I - Can’t Tame Her - Fabio Quartararo
summary: you and fabio had been friends in teen years. what's gonna happened when your relation when two of you will meet after years without contact
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Don't need no one, she can dance on her own
Club is closin', but she ain't goin' home
You and Fabio have been friends for years. When he was chasing his dreams and career in MotoGP, you was quietly sitting at home. This is how you ways split up. Too focused in your own business, both of you haven’t had time to keep up with your friendship. You was heartbroken because you was in love with him. The day he left, you wanted to focus on yourself and not a guy, who haven’t cared about you. When Fabio finally achieved his dream of being a world champion, he decided to reach to you. To his surprise, he hasn’t expected to hear that you became life of a party. He remembered you as a shy person who hated partying. Nevertheless, he called you and wanted to meet up. On the beginning, you didn’t wanted see him because of the way he prioritizes his career over you but your feelings won. You had one condition, this have to be a meeting in club and not in restaurant.
No, you can't tame the girl
'Cause she runs her own world
Saturday’s night came really fast. You was terrified of this meeting because you didn’t wanted to be hurt again by the same guy again. Fabio also had his doubts. Do you even want to see him? Maybe you are doing this because you feel pity for him? He came to the club really fast and that was the bad idea. He was sitting all anxious waiting for you to arrive but you have been late. When he lost all of his hope, you finally showed up. the moment he saw you, he couldn’t believe it’s you. You looked so different but still so beautiful if not better. All he wanted is to run and kiss you but he knew, he would cross the line. He had feelings for you for years and that’s why, he decided to cut you off his life, not to hurt you during his absence. You came to him and started the conversation since he was still in shock.
Fabio: Hi, wow, you’ve changed so much.
You: Yeah, when you left, I decided to focus on myself since I was here alone.
These words hurted Fabio. He felt guilty for your change. You changed positively but this still hurted him that he was the reason. When you saw how his face changed, you started to explain him this.
You: No, don’t feel bad for it. I mean it worked pretty good for both of us. I became more open and confident and you achieved your dreams. It’s a win-win situation for both of us.
Fabio: You have a point but still, you shouldn’t change your whole look and attitude only because I left.
Now, you started to be a little bit mad at him. You felt like he blames you for being out-going and self-empowerment. That’s why, you decided to go for a drink because you didn’t wanted to argue with him. You swallowed what he have told you and acted like it haven’t hurted you.
Can't tame her magic energy
She's so magnetic, pulls you in every time
When you left to go to the bar, Fabio started to think about you two. He loved you but you really changed. He was torn if he liked this change. He fell in love with you when you were all shy but now… you were way different. He was watching you all the time when you was at the bar and couldn’t believe in his eyes. You were openly flirting with a bartender. He shouldn’t feel jealous because you two weren’t dating but he still felt this way. When you finally came back to him, he started to ask you questions.
Fabio: Did you decided to meet here just to flirt with others?
You: No, I just feel safer here than in restaurant. That’s all.
Fabio: Wait… You don’t feel safe with me?
You: Well, you left me to focus on your career. You throw me away like I was nothing to you.
Fabio: That’s bullshit and you know it.
You hurted his ego. Those words you said cut his heart. He knew, he treated you wrongly in your teen years but he haven’t got a clue that this hurted you that much. You started to feel bad for what you said when you saw how his eyes are losing the stars. At the other hand, you said truth to him.
And you can't change her, can't blame her
You two hurted each other. The meeting that supposed be a nice night turned into nightmare for both of us. Two of you were looking at each other without saying anything. When Fabio finally decided to speak.
Fabio: Look, I’m sorry that I hurted you this way. I didn’t know this would affect you that much. I haven’t thrown you like you were nothing for me. I just… I just didn’t wanted to hurt you when I was gone.
You: So your genius idea was to cut me off so I won’t be hurt that you are gone? You are incredible Quartararo.
He wanted to say truth to you about his feelings to you but he was scared. When you saw that he has nothing to say, you spoken.
You: This whole reunion was a bad idea. I should get going home. Nice to see you and good luck in new season I guess.
He couldn’t let you leave so he finally said.
Fabio: I love you. I always loved you. The real reason why I left is because I love you so much and I didn’t wanted to have you on long distance. I know that you haven’t had a feelings for me so that was the best i could think of.
You: For your information, I loved you. I had feelings for you but as always you look only after yourself. Maybe it’s better that you left me. At least, you saved me a heartbreak.
You: Yes Fabio but this whole night proved me, that I should stick with myself. Good luck in your life.
You left with tears running from your eyes. He loves you? Maybe you shouldn’t be so hard on him? You started to question yourself and your friendship with Fabio but now was too late to rescue anything. The best you could do was to send him a text.
I’m sorry for what I said. I loved you for real but now, all I can do is to be friends with you. I don’t want to hurt you but I know that I don’t have any feelings for you. I want to focus on myself. Forgive me.
Fabio felt his heart broke into thousand of pieces but he respected your decision. You became friends once again but Fabio wanted to believe that in couple of months, you two become a couple. He knows that you are worth the waiting.
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