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hello bep1erfics im coming back here bc im still trying to find a way to cope 💔💔💔 it's been almost a week since THE DATE 💔💔💔
oh my god i’m late but broooooo im still sad
i can’t believe it’s over
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PLAYBOY - SHEN RICKY 🛹
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE QUIET GIRL GETS TANGLED IN THE SCHOOL HEARTTHROBS MESS?
CHAPTER 1:
noticing that the clock was ticking, you got up immediately from the warmth of your bed and dashed out the door once your uniform was on. it was the start of a new semester at school, and that meant that you had to fix up your sleep schedule before your next late arrival would have severe consequences. sitting with the popular guys & chics after school in detention.
in fact, the one guy you weren’t looking forward to seeing the most was ricky, the boy who had just transferred last year. although being new, he went by this exact motto; “new month, new girl”.
the tall blonde was a total womaniser, a jerk who caught the attention of majority of the female population at school. he was a total dickhead, you just couldn’t get why they were wooed by him. with his honey blonde hair and flashy clothes, the boy radiated one word you could come up with. spoilt.
before you got completely sidetracked by the thoughts of who could be in your class, you ran out the doors and felt the breeze catch up to you, making your skirt slightly fly up as havoc came when you tried to pull and straighten the dainty uniform that the school swore by.
“shit” you muttered, checking the time on your phone which gave you five minutes to make it into the school gates before you were considered being in serious trouble. being late on your first day back wasn’t the ordeal, making you want to avoid landing in detention as the popular guys would tease you, like they already did in class.
this gave you the extra motivation to work those legs and run as fast as you could.
so you did.
you ran for about two minutes before the golden gates of your school started to appear in your sight, giving yourself about a minute or two to catch your breath.
but, one thing caught you off guard. the boy in front of you had his backpack hanging on one arm. you couldn’t piece it together who it was, but it instantly reminded you of ricky.
“oh my GOD”
the tall blonde turned his head back, interlocking his sharp, judging gaze with your eyes as you stood there completely dumbfounded. why did you blurt that out? ricky’s icy glare made you feel small, so small that you could die in a ball right now. the humiliation you just experienced was on a whole other level.
suddenly, he walked towards you and smirked as he parted his cherry coated lips to talk to you.
“are you alright? you don’t have to stare at me like that you know. i don’t bite, princess”
leaving your cheeks flushed an embarrassing hue of red, mr. playboy ruffled your hair to annoy the heck out of you and walked off, acting like nothing ever happened between the two of you. that was his specialty, doing things to girls and then leaving you looking like a distant stranger once he milked the innocence out of them.
at first, you didn’t get why he caught most of the female gaze being a total womaniser, but now you understood. with those alluring eyes and sinister grin, it was enough to send your heart running a marathon. ultimately wanting more.
one problem.
now, your awkward encounter with the people whom you wanted to avoid most, it left you with one minute before the bell rang. rushing forward, the bell rang as you were left panting hysterically, forcing oxygen into your airways as a familiar sound matched your way. mrs. kim’s 5 inch heels.
“detention after school today, miss y/n. no buts or excuses. room 45.”
( sorry if it’s a little tacky!! i drafted this a while ago but i just wanted to get something out. it’s a remake of the old ff, lmk if you wanna be apart of the tag list)
happy new years!!! from me to you :) 🎈 🎊
hey guys! i haven’t been on tumblr for quite a while. how are you all? happy new year btw! i’ll try to upload something soon, keep an eye out :)
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would anyone still want me to continue the series “belong to the city” (ricky) ???? i need your opinion
also, i’m planning on rewriting the fanfic “playboy” 😭 I SAID I WAS GONNA REDO IT LIKE MONTHS AGO AND I FORGOT IM SO SORRY lmk if you’re interested
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would anyone still want me to continue the series “belong to the city” (ricky) ???? i need your opinion
hiiii welcome back!! can i request having a big argument with ricky and ignoring him for weeks (yn has a heart of steel 😓) before he finally walks up to you and starts crying in your chest begging you to forgive him? take your time iloveyouuuuuuu 💋💋💕
shen ricky - forgiven ⛅️
‼️ slightly suggestive, semi angst, happy ending
thank you for requesting! i havent property written in a while so the quality might not be there. nevertheless, enjoy reading :)
tossing and turning in your sheets, your puffy eyes felt heavy as tears started to tremble down your flushed cheeks, absorbing in the corners of your mouth where you could taste the saltiness. to your surprise, you had argued with your boyfriend, ricky, for the first time over something so petty. being upset that he ignored your existence for the whole duration of his friend’s party you tagged along to, your frustration got the best of you during the car ride home.
in silence, you crossed your arms and looked outside the dark, secluded area via the window. ricky knew you well enough to know that when you zipped your lips, something wasn’t right.
“baby, Is everything okay? what’s wrong?” he asked, while being soft spoken. ricky never raised his voice at you because he despised the people who treated their partners badly. this made his head spin as he didn’t quite realise why you were so upset. you’ve never acted like this before.
ricky being oblivious made you even angrier. the fact that he didn’t realise what he had done to cause you to shift into this state was like a sharp sting. suddenly, you raised your voice at him as you got out of the car, opening the door to his house to grab all your belongings. you were done with him.
shirts, photos, decorations magically appeared in your hands as you aimed them at ricky. after your fit, you finally got your things and left him behind as he begged you to not turn your back against him. being too angry to finally come to your senses that you had ruined a once loving relationship, your back turned against the boy you had been head over heels with. sometimes, you wished that you weren’t so hot-headed when it came to the stupidest things. however, what ricky did today made you furious.
you knew you were in the wrong and that he got in the midst of catching up with his friends, but it was too late to apologise. you had already made up your mind.
starting from today, speaking to ricky was not the ordeal. to be completely honest, you wanted to avoid him at all costs because you didn’t really know how to fully express the word sorry. so when the boy knocked on your door, you ignored him. when he came inside your room with flowers, you went outside and threw the bouquet in the bin. little did you know, this broke ricky's weak heart. what did he do wrong? he asked himself.
never once did you give in to his pleads, even though your heart told you otherwise.
as weeks had passed, you thought ricky would eventually take the hint that you didn’t wanna see him, and he did. in fact, he gave you space until he couldn’t take it anymore. so on a saturday night when your parents were out of town, he came crawling back to your feet.
you were getting ready to message ricky, but all of your messages got deleted as you frustratedly shut your phone and tossed it to the side.
“if only i wasn’t so harsh on him” you murmured into your pillow. as you had your little meltdown, you jump up in surprise as you hear a faint, but loud knock on your window.
“who’s there?”
streaks of blonde started to fly in the wind as you tried to contain your laughter. ricky, who was literally floating in the air hanging onto your window, was panting like he had just ran a marathon.
reluctantly, you let him in because you felt a little bad he did this all for you. within a second of climbing through the glass, ricky leaps into your arms and your whole body freezes.
his desperate hug felt like the warmth of the sun on a cool, winter day. he brought the light back in your eyes after what had seemed like years with no contact.
“i missed you so much, angel. i know you’re sick of me but i don’t think i can sleep tonight without checking up on you. i’m sorry for waiting this lon-“
not letting him finish his apology, you cupped his face and pressed your lips against his rose tinted, delicate lips. observing his glistening eyes, your heart softened as his tears were threatening to fall. with your hand still on his cheeks, you could tell that he lost a bit of weight.
“it’s not your fault. i’m sorry for ignoring you because i was mad that you weren’t paying me attention, but i realised how selfish i acted. i missed you too, ricky”
your voice broke as you embraced ricky tightly, reassuring the poor boy that you weren’t mad anymore and that it wasn’t his fault. he caressed your head and kissed your temples, repeating sorry all over again while he trailed his pecks all over your face to make up for the time you’ve spent away from eachother.
“i couldn’t stop thinking about you. don’t shut me out again, please.”
the neediness in his voice was heavier than you could imagine. leaving faint marks on your neck, you didn’t know what to expect next. like a lion targeting his prey, he picked you up with ease and gently placed you on the bed, locking your gaze as the hunger in his movements gave you butterflies to the pit of your stomach.
that morning, you woke up to the face of the one and truly person you cared about. smiling, you tuck the front strands of his hair behind his ears. closing your eyes, you drifted back to sleep with relief, knowing you were safe in the presence of your knight in shining amour.
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sitting in jiung’s room while he’s busy producing ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
12:52 am:
- as you haven’t spent much time with jiung due to him being busy finalising his solo, you decided to drop by the company and sit in his presence even though you knew there would be no catching up as he had piles of tasks to complete.
- sighing, you take a glance at your boyfriend who had his eyes glued to the monitor that consisted of many beats and programs, but your eyes started to shut as the drowsiness took over your body.
- you rest your head on the arm of the couch and flutter your eyelids before your vision turns black. was it a good idea to drop by in the first place?
- adding the final touches, jiung takes his headphones off and turns around, expecting you to be sitting there playing on your phone, but to his surprise you were fast asleep.
“y/n? baby? do you wanna listen to the song i made?”
- giving up, he got up and admired your sleeping face. you were so beautiful, the most precious thing in life.
- taking another minute to give you one more ounce of sleep, he cups your face and gently kisses your nose, causing your eyes to open wide.
- jiung always appreciated the effort you would put into your relationship which is why you’ve made it this far. he liked how you were accepting of his busy schedule and always promised to make time for you, even though it was hard to fit in his jam packed life.
- smiling, jiung picks you up while you rest your tired neck on his shoulders, wanting to say the words “i miss you”.
“i’m sorry you had to wait so long for me to finish. let’s get you home, shall we?”
- jiung lifts your body up with ease and carry’s you outside to his car, where he fully takes care of you by putting your seatbelt on and making sure you were comfortable.
- the ride back home was silent, but it felt soothing as you realised jiung was the one person next to you.
- making it back to your shared apartment, jiung takes off your shoes and places you on the bed like you were worth a million bucks.
let’s just say, you spent the rest of your night together cuddling, making up for the lost time. days like these were the ones you both cherished most, even if they were hectic due to jiungs schedule.
“i promise i’ll make it up to you tomorrow”
jiung whispers, holding you to his chest.
you start telling him it’s okay, but then he puts his hands over your mouth.
“no no’s and buts. i’ve got the day off tomorrow and i’d rather spend it with you than rest, my chocochip”
his corny nickname makes you smile a little, making the corners of his mouth rise as he notices.
“alright, i love you”
“i love you too”
read pt.2 here!! >
with the last three words, you both fell asleep knowing that you would spend the next 24 hours together, downing in the inseparable love you had for eachother
no cuz its still so funny to me u still use bepler (i luv it sm)
I WAS GONNA CHANGE IT BUT LIKE… it’s lowkey iconic idk
🔒 SQR - BELONG TO THE CITY
“ANGEL MEETS DEVIL”
SYNOPSIS: SHEN QUANRUI, LEADER OF THE INFAMOUS GANG “DARKNESS” LURKS BEYOND THE STREETS OF ZEROBASE. WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ACCIDENTALLY STEP INSIDE HIS TERRITORY?
! GANG AU, MENTIONS OF VIOLENCE
THE FIRST CHAPTER: WELCOME TO ZEROBASE
waking up from your deep slumber, your throbbing head started to pound as you came to the realisation that it was in fact not a dream. you really had been abducted. tossing around in the chair you were completely intact to, the alluring darkness peeked through your mind as it pondered the thought of where you were being held hostage. suddenly, the sound of the door opening echoed throughout the room as footsteps were headed towards your body.
“take her in,” a deep voice groaned.
you tried to fight back as the group of men carried you upstairs to another room. their tight grip had left you no choice but to stay straight as moving your body would do more harm than good. with no voice to scream, you had to contain your energy as you knew nothing would help get you out. giving up, you accepted your fate of possibly dying. a train of thoughts gathered and piled as your anxiety got the best of you.
“what are they gonna do to me?” you wondered.
as the men carried you towards another room, you came to the realisation that the rumour was true. was zerobase really a place full of danger? were you darkness’s next target?
the door to the room busted open as the men carrying you seconds ago immediately lost their grip and threw you to the ground where you begged for mercy.
“untie her and let her speak before we put her six-feet under.”
as your vision was filled with tears, you couldn’t put the picture of the man giving his men orders in your mind. but, his soft voice sent shivers down your spine. It was rather comforting, like honey to soothe the pain you’ve been holding up.
his men untied the ropes around your wrists and ripped the tape off as you gasped for air.
“who are you? what are you gonna do to me?”
your voice broke out as you tried to keep your tears from spilling out, but you couldn't hide your true emotions. the tall blonde tilted your chin up and analysed your face. as if he was mad, he kicked the nearest object behind you and walked back to his desk where he slammed his fists on the table.
“it’s not the right one, you caught the f*cking wrong girl. one more mistake and eventually this bullet will go right through each and every one of your brains.”
with one hand, he loaded the gun he kept on his waistline with exactly five bullets.
his intimidating eyes glared right into yours as you pleaded for a stroke of luck that they would let you go..
“please don’t kill me, I’ll do anything. Please, I don’t wanna die.”
quanrui didn’t usually have a soft spot, but when he looked at your desperate self, something changed. he felt a sense of remorse for you, and his chest pounded with deep misery.
sighing, he sat back down on his chair and crossed his arms.
“take her back to the basement, i’ll figure out what use this girl can be to us.”
“but sir-”
“shut the f*ck up and take her back to the basement. listen to my orders.”
the four men scurried out the door, scared of what their boss would do to them if they tried to speak another word. you got dragged back to the basement where they tied you to the chair and left you there, in the darkness.
for what felt like hours, the light never emitted from the door as you patiently waited for your downfall. if he wasn’t gonna kill you, what would he do with you? if you were being quite frank, you would’ve rather let him end your life instead of anticipating his next move on how he was gonna ruin your life.
staring into space out of boredom, the door finally opened and the tall blonde steps inside. his shoes clank to the cement floor as you gulped down the saliva in your throat, leaving your mouth dry. looking at the blonde with your swollen eyes, he pulls a chair and sits on the opposite side from where you were chained down.
the ice in his gaze left you speechless as his eyebrows furrowed while making eye contact with you.
you didn't want to admit it, but his facial features were so soft yet sharp. not only was he extremely intimidating, you couldn't help but admit he was indeed attractive. the pulled-back hair exposed his forehead which blended his features together.
as his lips pulled up into a smirk, he broke the silence by parting his lips, giving you a taste of his mischievous grin.
"i'll let you go. but on one condition. you'll have to pretend to be my girlfriend."
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🔒 SQR - BELONG TO THE CITY
“ANGEL MEETS DEVIL”
SYNOPSIS: SHEN QUANRUI, LEADER OF THE INFAMOUS GANG ‘DARKNESS’ LURKS BEYOND THE STREETS OF ZEROBASE. WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ACCIDENTALLY STEP INSIDE HIS TERRITORY ?
! GANG AU, MENTIONS OF VIOLENCE
THE PROLOGUE: ENTERING THE DEVIL’S LAIR
walking home from your night shift job as a convenience store worker, the dark alleyways and shadows were quite the opposite of what you presumed this city would be. graduating highschool with flying colours, you decided it would be best to move out of your small town and to settle at zerobase, where you would continue your studies to become a doctor at one of the best ivy league schools in the country.
it wasn’t until after you moved to zerobase that you found out there were a few gangs that often got rid of people they didn’t like. the most terrifying group were the ones that called themselves “darkness”. they were a gang that had been around for some time and were composed of 8 men and their leader, the mastermind of all their attacks. although you weren’t scared of them at all and thought that gangs were childish, rumours have been going around that they strike their victims at midnight.
to keep your income stable, you had to work hard or else you would have to get sent back home and spend your youth in deep disparity. your family never treated you well despite you getting perfect exam scores. everytime, they would always tell you to do better. one of the reasons why you decided to become a doctor was to cure that aching pain in your heart, even though you knew it was incurable. a broken heart could never be replaced.
getting lost in your tracks, you realised you were completely lost. as you’ve only started living at zerobase for a few weeks, your sense of direction was still off.
sh*t!
a dark silhouette creeps up behind your figure as you panicked. where on earth were you supposed to run? you weren’t familiar with the the city at all. instead, you trusted that your instincts would lead you to somewhere safe. hearing the footsteps behind, you decided to run towards the left of the street, praying that the broken lights would keep you masked from the person following you.
running towards the dark alleyways, you held your breath so that the person following you wouldn’t realise that you were hiding behind the car. little did you know, you fell right into his trap.
“gotcha”
a pair of arms tied a black cloth over your mouth that seemed to be laced with a drug that instantly made you drowsy. your heart raced, wondering if this was the last bit of oxygen you were gonna gonna breathe. was your life really gonna end this way? there were many things you wanted to accomplish before vanishing away. suddenly, your eyes shut due to the immense pressure on your body.
welcome. you’ve just entered the devil’s lair.
READ THE FIRST CHAPTER HERE
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waking you up with a kiss - ft. zhanghao & ricky (c-line)
hariboz !
zhanghao:
- early in the morning, zhanghao would always be the first one to wake up
- since you were a deep sleeper, you would literally still lay like a dead fish even if zhanghao rocked up with his loud vocals
- zhanghao was scared of nudging you because it would hurt, so he resorted to planting a million kisses scattered all over your face
his warm, rose-tinted lips started to kiss you from your forehead to your nose, cheeks and lucky last, your lips. the warmth and strange feeling made your eyes flutter open.
seeing you toss and turn from the ticklish sensation made zhanghao giggle softly.
zhanghao’s smile instantly made your cheeks red, filling you up with serotonin.
“goodmorning, did you have a good nights rest? wait here, i’ll go make you breakfast, sleepy head” 🎀
zhanghao gave you one last kiss before he scurried off to make you breakfast. little did he know, he left your heart racing, urging for more 💗
ricky:
- being a light sleeper, it was easy for a birds chirp or a small snore to disrupt ricky’s sleep
- prior to meeting you, he actually had trouble waking up and was a sleepaholic
- in this case, your light snores caused ricky to jerk up from the bed. today was saturday, so he thought he would let you sleep in a little
- suddenly, he remembered that you two had a date planned today. ricky wanted to wake you up, but didn’t know how.
“princess, wake up”
- ricky tapped on your shoulder, but it was no use. you were completely blacked out due to being so tired, so absolutely NOTHING was gonna wake you up
ricky laid on top of you and started giving your bare face light kisses, embracing you. he traced his fingers around your nose and soft features, admiring your natural beauty.
“baby, wake up please”
- his soft-spoken voice wasn’t enough to wake your dreaming a$$ up
contemplating if he should do it, he realised that you were his girlfriend.
- he smashed his lips onto yours, making you jolt up in surprise. let’s just say, you gave him a huge beating after that for waking you up… even though 8 hours ago you asked him to so you wouldn’t be late to your date !
how would zb1 help you while studying for your exams- hyungline 🤍
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zhanghao:
looking at your distressed face, zhanghao could tell that you needed some words of encouragement as studying for exams wasn’t the most ideal thing to be doing on your precious weekend.
- he would come over to check up on your often, rubbing your back and reassured you, as you were anxious about your exams
- if he could, he would help you note things down and told you key facts/information on the subject(s) you were studying for
- at the end of your study session, zhanghao would prepare a hot chocolate and put on your favourite movies, letting you rest your head on his chest
hanbin:
as hanbin was helping out at his mom’s café, you decided to tag along as your exams were in two days. that way the calming atmosphere would help you concentrate more than you would at home
- unpacking your bags, hanbin places a cappuccino on on your desk, giving you the biggest & flashiest smile you could dream of
- as you started to unwind, your hands started to shake due to being overwhelmed by the amount of assignments you had to catch up on while still having to study for your upcoming exams
- keeping a close eye on you, hanbin walks over and puts his arm around your shoulders, asking if you were okay
- in the end, hanbin ended up spending majority of his time helping you study. even though he was by your side hanbin still helped out at the café, serving customers which made your day a little brighter
matthew:
“what’s wrong babe”
- matthew tried telling you about his crazy stories for the 50th time but you’ve just had it. usually you weren’t this grumpy, but the stress from studying finally got to you.
- “can you shut up for a second? i’m busy, leave me alone” you respond, harshly. buying your tongue, you realised you had hurt him deeply as his eyes turned downwards and left the room, shutting the door behind him.
- after your small argument with matthew, you lost focus even more after overthinking the whole situation once again, screwing your relationship up. one flaw you had was you always took your anger and stress out on people which is what you needed to work on.
- sighing, you stood up from your study spot and found matthew looking anxious on the couch. to make things right again, you immediately apologised and hugged matthew tightly, telling him you were just overwhelmed from studying.
- he then walked with you to your room where he gladly volunteered to help you. but, instead of helping you he literally doodled random pokémon on your papers…
jiwoong:
“ahh i know this one”
- jiwoong and yourself sat down, trying to figure out the answer to this stupid question you’ve been working on for what seemed like hours. jiwoong tried his hardest, but he would just mention that he ‘knew’ the answer but was in fact struggling as hard as you were.
- you two eventually gave up and moved on to the next answers until you took a break and spread yourself out on the couch, pigging out. little did you know, you fell asleep right away after being so exhausted for hours.
- jiwoong smiled at your restless body, kissing your forehead before deciding to move you upstairs to your shared bedroom. with his strong + muscular build, he grabbed you and carried your body up the stairs with ease.
- let’s just say, this study session turned out to be a 5 hour nap as jiwoong plopped himself on the other side of the bed, falling fast asleep. what a productive evening.
shen ricky - over me (5)
special chapter
(it’s been so long since i last updated but enjoy. p.s, it’s a little short bc it’s just a silly little conclusion..)
outside, the snow starts to gently pile up on the windows. before you knew it, weeks had passed since the accident that left you laying on the hospital bed, silently recovering.
wondering to yourself, what exactly happened? memories started to vanish. each time you tried your hardest to remember, an aching migraine left your mind blank.
but, something started to linger throughout your thoughts as a man showed up daily at your hospital ward, visiting you & leaving behind little gifts and stories to try and get your brain moving.
It was useless as everything about the incident made you even more confused. although you didn’t know the man, he seemed familiar.
a rush of guilt fills up your body as you knew this guy was a big person in your life. he tried his best to keep a smile on his face, but you could see the sadness hidden behind his eyes.
today was the day you were finally getting discharged from the hospital. the doctors had run plenty of tests, telling you to keep it easy and to not overwork yourself.
grabbing all your belongings, you made your exit out of the hospital ward.
after being inside for so long, the winter breeze made you feel uneasy so you decided to take a little stroll to the local café.
sitting down, you sighed as you placed your bags on the ground, taking a seat near the window at the back of the café.
just as you were about to doze off, a young man holding the café menu marched towards you cutely with a little grin on his face.
“welcome, what can i get for you today?” he asks.
analysing the giggly boy, he seemed to be about your age. glancing at him name tag, you discovered his name was hanbin. he was pretty cute.
you weren’t much of a coffee person, but the strawberry milk sounded refreshing, as if it had a significance towards you.
“i’d like the strawberry milk please. that’s all.”
you tried to give him a friendly smile, but your mind was spinning round and round.
not long after, hanbin comes back with your drink and places it on the table.
“enjoy!”
the cheery boy smiles, watching as your face turned from a frown to an upwards curve after taking a sip of the strawberry milk.
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as ricky walked past the window, he couldn’t help but put on a smile, even though his heart felt enraged inside. a part of him regrets never apologising for his wrongs, but he didn’t want to bring back all the pain he caused you.
taking another glance, ricky turns back, mentally agreeing to letting you go for good.
you were now part of his past, but a part of him still wants you back in his arms.