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this is a post to remind ppl that i’ve moved nico to @batteredmettle (his info is on this page), which will soon be remade into a brand new blog when i’m done sleeping and working tomorrow

#outoftheshadows;

yo guys, if you wanna im me, you’re gonna have to follow and im my pidge blog, robodoption. i only check this blog like once a week if that but i’m on pidge’s blog daily

#outoftheshadows;

eyexpatch-blog

“Ah, but you see,” the clown hummed condescendingly, unable to hide the excitement seeping through his words as he dragged his claws tauntingly down Nico’s back, “That’s exactly why your dear friend is accompanying us. We know you, Nico di Angelo. We know that you had no hesitations sacrificing yourself time and time again for the sake of that boy - what was his name again?” Licking the blood from his fingers, he paused merely to taunt the demigod, the grin hidden behind his mask audible in his words. He dug his claws into Nico’s chest. “Percy Jackson, was it? Son of Poseidon, savior of poor young Nico and his sister - and even when he killed that sister, you continued to grovel at his feet. We knew that you care nothing of your own wellbeing - but what about the lives of others?” Kaneki released another hoarse cry of anguish, his voice breaking painfully as his vocal cords bled. “So brave, di Angelo, always putting others before yourself. Until you met Kaneki, hmm?” the clown’s voice was lilting; high-pitched and patronizing. “You were starting to let your guard down, isn’t that right? You felt accepted.” A deep chuckle interrupted the clown’s speech upon hearing the sweet symphony of Kaneki’s cries. Everything was going perfectly - even better than they had anticipated! Oh, he couldn’t wait until he had the son of Hades on his knees, whimpering and begging and prostrating himself to their cause. “You’ve already been through Hell to protect your friends: we knew that our only chance of turning the big, scary son of Hades into a sniveling mess was to hand out his punishment to his friends instead.” He lowered his voice to a whisper, his tongue flicking out teasingly along Nico’s ear as he spoke, “We’ll keep breaking him, over and over, until finally it breaks you. Then you’ll stay with us forever…and maybe what’s left of your friend will hang around for a few days, but in the end it’ll just be you, and me, and the consequences of your actions.” There was another sharp snap as the pliers ripped off the last of Kaneki’s fingers, as the man in the hockey mask felt deprived of his rightfully-earned attention. There was a sickening squelsh as the appendage landed in the bucket, now filled almost to the brim with fingers, toes, and blood. Through the haze of pain and blood, it took several minutes for Kaneki’s remaining eye to register the sight of his friend kneeling before him, still being held by the clown and bleeding from several shallow gashes along his body. Tears streamed from his eye at the sight. No…Nico shouldn’t look like this. He shouldn’t look so vulnerable, so dominated by these sick sadists. He was always so strong, so composed…nothing could take him down. He was indomitable. Sure, he held darkness inside of him, but Kaneki did as well; that’s what made them fit. They could acknowledge the darkness inside of one another without feeling the need to bring it up, and rest assured that the other was strong enough to handle anything thrown in their path. Yet, here Kaneki was, broken and tied to a chair, with Nico watching in the grasp of another man, while Kaneki knew full well that he was the one causing Nico this pain. His weakness, allowing himself to be taken and tortured like this - allowing himself to be used like this - that’s what was causing his friend pain.

Kaneki opened his bloody lips to speak, but his voice was ruined and no sound came out. He hung his head, and when his eye landed on the sight of the bucket sitting a foot away from his chair, when he saw his own eyeball staring lifelessly back at himself, he was hurled from the safety of his mind’s retreat and assaulted with an onslaught of agony; both emotional and physical. His body was wracked with tremors and sobs momentarily before his remaining eye rolled back in his head and he slumped against his restraints in his chair. Neither masked man spoke for several moments, before the larger of the two let out a gruff laugh. “Damn! Kid made it longer than he usually does!” The clown laughed and tickled Nico’s sides. The man in the hockey mask shook his head at the unconscious ghoul, landing another knock to the head before stalking out of the room. He returned carrying a large bucket of freezing water, which he unceremoniously dumped over the ghoul’s head. He paused thoughtfully, before pouring the rest of the water onto Nico, just for good measure. “Ah, he’s no fun when he’s asleep,” the clown whined, sounding like a child being told to go to his room. “Why don’t we give you two some alone time? To, you know…enjoy each other’s company for a while, how does that sound?” the clown suddenly and violently snapped a shackle around Nico’s wrist, using it to drag the boy over to the wall where he was latched onto a hook. With a wink and a kiss, the door slammed shut. The sound echoed around the room, now empty save the demigod chained to the wall and what was left of a ghoul’s mutilated body. The vast chamber was silent, save the drip, drip, dripping of Kaneki’s blood against the tile.

beatenfallenangel-blog

Nico grit his teeth hard to bite back the cry of pain that threatened to tear itself from his throat. The claws were bringing that fight back to the forefront of his mind--the adrenaline-fueled death match against the king of wolves had scared him more than he’d cared to admit, at the time or otherwise. But the sight he was forced to witness terrified him more than even that.

This was his fault. Kaneki was hurting because of him.

He gasped as the cold water splashed over him, glaring up at the culprit through his wet bangs, but he was barely given a moment to properly react before he was hauled off to the wall and chained there. He struggled with the restraint, even after the door closed behind them and he and his friend were left alone. He didn’t stop until he’d broken half his nails and scraped his fingertips raw on the unforgiving metal.

Then he slumped over, pressing his face against the wall and struggling to compose himself. He didn’t have to act too brave, not yet, not until Kaneki woke. So he let a few tears fall.

“You’re never gonna break me!” he snarled as loud as he could, loud enough to grate on his own throat. “I’m never joining you! You’ll choke on your own blood before this is over, believe me!”

#it's all good :D #i do wanna continue this but i've let my activity dwindle a bit on account of my pidge blog #that and i don't get replies here anymore anyway xD #torture/#intheshadows #eyexpatch #blood/

beatenfallenangel-blog

"You're conflicted, I can see it. You don't want to be the hero, but you're not evil enough to be the villain. So, what are you?" -eyeforrevenge (superhero/villain au?)

@eyeforrevenge

Nico glared at Ethan. “Like it’s any of your business what I am,” he growled.

eyeforrevenge-blog

He smiled and gently nudged him with his good arm. “You got me there, Yūrei-san, I fully intend on paying you back everything. Once I get my brother back, he’s all I need.”

beatenfallenangel-blog

He shook his head.

“I don’t need you to pay me back,” he said. “I understand if you get to a point that you can, then I’d accept it. But until then, don’t feel obligated.”

#intheshadows #eyeforrevenge

casually directs you all to my more active pidge gunderson blog

#outoftheshadows;#i have more muse for pidge than nico

"And we solved the curse of the island, and realized that the real axe murderer was love, all along."

“...I sat through your entire story for that?” Nico raised a brow.

#intheshadows #purlyinnocent

beatenfallenangel-blog

"You're conflicted, I can see it. You don't want to be the hero, but you're not evil enough to be the villain. So, what are you?" -eyeforrevenge (superhero/villain au?)

@eyeforrevenge

Nico glared at Ethan. “Like it’s any of your business what I am,” he growled.

eyeforrevenge-blog

Ethan grinned up at Nico, gratitude written all over his face. “Thank you, Nico, so much. It means a lot.” He relaxed, laying back against the back of the couch. “You have no idea how much it means.”

beatenfallenangel-blog

He shook his head. “I can help, why shouldn’t I?” he pointed out. “Considering the kind of person you seem to be, I’m pretty sure you’re planning on repaying me once you’re able.”

#intheshadows #eyeforrevenge #casually replies 1000000 yrs late

cherryandsisters-deactivated202

birthday present for poisontown, hope you like this piece of trash

angstmemes

worried starters

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

japhers

quick solangelo b/c I am so pumped to read the new books and I miss them a lot

velveteas

please i’m begging you

50% OFF Starters pt 2

"If you continue your attempts at flirting, I will be forced to take DRASTIC measures."

"I like watching you from behind."

"Stunning deduction sherlock."

*demonic voice* "by the darkest sun that casts its menacing rays of the furthest madness, we sense your intentions, (name). the gibbering of mad cultists whisper wicked words to temporal winds, they inform us that you are not to be trusted. Usurper. Usurper."

"USURPER!"

"I've heard a lot about you and your extensive collection of tank tops, like I'm thinking about getting like 10 more."

"Calm down little dude."

"the fear of drowning is a primal one. it's a feeling of helplessness, of losing all control. struggling against an inevitable fate as your lungs fill with water..."

"I don't need a piece of paper to tell me how to swim or how to fuck Dean Winchester."

"You know I had a dream like this once, you surprisingly had more clothes on, though, at least at the start."

"ten bucks says he dies."

"I'm gonna go run my feelings off."

"Yeah it didn't work out... for them."

"I have to go scream confusing, end-of-the-world ramblings at people under the freeway."

"I feel like I should argue this, but the potential for implied sexual antics is far too appealing."

"do not be alarmed! I am about to be hilarious."

"Maybe you should stop dragging me to these rap battles then!"

"I WANT YOU TO SHARE THE THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO ME!"

"I was under the impression there would be implied sexual antics, time to take matters into my own hands!"

"This feels a little exploitative."

"I need a soda. Or therapy. Probably both."

"Yeah it started because K-pop concert security is tougher than it looks but I just got hooked on the feeling of crushing someones face in with a solid right cross."

"sHHSHHshhshhhhh shut up shut up! shh I SMELL BOYS BEING GAY."

"Excuse me I am trying to scream my feelings into your mouth!"

"That wasn't hot... it was just fucking weird..."

"It's not what I would have you in, but I do appreciate beauty in all its many forms. mostly that cute booty though."

"hey, the heart wants what the heart wants."

"It may be hard to believe, but recently I lost the ability to read."

"Just because you can't read the words, doesn't mean you can't enjoy the book in a different way."

"boom! done. advice over. let's go get shitfaced!"

"Alright I brought the bitch-board for (name)."

"Alright let's call it what it is, a sissy paddle."

"calm down (name) we weren't talking about your internet search history."

"MY SWEET BABY SWAM!"

"didn't we make a pact to stop her from doing this weeb shit?"

"this better not be anymore or (name)'s weird porn!"

"Please call the police, because I look so good in this it should be against the law! uh, don't actually call the police though, I WILL incriminate all of you."

"Yeah but didn't they train on those islands where all those teenagers were killed? ...and those witch burnings happened? ...and all that toxic waste was spilled?"

"if you die, I get fired and I like this job. people don't ask questions here."

"fish-men walk among us. conquerers of land, BORN FROM THE OCEAN--"

"I don't need him to make weird pornography, I have prawns for that."

"Finally moving out, son? I'd like to say it's been fun. I'd like to. But I won't."

"hey check me out! I'm on a bout!"

"Sit down and stop making 2009 references!"

"nah, I scream enough at the unforgiving void of space."

"DON'T STEAL MY BONES!"

"You know, the ocean goblin? He lives in the ocean and if you don't brush your teeth he steals your bones."

"Ok I'm done for the day. If anyone needs me I'm gonna be in the tent looking at weird porn."

"Hey, you miss every ball you don't hit."

"You say 'you people' like you're not part of the family. I've got some news for you, you're already on the christmas card."

"You think these antics would fly at the german club?"

"brush your teeth, kid."

"Can you hear it? the ocean... it wants blood."

"I'm the best damn shot we've got."

"You know, when I was a kid, before my dad got hit by that train, he said, '(name) don't let your friends swim out into the ocean and get stranded on the haunted island of camp kill-a-teen.' and here we are... stranded on the... haunted island of camp kill-a-teen..."

"that's fair."

"hey tweedle-dee and tweedle-dumbass!"

"It's fine, baby, if you get scared you can squeeze my hand."

"now let's make like scooby-doo and split up to find a clue."

"In 1991 a case was discovered where a man had the remains of over fifteen victims hidden in his apartment, over 40% of which were stored within his refrigerator. do you know how unsanitary that is?"

"you're so cute when you never shut up. Now shut up."

"all hail decision cube!"

"that's when you started walking on the wild side, right?"

"I AM NOT SOME PETTY CRIMINAL!"

"Does anyone want to hear my tragic backstory?"

"Bed? But what about possible axe-murderers?"

"And we solved the curse of the island, and realized that the real axe murderer was love, all along."

"It was a good night for all of us, let's spend more nights in abandoned lighthouses."

"That hottie from the track team is here and I wanna ask politely is he wants to get rowdy in the back of my dad's Prius."

"YOU CAN'T CATCH ME GAY THOUGHTS"