Bethany Morris

"People only see what I want them to see so I smile with amusement when they start to think that they know me because they really have no idea the woman that lies within."

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You guys deserve to be happy together with everything you have both been through. I also want to see my brother get married because I never thought it would happen.

I never thought I’d be this ready to get married.

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Holy – tomorrow?

Tomorrow.

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You blew a damn whistle to make sure you feel safe! I’m just saying what I would do if it were me. Well what else would you talk to me about? It’s not like we really converse anymore.

I can’t spend every waking moment with someone to feel safe. Life does not work like that. Then maybe make an effort?

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Okay, just let me know. I’m excited for you and excited to help.

I’m glad you’re excited for us.

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Uhm, if your stalker abusive ex boyfriend is around and alive than I wouldn’t leave you alone. I’d hire you a fucking body guard. But you know, to each boyfriend to his own, oh wait, sorry, fiance.

I -- why is that even important right now? Why does our time together always have to be about this?

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I know you love me a lot, but it’s always nice to be reminded of how much you love me.

I love you so much that I want to marry you like -- tomorrow.

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Did you ever fall out of love with him? Just tell me what you need me to do and I’ll do it.

No, I just fell deeper. I’ll talk to Kyle to see when he wants to push the wedding to and then I’ll get back to you.

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Okay, well you can’t be left alone anymore. Where’s your boy?

I told you that we don’t spend every second together.

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A quick kiss? You got it, baby girl.

Do you know how much I love you?

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Why haven’t you gotten a restraining order?

I have but it’s just a piece of paper to him. He gets away with it every time.

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Awe, that’s actually really sweet. See, you can get through this. If you plan it to be sooner and need help with anything just let me know. I like weddings.

Falling in love with him again through this painful process has made it a lot less painful. I would love your help.

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Can I at least hold your hand? What is it?

I would love for you to hold my hand. I need a quick kiss from you and I need you to keep calling me baby girl.

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Oh really? Why? And when?

Because I just remember thinking about him of all things while being hit. And just thinking that I have someone I need to make it home to and spend forever with got me through being attacked again. When -- I don’t know yet.

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Cuddling wouldn’t be a bad thing…But I’ll get you the heating pad and I’ll rub your back. Anything else, baby girl?

Cuddling is only bad when you’re as stiff as I am right now. Just one more thing -- or maybe two.

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I-what? Who what?

I dated him before Kyle and he has never taken me choosing Kyle over him well. He keeps coming after me.

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Then you’re family.

I was thinking about pushing up the wedding date.

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I’m sorry – I just don’t want to hurt you, but I’ll sit on the bed with you. Do you need anything though? Like a back rub or ice?

Thank you. Can I have a back rub and the heating pad? Ice is going to make me cold and cold makes me want to cuddle.