bed knobs and broomsticks

Allison. Taking life by the horns. This is me. “Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” -Dr. Seuss

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When does happiness kick back in?

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Quick Poll

What has made me harder cry harder in the past 48 hours:

A. My office’s AMEX expense report

B. My ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend going public

C. I stubbed my toe on the foot of bed

If you’re answer was D “I cried really fucking hard at all of them” you’re very correct good job. 

Ps. Hope you still have this pinned on your toolbar, fucker. 

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I still can't quite wrap my head around what changed and why it changed and why you didn't fight for me. I'd love to understand.

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Two steps forward and five steps back. 

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It’s hard to love someone so much and feel like you do everything you can to show that and then feel like you don’t receive that effort in return. 

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Life is getting so much better and with that so much harder and it makes my head spin and my heart hurt and my heart hurt and my head spin

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They say college is the best four years of your life, and I used to believe that, but I’m not sure I do anymore 

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It's amazing how we are able to feel so ridiculously happy and also so devastatingly sad all at the same time. I'm not ready for tomorrow. Please don't go.

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I used to be so happy here but now I don't think I've ever felt like such an outsider in my own social circle

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7 years

It’s incredible to look back at how far we’ve come. 

1 year ago, 2 years ago, 3 years ago, 4 years ago, 5 years ago, 6 years ago, 7 years ago

It took 7 years, but we made it. I always said if it was meant to be, it would be. We had miles and worlds and every odd against us, but here we are. I really don’t know how we did it, but I’m so happy it’s finally happening. 

Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for 7 years

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Sorry I’ve neglected you tumblr

But my boyfriend is coming to Chicago in 5 days and I’m just super fucking jazzed about it and wanted you to know 

We’ve finally come full circle :) 

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You love me and you want to be with me but you're seeing someone else.

Lol it's like the universe WANTS me to be miserable :)

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Being in love is not fun when the one you love is 2,020 miles away 

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I want to go home. 

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Get me out of here (my head)

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Telling someone you love them is hard Telling someone they need to not love you is harder I'm sorry

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