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; i’ve come online to say that i did move dean to a new blog for i found this one a giant mess and things seem to be lost on my end. same rules apply as before: longer drafts will be kept and verses will be kept. you are not obligated to follow me to the new blog. you do you. same url, new blog is → here.

becamelostarchive.

; i’ve come online to say that i did move dean to a new blog for i found this one a giant mess and things seem to be lost on my end. same rules apply as before: longer drafts will be kept and verses will be kept. you are not obligated to follow me to the new blog. you do you. same url, new blog is → here.

; i’ve come online to say that i did move dean to a new blog for i found this one a giant mess and things seem to be lost on my end. same rules apply as before: longer drafts will be kept and verses will be kept. you are not obligated to follow me to the new blog. you do you. same url, new blos is → here.

#PSA.#; makes this short and simple.#; i'll try to queue this to reblog.#; now i must disappear.

wnq-writers

You cannot judge me for the ways I chose to deal with my pain.

atelophobiaxx (via wnq-writers)

#&.┊❛ my mind is dark — ( musings. )#( queue. )

amal-albuloshia-deactivated2022

I told you…this would always happen in Detroit.

#&.┊❛ in my eyes there is doubt — ( dean winchester. )#( queue. )

righteousdaughter.

❛ y’just fell on y’er ass. bullshit. i’m callin’ bullshit. ❜

❛ i don’t really care. i feel fine, therefore ‘m fine. ❜

#righteousdaughter #; she's gonna stress him out i swaer.#; don't do this to my p aranoid son #&.┊v. take me home where the restless go — ( main verse. )

levi.

❛ it truly isn’t. it’s one of those things that makes me cringe if i’ve not got a name in a case… ❜

she wonders if maybe talking a little more level-headed and hunter will help. part of her worries that it might be a wrong move, but at the same time, it’s a risk she has to take. though, in hearing that he trusts her for the moment, that’s a good sign. now she just has to make sure that she doesn’t screw it up and lose that trust. levi’s fully aware of how fragile a thread of trust can be, and the last thing she needs is new enemies. a momentary pause is held, before she opts to speak again.

❛ i will do my best to not betray that trust. i’m not the biggest fan of making enemies. ❜

she hears that paranoia in his tone and feels bad for him; is there anything i can do to help? and while it’s not likely, she can still make the offer to help him along if he has somewhere to go, or just needs a reason to ignore that paranoia for a little bit. after all, two walking along together, is far better than one in combating paranoia. to a degree, she understands that pressure – it’s likely similar to the pressure she feels when she gets trapped in spaces with large crowds. it’s suffocating, in a way.

❛ i think it’s still something you can handle, truthfully. it might take a little more effort, but it can be done. if you’d like, i can walk with you for a while, and see if maybe that helps out too? it’s your call, honestly. i don’t want you to feel like you have to say yes. ❜

❛ there are times where ‘ve gotta refer t’ someone as john doe ‘cause they’ve failed t’ give a name. ❜

the deceased were a prime example for the use of john doe when nothing could identify them and there were many times dean had referred to people as john doe when he worked cases that the victims when not identified. taking in a deep breath, there’s a small nod of his head showing that he understands. enemies, they came naturally with the hunting lifestyle of his; hunters were going to be enemies and monsters were going to be enemies, and there wasn’t a damn thing he could do about that but to accept it.

❛ 'd say that almost everyone aren’t a big fan of makin’ enemies. ❜

a small shrug of his shoulders and he’s letting his eyes survey the area as the feeling of being watched began to wash over him, expecting to see something staring back at him from the shadows with the intention to strike him down and kill him. there are times when dean still wonders if being back on earth is just his imagination, that he’s still in purgatory fighting for his own survival kill or be killed, that seemed to be the only rule to exist there.

❛ th’ offer is nice, but ‘m pretty sure ‘m gonna head back t’ m’ motel room ... rest for a bit, if i can. ‘ve spent enough time outside already and i don’t want t’ stress myself out. ❜

#sweetheartsnark #; (▰˘◡˘▰)#; don't you just love dean? so paranoid so scared #; i am sad abt him goodbye. don't look at me.#&.┊v. take me home where the restless go — ( main verse. )