My Life.

If God brings you to it, He knows you'll get through it.

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Where to begin?

Some things you looked passed because its something you have zero control over. I've looked passed a certain aspect of someones life for awhile now and its starting to show up as things get more serious. I've never had to experience such a thing since I never thought I would. So I'm taking it day by day and thinking maybe it wont effect me. Sadly, its effects me almost every day.

I'm afraid that I will never be good enough. Maybe they already gave their heart away and will never truly have it all back to love me unconditionally. Yes it scares the helll out of me. Should it effect me like it does..or..should I be more worried about it? So many questions and so little answers. I guess its something in which I will have to live through and find my own answers.

Hopefully, things will change and maybe he will love me as much or more then he ever did her. I love him so much and would honest marry him this day if I was in the right time of my life.

Gotta live life I guess. 

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Mayday Parade concert in Cincinnati was nothing short of interesting. Ha. lets start with the roller coaster ride on Friday. I went from having the one thing that I wanted most to having it on the tip of my fingers. I almost lost the best thing in my life. Thankfully, through the whole situation...I still have the one I love.

I've gotta say thank you to Bryant for being there for me as I suddenly passed out at the concert. If it wasn't for him I could have been seriously hurt. Thanks to tiff as well. :) I'm so lucky to have the people I do in my life. They are simply amazing!

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Have you ever questioned your morals? What is truly right and wrong? Who makes the ultimate decision?

This is something that has recently been on my mind. I live each day for the Lord but sometimes there is points where you have to make your own decisions. For instance, how far is too far when trying to witness? Can you do something you feel wrong in order to witness to that person later? So many questions and so few answers.

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Big Blue Madness is tomorrow and I'm missing out. :(

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Biology

Well, I'm sitting in biology in which I can't focus one bit. Today my goal of graduating in three years instead of four is becoming a little more realistic. Being able to graduate soon gives me the opportunity of saving 30,000 bucks. It may cost me this summer but it will be worth it. It's a step closer to achieving my dream.

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Trusting isn't easy.

Learning to trust again may be one of the hardest things I have had to do. It's comes second only behind letting go. My trust issues are one of my many flaws in which is hard to overcome. I'm getting better with help from friends and slowing building trust with BD. He is showing me that there really is a still a guy left to treat me as if I'm the only one. I love him to death already. Anyways, I'll quit rambling about my issues. Peace. :)

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Finally found that perfect someone. He makes me smile each and everyday. He is honestly the most amazing guy I could have ever met. Thank you God for leading me to him unexpectedly.

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The life I once loved.