kisses them to calm them down. 

[ ELEVEN ]  for sender to carefully approach receiver in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ TWELVE ]  for receiver to carefully approach sender in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ THIRTEEN ]  sender was kidnapped,  receiver shows up to save them.  

[ FOURTEEN ]  receiver was kidnapped,  sender shows up to save them.  

[ FIFTEEN ]  sender executes a third party in front of receiver because that person hurt them. 

[ SIXTEEN ]  receiver executes a third party in front of sender because that person hurt them. 

[ SEVENTEEN ]  sender thinks they’re alone but receiver comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ EIGHTEEN ]   receiver thinks they’re alone but sender comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ NINETEEN ]  sender has been devastated by something.  receiver holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY ]  receiver has been devastated by something.  sender holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY-ONE ]  sender thought receiver died so they set out to get revenge.  receiver shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far.  

[ TWENTY-TWO ]  receiver thought sender died so they set out to get revenge.  sender shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far. 

[ TWENTY-THREE ]  sender is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to receiver.  receiver gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FOUR ]  receiver is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to sender.  sender gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FIVE ]  for sender to have receiver stand by somewhere safe where they can watch sender kill on their behalf. 

[ TWENTY-SIX ]  for receiver to have sender stand by somewhere safe where they can watch receiver kill on their behalf. 

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@purehybrid​ sent: “I’m going to carry you now, okay?”

—             [  she’s a little dizzy.  tripwires.  tripwires in her goddamn woods.  these hunters were getting tricky.  maybe they were actually these monster hunters she’d been hearing about.  but why now?  she’d never drawn attention before.  what had changed?  she can’t clear her thoughts long enough to figure it out.  she’s bleeding from a cut on her head, her knees are scraped and so are her palms, both bleeding into bruises more under her skin than out of it.  when the other girl appears, lucie only settles at her scent.  not human.  that’s a good thing, she supposes.  ]   ❝ carry me?  darl’, you’re kinda short, ain’t you?  not that much taller than me an’ i’m pretty sure i’m twice your weight. ❞