* 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅

You play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.

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[maidavika]

MAI DAVIKA HOORNE THE EMPRESS OF AYODHAYA ( 2024 )

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" 𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒊 𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 , 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 . "

{ mookda narinrak, 29, cis-woman, she/her } we are so glad to see you safe, MUSICIAN (SPY FOR EGYPT) NAIYANA SALITA of JAPAN! it’s dangerous out in the world these days, but i hear that you are PERSUASIVE and INDEPENDENT enough to handle it. just don’t let your ALOOFNESS bring you down! stay on your guard, because with your secret being at risk for exposure, you wouldn’t want everyone to find out THAT YOU ARE LIVING UNDER A NEW IDENTITY BECAUSE YOU'RE RUNNING AWAY FROM A CRIME YOU'VE COMITTED. 

⊰  𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 .

𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. naiyana rattanakosin salita 𝐚𝐠𝐞. 31 , september 13 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. bisexual 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: musician for japan/spy for egypt, formerly lady of thailand 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. mary crawley, evelyn hugo, emily gilmore 

𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒔. dutiful, loyal, persuasive, independent 𝒏𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒔.  insensitive, aloof, deceiving, sarcastic

⊰  𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲 . ( tw illness, murder )

☾ when naiyana opened her eyes, it seemed like the world had already turned its back to her.  she was supposed to be perfect. the firstborn sculpted into a pristine stature. but  weakness weighed down her fragile bones and even a muffled cry would not leave her throat. ☾ her childhood floats in a fog, alone. muted and fuzzy. most of her time was spent in bed, her sickness treated as an inconvenience to her duties, the expectations still the same. her father only ever spoke to her when he asked her about her studies, his eyes mostly clouded by disappointment anyway.  ☾ the doctors called it a miracle when her health improved, however, naiyana had always considered it a result of determination and perhaps an answer to her prayers. she was determined to prove that her birth wasn’t sheer luck but that she was born lucky. born to be more. ☾ she could barely catch her breath and recovering was not even a task to begin with.  her father, driven by greed, expected her to marry into a family with even a more worthy name than theirs.  yet, being tied by her illness somehow rendered her as odd. and any interest in her would erode within momentarily interest.   when speaking to others her age naiyana didn’t know what to say, sharing the same language of cruelty as her family did. she was blunt, insensitive and sometimes cruel but she didn’t know better. she was alone again. ☾ as she becomes older and wiser, she learns how to use her words, and  twist them to her advantage while keeping a facade made out of stone. and somehow she managed to secure a betrothal, and the day she married, for the first time in her life she felt free. not knowing that she’d never get more than only a taste of it. ☾ naivety had never been allowed to her but when she left, she’d allowed herself to succumb to it only once. all her life she’d thought that her father’s cruelty was to be blamed on her, that his edges wouldn’t soften but at least blunt. her sibling’s letter would tear that illusion from her hands and when they write naiyana about their father wanting to disown her sibling, hesitation succumbs to the love she has for her only sibling.  ☾ her father’s death was quick. and when he swallowed the poison she had given him, all she could think of was that he was as fragile as he always hated her to be. the next day she’d have been caught, if she hadn’t fleed.  ☾ naiyana would survive on her own again,  assuming a new identity and using her talent in music to bring her to places she’d never dreamed of despite her former wealth. in egypt she meets someone with enough power to ensure her safety in exchange for her being a spy. she agreed, knowing that she’d nothing to lose anyway.

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mookda มุกดา นรินทร์รักษ์ 💜

[free-my-mindd]

I really don’t 😂😂

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mortifying ordeal, etc. 🕊

(claire schwartz / coco mellors)

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STATION 19 | 5.17 The Road You Didn’t Take

[llovelymoonn]

you probably already did this already but could you do “regret of words left unsaid” XxX

khaled hosseini the kite runner \\ @ex-tenebris \\ traci brimhall our lady of the ruins: “requiem for the firstborn” \\ ?? \\ lana del ray cinnamon girl \\ @twinnedpeaks letter to the god without teeth \\ rainer maria rilke the selected poetry of rainer maria rilke: "fears" (tr. stephen mitchell) (via @liriostigre)

kofi

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There’s nothing behind my eyes.

SYLVIA (2003) dir. Christine Jeffs

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High Society (1956) dir. Charles Walters

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Catarina De Lurton in Deus Salve o Rei ↳ episode 104, scenes

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Catarina in furs (episode 6)

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BRUNA MARQUEZINE GIFS

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INNOCENT LIES (2022)