Welcome To My Destructive Life

**>Trigger Warning<** SW:220 CW:159 *GW: 205 (done) 195(done) 185 (Done) 165(Done) 155 (Done) GW:145 UGW:125Not looking for recovery help. Do not promote. This blog is for me to vent about my days. I change my CW stat as I lose weight. **Feel free to message me**

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It has been too long since I’ve seen my collar bones. Just proves my progress is showing off. I have much further to go, but this is a start.

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Insanely fucking gorgeous

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7 months and 65lbs down. Not stopping yet!

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If you see this and are just sitting, I want you to do a one minute plank. If you succeed give me 20 jump jacks. How do you feel knowing it took less than two mins to move towards your UGW? Reblog to get someone else moving.

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Reblog if you started worrying about the way you look before you were even 16.

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If you want thin you got to get it yourself. No one can do it for you. Do what you go to do, reach your goals.

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I don’t need your lectures. I don’t need you to tell me what I do is harmful. I fully fucking aware and don’t care. My profile is a trigger, don’t add me if you can’t handle it.

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Weight Progress

Stuck at 159 for a little while now, and it’s only my fault. Still on the track to losing it, better than being 210lbs. Not weighing myself until Friday. Looking forward to cleansing this crap out of my body with a fasting tomorrow. 

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Goal Weight

17 more pounds until I meet my 5th goal weight. 😒 Seems like it's never good enough.

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GW

I have now met my 4th GW. At least something is good today.

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I deal with hunger to reach my goals.

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Intake

Yesterday's Intake was 546 cals Today's intake: 393 546 is still too much 😒. Hope you all had a good day.

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Weight loss

Thank god I am down another 2lbs

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Binge Prevention Kit

-things to keep ready in case you feel like binging-

1. music + headphones 🎧 2. tumblr 💻 3. homework or a book 📚 4. Netflix 📺 5. lotion 👏🏼 6. water bottle 💦

7. tea bags (green for metabolism + mint for hunger) 🍵 8. games on your phone 📱 9. sugar free gum 🍬 10. an apple 🍏

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Nobody said it was easy... No one ever said it would be so hard

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Weight Loss

I have been MIA, but I have been going through some emotional inner self hatred. Ugh, only good thing is I am down 10lbs. 10 more and I'll be down to my next GW. I don't even know what my calorie intake is anymore. I know it's below 800, maybe even under 500. Hell I don't even know anymore. I know I will never be good enough until I loose all this weight, so I just have to keep pushing.