To the first boy who broke my heart.
I trusted you. I gave you everything I had in me. Every single piece of my heart and soul and you stepped all over me. You left about 7 months ago.. But it truly feels like yesterday. I've spent so much time away from you and have realized I don't need you. I've realized I'm better without you and that I should have never shed a tear over the loss of your love in my life. Our time together was short lived in the grand scheme of things. Although we spent 9 years being friends. And about 3 of those years being more than that. But I wonder when the love stopped. When you saw her and decided she was going to come before me. I wonder if you let things happen with her before you broke it off with me. Or if maybe that's why it was so rushed, you saw an opportunity to get out and get out fast. So you did. Maybe in your eyes she is better than me. But I can assure you, she's not even close. You know I'm not confident and that I would normally be the last to say this, but I'm better. Better for you and better in general. Your family will always like me more than her. There's not too many girls who grew up with you calling your mom "mom" when we walked through the st Jane halls. Honestly, I'm happy you got what you wanted. Glad you were able to quickly remove a huge part of your life and replace me so quickly. My only regret is being so naive to think you were being honest when you said there was nothing going on between you and Kara. You two deserve each other. You're both selfish and dishonest and unfaithful. Enjoy your life together, I hope you regret your choice one of these days so I get the opportunity to show you what you missed out on. Don't fool yourself into thinking you made the right choice. And definitely don't you dare let yourself believe that I got the short end of the stick. I assure you that this has been a blessing in disguise, although I dealt with a lot of pain. I found myself and people who not only filled the hole in my heart that you created, but overflowed it with love and happiness and honesty that you clearly never brought to the table. Thanks for treating me like gold for the first two years. And thanks for eventually being so hurtful because I learned a lot from these past 7 months. And although I'm still heartbroken, I'd rather be heartbroken without you than blinded with you. Congrats to the happy couple. 😘
















