archived. @bebitojoonie - Tumblr Blog

hi imma restart on a new blog with a new email and all that just cus it feels fresh and I’m all about that shit dm me if u wanna be mutuals on the new one and I’ll follow u!

bebitojoonie

I have to clarify it’s gonna be art, music and lgbtq centric so it’s not a bts blog or else id stay here

#thanks angels #sorry to dip and then come back like two years later and say im deleting but im a dumb motherfucker anyway

hi imma restart on a new blog with a new email and all that just cus it feels fresh and I’m all about that shit dm me if u wanna be mutuals on the new one and I’ll follow u!

Hi effie, did you removed the namjoon freestyle compilation on YouTube?

omg u guys noticed? im sorry i didnt realize ppl liked it so much!

Hi I just wanna say our big tiddie president Kim Namjoon is amazing and everyone who says anything remotely bad about him is wACK Thank you for coming to my tedtalk

#U said big tiddie ? Correct #ask

had to come back on here and share... y’all I had a dream last night namjoon and jimin got married? and i threw jimin a bachelor party but after the wedding? it was rly weird

#super random ????#anyway im heading in a church rn to become a godmother to my cousins daughter lmao super super random #love yall have beautiful wonderful days full of happiness and kindness #personal

zoeefthal

making a dissociative amnesia + assault survivor group chat - pls join

I’m newer to the illness and I’m looking to put together a support group where we can talk about our experiences and help each other!!! It’ll be on GroupMe. Message me and I’ll add u. 💞💞

#selfish to use this blog to promote my own personal post but #id like a support grouo

i used to have a fat crush on u djdbfbsnxnv

BRO WHAT !!! date me Im single and lonely

*weakly, in disbelief, I present this picture with a shaking hand*

y-yall he been..... working out..?

#im super out of thr loop but i know this pic didnt exist when i left so imma need someine to tell wtf is going on #broJITO WHAT THE FUCK LMAOOOOOOOOO #this is why im no longer on tumblr cus i look at namjoonie and idgaf about anyone else #why would i ever fall for anyone else u know #not healthy but DAMN MAKES ME MISS MY BOY

Effie where are you?

ugh I’m busy with school and tumblr was so stressful for me that I made it habit to not check here anymore but I wanna say hi more often

guys im high in class and accidentally opened up this acc while messing around on tumblr and like???? i miss yall rn damn like i love you guys youre the best and like maybe i should visit more often check on my sweet babes and bffs

#text #;alksdjfl #im like filled with hearts remembering how much i love everyone

also to all the people I haven’t answered, I hear you, and I wanna talk, but I also wanna retire this blog. please message me on @venezbruja and we can talk! 💘💘

You don’t stan namjoon anymore?

hi sorry I’m checked this blog for the first time in 100 years out of curiousity and I TOLD MYSELF I wouldn’t post here anymore but I gotta answer this !!!!

I LOVE namjoon. I love him so much it’s kinda pathetic lmaoo. But I’ve realized that my mental health wasn’t improving because he was my crutch and I used my love for him as an escape. I have a very addictive personality and he became an addiction. I realized that while I loved him I needed to distance myself so I could become a whole person. I’m still working on that — it’s gonna take a WHILE we got some shit to work on — and so while I love love LOVE this dude like crazy I had to stop being an active fan and focus on myself. Kinda like an alcoholic, while some people can be fans in moderation, I’m a fan in an unhealthy way; I use it to escape my problems and live in a fantasy world and not address my mental illness.

All that said he has an incredibly special place in my heart and while I managed to turn a good thing (stanning someone as wonderful as joonie) into a bad thing (obsessed) he also was the inspiration for my getting better. When I first discovered his music and became a fan his words and work inspired me to overcome my eating disorder. I got better because of him, but then I stopped getting better and started using him as a crutch. I want ALL the happiness in the world for him, ALL the success and beauty and wonder the world can give him because he deserves it. If someone asks, the answer is YES I love him and yes I’m a fan of him. But I can’t actively follow him anymore because I need to focus on myself.

I hope that answered it well. Sorry to ramble, I wanted to clarify that my love is grade A authentic obsessed dumb bitch and always will be... I just gotta do this because I deserve to learn how to live a whole life. Have a good day love and everyone reading this

#love to u all babes #gotta admit the hard shit to get better

hi if ur a beloved mutual and i unfollowed u pls lmk, it was an accident!! this blog has been put to rest (rip in peace) and im converting to witchblr like an absolute mainstream shit so like become my beloved mutuals with me there @venezbruja and verbally assault me like i deserve for unfollowing u

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