Loneliness Persists
I have a lot of feelings and sometimes I'm unsure where to put them. I have friends but for the most part I can't confide in them due to lack of availability or simply making me feel like my thoughts & feelings aren't really important. I've reached to a point where I no longer feel like expressing myself at all. Everyone just feels dismissive. I used to go to therapy but my therapist migrated some years ago and I struggled to find another and now, I simply cant afford therapy anymore as its not covered by my health insurance. What is the point of any of this? Being here? Existing? Just work and die? I'm starting to feel myself slowly dying and I'm losing parts of myself everyday. I just... I feel unsure about everything. Where does one go from here?
