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To the first boy who broke my heart.

I trusted you. I gave you everything I had in me. Every single piece of my heart and soul and you stepped all over me. You left about 7 months ago.. But it truly feels like yesterday. I've spent so much time away from you and have realized I don't need you. I've realized I'm better without you and that I should have never shed a tear over the loss of your love in my life. Our time together was short lived in the grand scheme of things. Although we spent 9 years being friends. And about 3 of those years being more than that. But I wonder when the love stopped. When you saw her and decided she was going to come before me. I wonder if you let things happen with her before you broke it off with me. Or if maybe that's why it was so rushed, you saw an opportunity to get out and get out fast. So you did. Maybe in your eyes she is better than me. But I can assure you, she's not even close. You know I'm not confident and that I would normally be the last to say this, but I'm better. Better for you and better in general. Your family will always like me more than her. There's not too many girls who grew up with you calling your mom "mom" when we walked through the st Jane halls. Honestly, I'm happy you got what you wanted. Glad you were able to quickly remove a huge part of your life and replace me so quickly. My only regret is being so naive to think you were being honest when you said there was nothing going on between you and Kara. You two deserve each other. You're both selfish and dishonest and unfaithful. Enjoy your life together, I hope you regret your choice one of these days so I get the opportunity to show you what you missed out on. Don't fool yourself into thinking you made the right choice. And definitely don't you dare let yourself believe that I got the short end of the stick. I assure you that this has been a blessing in disguise, although I dealt with a lot of pain. I found myself and people who not only filled the hole in my heart that you created, but overflowed it with love and happiness and honesty that you clearly never brought to the table. Thanks for treating me like gold for the first two years. And thanks for eventually being so hurtful because I learned a lot from these past 7 months. And although I'm still heartbroken, I'd rather be heartbroken without you than blinded with you. Congrats to the happy couple. 😘

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I don’t believe in love at first sight but I do believe in seeing someone from across the room and knowing instantly that they’re going to matter to you.

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So no one told ya life was gonna be this way...

I haven't posted on tumblr in a while. It feels weird and I feel lame for doing this because two and a half years ago, I was doing it all the time. But in between there was no need. I fell in love with my best friend and my life was perfect for two and a half years. Recently, he fell out of love and unfortunately, I've had to make myself fall out of love, too. I still love him, although more as a friend now. And that's how he feels, too. We have made the friend thing work although we don't talk as often as we used to. All in all, he's still my best friend and I wouldn't have changed the past two and a half years for the world, even though the past month has been the hardest of my life. Slowly, I've learned to move on. And I'm sure he has, too. So I'm not sure what the point of this post is... but I think it's to just simply say, even though he will always have a small piece of my heart (because like I said, he will always be my best friend.), I have learned to be happy without him being my boyfriend. I'm doing okay. I'm happy. And that is all the both of us could have ever asked for. Just happiness, together or apart. Some things just weren't meant to be. But luckily, I picked a good enough boyfriend, that I can walk away with a best friend. Couldn't be more thankful. Love you, Pug. Always have, always will... Maybe just differently now.

Everything.

If it wasn't for you, I'd be completely lost. I would feel so little and useless and unimportant as everyone here seems to be determined to make me feel. It's as if in college, people's feelings don't matter. And it's as if everyone is trying their hardest to crush your self esteem and to hurt you. It's all intentional and that's what I don't understand. When I ask for help, believe me it's the last thing I want to do and I am embarrassed to do so. So don't make me feel stupid and laugh in my face when I don't understand or tell me it's easy and you don't know how I don't get it. It makes me feel so dumb. Another thing. Here, everyone is determined to "look out" for me by doing one of two things: 1. Telling me there's no chance of my relationship working out and that I should just break up with him now. Or 2. Treating me like a slut and constantly ragging on my appearance and reminding me that I have a boyfriend. I'm not dressed like a slut. Nothing is hanging out. I don't have anything to hang out. And I'm pretty sure I know who my boyfriend is so you can stop saying "remember Anthony" when I'm standing talking to two girls and ZERO guys. As a matter of fact. Anthony is the only reason why my head isn't stuffed in a pillow crying my eyes out every night. He keeps me from going insane and from feeling unimportant. He is absolutely everything to me. So I wish people would stop forcing their opinions on me. College isn't all it's cracked up to be. I miss my family and my friends and most of all Anthony. I miss Keough and I miss feeling important. Or at least a little loved. I just feel so little and useless here. That's all there is to it.

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