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Sarina Librium was inspired by my beautiful and amazing friend, Bree. Sarina is without a doubt an homage to her, with her confidence, her stature, her brilliance, and her ability to outshine even the brightest diamond in the room. As long as I’ve known Bree, she’s always been a supporting, loyal, and amazing friend. She’s truthful and doesn’t sugar coat things but she has a soft side she only shows her true friends, one that is all chipmunk voices and soft giggles. When I created Sarina, I always knew she had to live up to Bree’s beaming light. I hope I’ve done them both justice. With Bree being a Leo and Sarina being an Aquarius, their connection through creativity, visions, and ideas is overwhelming. They were always meant to be. I love you Bree.

Happy Birthday Breanna “Sarina” Librium!

#ok y'all need to remind me to do these for everyone's birthday i missed like 4 already and i'm tired of being an ugly friend #sarina #photoset

”Most people want to be happy. I just want to breathe.” [insp.]

#mateo

❝This was war. Cold and merciless

it’s what Lucifer had wanted

and I was going to give it to him.❞

#it was still so much better in my headineofubirwubfrwklbf!!!!!!!! !!!!!

“There was a spark of a familiar feeling there, the feeling of being young and careless, and it made me feel more alive than ever.”

#all #lmao wow rex is gonna be the worst yet can't wait :)))

“This wasn’t training or slamming a few swords together to make sparks, this was war.”

#all

“And this - this is the moment I knew what it felt like to lose everything I never had.”

#really was better in my head + I was too lazy with the clips so it looks LQ

“We were just kids who understood that we weren’t just that—kids.”

#all #wow i love pain #condrad was here :D

Bellator: Reimagined

“I looked around at all my friends. They were laughing and smiling despite their bruised and sweating faces. It reminded me of how odd it was that a war had managed to bring us all together. Some of us wouldn’t live, I hated to say it, but I had to be realistic. Some of us would bear more damage than before. But in that particular moment, we were alive and together. How could I ever ask for more?”

#all #when u recast in ur head and try not to die lmao #pics have captions of who is who but it should be easy to guess #damian stayed the same because sabes que? he's the only one that works

There was too much to be said about her and the fire behind her eyes, even when she herself said nothing at all. Ali was a quiet storm that hurled itself at people and destroyed everything she touched. They name hurricanes after people like her.

#ali #photoset #i..............love ali so much i g2g also i love shelley but ali is a woc i can't be fake anymore

Mateo knew many homes growing up. San Francisco during the summers when his parents longed to distract him. Caelum, a place he’d never seen but knew was home. Ali with her bright gray eyes, warm embraces, and the woods in Oakland Hills she loved so much. He’d made her home his own.

#i'm thinking of new casting i'm just thinking #don't kill me imma kill me first #photoset #mateo

Some never knew childhood, some never knew home, some never knew their mothers, some only knew alone. Some were fighters, others lovers, but mostly all were afraid. Some would never open their eyes and be themselves again.

#i..............g2g #bellator #photoset #all #u ever wanna die? lmao

Gideon was inspired by a very good friend of mine named Veronica. His wit, sarcastic, and overwhelming presence is just a small portion of what she’s like and I love that I could bring how I see her to life through him. She’s not a monster or evil but she’s intimidating and her persona alone can give off the wrong impression. The same applies to Gideon who is so often labeled psychotic and a monster. They’re both intelligent and fierce beings who protect their own and stand for what they believe in. Veronica is a Libra and Gideon is an Aquarius. It is often said that both signs hold a special bond and a sort of natural mental connection which only further proves my point. Gideon is my friend, my friend is Gideon. Today is her 21st birthday. Happy Birthday Veronica “Verideon” Librium.

#:))))))) nice #surprise lame i did it for u look at that coloring all for you lmao #gideon #photoset

“They’re not together anymore. Our mom, Margot, she was demon-born and raised under a noble name. Our father, Malachi, he was human-born and one of the best assassin’s you could hire. She saved him from Hades when he first arrived. She liked that he didn’t cry like the others being given their judgement and that his stillness made her insides squirm, so she vouched for him, and they let him go. They’d be stupid to not listen to a noble-woman and a Goddess at that. Our father may not be a great man but he was, in that moment at least, grateful. She fell in love with him, he loved the freedom she brought with her. They got married and after centuries of serving Lucifer, they had us. The only thing is that, they were never really all there. They were angry, bitter, and ruthless people that should’ve never gone together. They fought like crazy. Sometimes they took it out on us. Sometimes they fought themselves. I thought one day I’d wake up and they’d be dead. But they couldn’t stop or leave. It wasn’t romantic or love or any cliches people put on that sort of abuse, it was hell. One day, they just couldn’t do it anymore. Our father left and our mother cried, but it’s okay. They still talk and get together to see us. Sarina says there’s something unfinished there, something real. I think it’s just years of abuse and shattered hope. But no, they’re not together anymore.”

#an actual thing gideon says about his parents lmao goodbye #margot #malachi #gideon #sarina #gifset

“They were both strong and fierce but broken beyond belief. Sarina with her knives and arrows, her wit and charm, and her love of feeling bones breaking. It never mattered if they were hers or not, the pain always gave her a rush she could never explain. While Gideon was strong and a brutal fighter, he preferred attacking the mind, driving a person insane before ending them. They both loved men, they both loved women, but they loved each other most, always protecting each other no matter what. Perhaps it was their bond as twins. Alexia seemed to think it was because growing up in a home like theirs, full of excusable physical and mental abuse, they only had each other. So nights where Sarina lied awake after her night terrors always meant Gideon was right beside her. Days when Gideon couldn’t get a single word out out of nerves and fear, Sarina spoke for him. They were demi-gods meant for evil but under all of the open lips and bloody noses were two scared beings more human than not.”

#gideon #sarina #gifset #when u gotta try it out and it hurts lmao

They are Libriums, they are demons. Some days trusting them was questionable but you needed them anyway. They are your headache and your helping hand. And if you so much as looked at one of them the wrong way the other one would be ready to make your last hours regrettable. They are the twin, gods of war, and caring for anyone but themselves was a privilege.

#love daniel and emma but wanted to see these two ://////#and idk what i wrote i just put a bunch of bs