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idk what to title this... but wren reminding you again i guess

please don't give up on shifting. i promise you with everything in me.. it's real. i swear on everything i have , everything i am. shifting is REAL. take a break if you need to. go focus on your cr for a bit ( i always say this ) . live your life here , take care of yourself , rest. but don't give up completely. because it's real. it's so worth it.

i'm not saying this because some big blogger said it or because i'm trying to live in the end for followers or notes. i'm not copying what everyone else says. i'm saying this because i experienced it myself. i lived it. i felt it with my own consciousness plus shifting awareness and now i can't shut up about it because you NEED to know. you're not wasting your time. not crazy. or delusional like people say. this is real and it's actually possible and you CAN do it.

you know i used to send anon asks to @frmdiningtsble's before i even made this account. i wasn't sure if shifting was real back then and if you'd asked me before september 3rd if shifting was real , i would've said no but now? i can tell you with complete certainty that it's real.

some of you already know but i had really bad thanatophobia since i was a kid. like the kind that took over everything. i spent almost ten - eleven years having panic attacks about death. laying in bed at night unable to sleep because i was so scared. my heart would race and i couldn't calm down. i tried therapy. medication. i tried everything and nothing worked. i was just tired all the time. tired of being afraid of something i couldn't stop or control until i found shifting.

things started changing after that. the fear started going away bit by bit. i could actually sleep at night. and when i shifted for the first time i cried. i still cry thinking about it because it was like everything finally made sense. if shifting wasn't real then tell me why my thanatophobia just disappeared like that. a fear that controlled ten to eleven years of my life. that nothing could fix. and then i shift ONE time and suddenly it's just... gone? make it make sense. the thing that ruined years of my life just. wasn't real the way i thought it was. imagine that. being terrified of something your whole entire life and then finding out it wasn't the end you thought it was. that's why shifting didn't just make me realize there are different lives but.. it also gave me my current life back.

i'm not good at shifting though. like i really struggle still. i haven't been able to shift in two weeks. most nights i don't shift. i'm not constantly in my dr or anything like that. i'm still here trying to figure it out just like you but i know it's real now. that's the difference. i experienced it myself. i can't unknow that. no matter how many times i fail or how long it takes.. i already know the truth.

so even when you're exhausted or you're starting to doubt everything.. just hold on a little longer my love. it's worth it. even if it takes way longer than you wanted. even if right now it feels impossible. take breaks if you need to. go live your CR life for a bit. hang out with friends. do things that make you happy here. take care of yourself. ( even if your circumstances are really hard right now, at least try bit by bit.) like i said in my earlier posts shifting will still be there when you come back. you don't need to be perfect at this.

just don't completely give up because one day you're gonna shift and you'll get it. all those nights you failed and all the times you wanted to quit.. it'll finally click. IT HAS TO. you'll experience it yourself and nobody will be able to tell you it's not real because you'll KNOW. you won't care if someone's is lying or exposed anymore then.

IT'S REAL AND YESS YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE. i'm giving you the biggest hug right now. i love you. i love you so much. (ofc in a healthy way lmao but) i'm so proud of you. even on the days you feel like you're failing , i'm proud. you all are gonna make it home and i can't wait to see everyone's success post. until then remember , you're not doing this alone. we all are going to succeed idc what anyone says..we will make it home soon !!!

scarsverse

you’re not scripting, you’re remembering

you’re not learning, you’re remembering

you’re not daydreaming, you’re remembering

you’re not thinking, you're remembering

you’re not manifesting, you’re remembering

you are not shifting—you are remembering

cloverapple

May I ask - I so understand and resonate with all is awareness. I’ve experienced that stillness where nothing lacks. I just wanted to ask then, the difference of being aware of a reality v observing it. For example you said u may be aware u failed a test in a reality, but you’re not observing that reality. So then, what is observing? What do u mean by that? I would love to know your explanation of it! It’d be very helpful 🌟

Being aware of a reality = Noticing and acknowledging it exists. You know it’s there, you know it’s possible, and you recognize it, but you’re not “interacting” with it in a deeper sense. Kinda like how you’re aware of a reality where it could start raining in an hour, even though it’s completely sunny outside, but you think “nah, that’ll never happen because it’ll stay sunny.”

*You thinking it’ll stay sunny is observing your desired outcome.

Observing a reality = when your attention and intention is actively on it, like you’re watching it unfold moment by moment in your thoughts, rationalizing how it could be possible, overall just engaging with it in your mind. Observing means your awareness is “focused” there, not just passively knowing it exists.

It’s looking at the sunny day you’re experiencing right now, and wanting it to rain. So now, not only are you aware of the reality where it starts to rain, but you begin to observe it. You visualize it starting to rain, you think about what you’d do if it started raining,, you notice how it’s not just sunny— but also humid. And humidity usually equals rain. ... And then it starts raining lol.