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3 times Peter Kavinsky felt things-To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

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To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018) dir. Susan Johnson

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To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before + Lara Jean making Peter smile

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So love and dating… I love to read about it, and it’s fun to write about and think about in my head. But when it’s real… What, it’s scary? Yeah. Why is it scary? ‘Cause the more people you let into your life… the more that they can just walk right out. Lana Condor as Lara Jean Covey in To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

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he was already so in love with her up to this point and his face when he realizes that she doesn’t feel the same way… I REALLY FELT THAT.

it’s funny, isn’t it. how you can be so likeable to a person, but that said person is only capable of hurting you.

why do you keep doing this. is this your way of trying to talk to me indirectly. do you not understand how much i DON’T want to see or hear from you anymore.

it’s been a year since we had closure. you know what closure means? it’s when two people agree to FINALLY move on from each other. and let me tell you, it’s been great. getting over you and receiving the closure i deserved is easily the most liberating thing i’ve ever done and there’s not a day that goes by where i don’t regret saying goodbye to you. not one day. i swear to you. fuck, i wish it happened a lot sooner. but you were too much of a coward to own up to your bullshit. but that’s not the point of this.

what was the point of this again... oh right. i don’t want to see or hear from you anymore. lol.

can you just imagine for a moment. just imagine. you FINALLY get over someone that TORE YOUR HEART into a MILLION FUCKING PIECES. you go months and months without seeing or hearing from them. it’s like you’ve finally reached a peace of mind after going through the most terrible heartbreak of your life. you’re back into your old routine before said person entered and changed your life forever. you even become a lot more independent from it. and it easily becomes one less thing to worry about in life now. you’re actually happy again and your heart can finally chill out for the first time in a year.

sounds nice, huh. but then.. OH BUT THEN. IMAGINE THAT BITCH ASS PIECE OF SHIT ENTERS YOUR LIFE AGAIN!!!!! OOOOWEEEEE. AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK YOU HAD TO DO TO GET OVER THEM!!!!!!!!

and you know they haven’t changed. cause god, you haven’t changed one bit.

ok honestly it’s 2am and i’m tired and i’m tired of being passive about this.

basically, i’m infURIATED that you got added in that chat. you weren’t even supposed to be in it in the first place, and i have proof. it’s an ALUMNI chat for fuck’s sake. YOU DIDN’T EVEN GRADUATE WITH US, YOU FUCKING LOSER.

i know you miss me. i know you get excited whenever you’re given the chance to talk to me. that’s kind of sad but you deserve to still be mourning over me considering all that bullshit you put me through.

i hope that previous sentence makes you hate me. i sounded conceited as fuck. but it might’ve made you chuckle a little bit cause i know that you like that bout me. lol. and if it didn’t, me bringing it up probably did.

i’m getting off track again.

it is actually BEYOND me that you don’t think that you talking in that chat doesn’t bother me. are you really that ignorant? or are you aware of how uncomfortable you’re making me feel but you continue to make yourself present in it anyway because you don’t give a fuck about my feelings. you NEVER gave a fuck about them.

i want to kick you out but apparently my sanity is less important than people (that i don’t even see anymore) thinking i’m a bitch for kicking you out. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN SUCH A PREDICAMENT.

i don’t want to see or hear from you anymore. i swear to GOD i have no feelings for you the same way you still have feelings for me. i don’t even miss you as a friend. i don’t miss talking to you one bit. you’re my past and that’s where you should stay. you said you’d still care about me when you left me the first time, so why can’t you do me a favor leave FOR GOOD. unless you don’t care about me. which is believable. because you’re a piece of shit.

i wish i can say things that annoy you and make you hate me in that chat but like i said before, i know you get excited when given the chance to talk to me. BUT I DON’T.

it’s late. i should be sleeping. i don’t even know if you check this anymore cause of how inactive i’ve been. i should just kick you out like what everyone’s been telling me to do. lol.

i hate you so much.