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[leneemusing]

SEXUALITY AND GENDER IDENTITY THEMED PROMPTS FOR PRIDE

❝  i guess i always kinda knew?  it just wasn’t that important until i got older.  ❞

❝  it never mattered to me like,  what form people came in.  i love souls,  the body is just kinda like pretty packaging.  it’s nice but it’s not what’s important to me.  ❞

❝  oh yeah i did the whole ‘massive crush on my best friend’ thing.  wouldn’t recommend it.  ❞

❝  today my gender is kinda of ‘meeehh?’  ❞

❝  yeah of course i’m only into women,  have you seen them?  ❞

❝  i think i had a harder time accepting myself than my family ever did.  ❞

❝  i’m pretty sure everyone else knew i was gay before i ever realized it.   ❞

❝  i have a hard time talking about it,  even now—i’m not ashamed or anything like that.  i just,  don’t really know…how or what to say i guess.  ❞

❝  i think i’m ready to actually come out to them.  ❞

❝  i really want to tell them but i don’t wanna do it alone…could you help me with it?  ❞

❝  the ‘am i gay’ quizzes are a gateway drug.  ❞

❝  would you mind using [insert pronouns] for me now?  i’m trying to see how it feels.  ❞

❝  they’re right actually,  i’m gay and i do have an agenda to make everything gayer.  ❞

❝  ever since i told them i’m gay they keep pointing to every slightly attractive man and asking if he’s my type.  ❞

❝  me? no i don’t think i’m—i mean.  yeah sometimes i think about what it’d be like to kiss girls/guys but i’d never…come on,  everyone thinks about it a little bit right?  ❞

❝  at this point the closet is literally made of glass.  ❞

❝  actually,  i’m [insert identity].  ❞

❝  it’s all ‘i wish i was into women it’d be so much easier’ until you find out about the lesbian drama.  ❞

❝  i’m bisexual and confused.  not about being bi,  though.  just like…in general.  about life.  ❞

❝  i just need a nice bear to throw me around for a few hours,  i think it’d do more for me than therapy.  ❞

❝  i would trust any stone butch with my life.  ❞

❝  sappho would be so proud.  ❞

❝  i’m still figuring myself out.  i know i’m not straight,  that’s a start.  ❞

❝  i finally figured out my sexuality and then boom here comes a gender identity crisis.  ❞

❝  i’ve just…never really been interested in the whole sex thing.  ❞

❝  anyway,  if neither of us find our true loves in the next five to ten years,  wanna have a lavender marriage?  for the taxes.  ❞

❝   you wanna come to pride with me?  ❞

❝   this is my first pride actually,  i’m kinda nervous.  ❞

❝   well,  this seems as good a time as any to come out.  ❞

❝  no one can know about this—it’s just between us okay?  ❞

❝  i’d never tell anyone.  ❞

❝  you don’t owe anyone ‘coming out.’  it’s personal,  do things at your own pace.  only tell the people you want to.  ❞

❝  you’ve always made me feel safe so,  i just knew i could tell you about it.  ❞

❝  everyone’s hot and i’m a disaster who doesn’t know how to ask anyone out.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure i wanna fuck them or be them.  ❞

❝  i’m just experimenting i guess,  trying to figure out what i like.  ❞

❝  she said she didn’t see us working out but then she brought me a potted plant so i guess it’s still up in the air.  ❞

❝  i want to be one of those bold,  unapologetic people but i’m still just terrified.  ❞

❝  she’s so pretty i think i’m gonna die.  ❞

❝  oh,  no he’s got a great smile too.  i’m in deep this time.  ❞

❝  how did you know?   like for sure that you were into [gender]?  ❞

❝  do you mind if i ask you a question about being [identity]?  ❞

❝  thank you for trusting me with this.  ❞

❝  it’s okay,  take your time to put it into the right words.  i’m not going anywhere.  ❞

❝  wait,  you think i’m [identity]?  what makes you say that?  ❞

❝  i’m here,  i’m queer,  i wanna leave.  ❞

[leneemusing]

happy pride month my loves <3 never be ashamed of your identity, even if you are still figuring out what it is, even in the stages of exploration, even if you're closeted and this is the only place you can come to to be seen for who you are, you remain beautiful and cherished by the queer community. i am happy you are here.

[unusual-suspects]

x

[myfairynuffstuff]

Natalia Leonova (b.1983) - Breakfast in Bed. 2017. Pastel on paper.

[maelancoli]

the pond pt 2

[poetrydystopian]

"Very early in my life, it was too late."

[starwarsgrl77]

A part of me is missing

[mythologyofblue]

But when you lose someone, you don’t lose them all at once, and their dying doesn’t stop with their death. You lose them a thousand times in a thousand ways. You say a thousand goodbyes. You hold a thousand funerals.

-Sara Seager, The Smallest Lights in the Universe: A Memoir

[maelancoli]

the pond.

[leneemusing]

my brother recently died due to driving into a pond during a medical emergency. the path his car took veering off an access road and into that park was a one in a million shot. somehow his car missed all obstacles and ended up in that damn pond. my sister and i went to see it a few days after and it was oddly peaceful. a beautiful park full of ducks trailed by their ducklings, green trees and laughing children, lovers spread out on picnic blankets sharing wine and crackers and surrounded by all the scents that summer brings. it was a normal park on a normal day. i took several pictures and painted the piece above. the thing is there is nothing creepy or haunting about that pond. i put the grief my shocked and dissociated brain won't allow me to feel into that image. i visualized what no one will ever see when they go to take their family for a walk around their local pond. that's kinda how grief works though isn't it? the world keeps spinning, the broken fence will be mended, the tire tracks will fade, ducks will keep mating and lovers will keep picnicking and the ghost of the dead will more likely be following the family they had to leave behind, watching over them, guiding them from the other side, rather than haunting a place that will only ever just be a normal place. a normal park on a normal day.

[feral-ballad]

Ana Božičević, from Rise in the Fall; “Anxiety of Influence”

[leneemusing]

hi there!! it's not a request, so feel free to ignore, but I wanted to make sure if it's okay to use your prompts (credited!) for fanfics instead of rp <3 I really love what you're doing and am grateful regardless bc your blog has been a big inspiration boost for me!

of course you can!! it's really sweet of you to check beforehand. you don't even really have to credit unless you really want to. go out there and write to your heart's content. thank you <3333

[toiich]

Sylvia Plath, from the draft of Poppies in July

[petaltexturedskies]

Anton Chekhov, Verochka

[ceruleanheaven]

im sure if i move far away from home to somewhere no one knows me my whole personality will suddenly change and everyone will love me and everything will be better im sure im sure im sure

[leneemusing]

hey y'all got any requests for memes?

[weltenwellen]

Claudia Rankine, from “Some years there exists a wanting to escape...”, Citizen