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Throughout the quarter I have learned so much, not just about who I am but about the systems in place that affect me every day. I never took the time to think about how the systems play a big role in my life or how they are interconnected. My microsystem started off with my nuclear family, but over time became my new blended family. And that affects my mesosystem because I had new experiences than before, new friends, and lived in a new place. Living in a new city and attending a new school exposed me to other things outside of my mesosystem like college for example. When I lived in Everett full time, I never thought about going to college, it never felt attainable and my two older siblings didn’t go to college. I didn’t have much guidance as a first-generation student and my high school peers were very condescending to me about it. I felt like working right after graduation was the route I should’ve gone but I worked extremely hard to make college attainable for me. Flash forward 3 years and I am in a major, finished a minor, applying for internships, have a great job, and two of my siblings are up here in school with me. These systems are all connected and there are all so many instances of butterfly effects and bifurcation that happen along the way. I learned a lot about how ecosystems can directly affect me indirectly- if that makes sense. I am super passionate about music and got into a lot of arguments about putting music over soccer growing up. When I applied to a school across the country for their music industry program, I was expecting to hear a rejection since I didn’t feel good enough to get in. When I did get accepted and directly admitted in the program with a scholarship, I felt on top of the world and like I had my life finally figured out, but even with the scholarship the cost was just way too much and not possible for my me or my family to afford. Higher education in the exosystem is something that has affected me positively and also negatively, it has also affected those in my microsystem as well. However, throughout all of this I have learned that I am patient, I am hard-working, I am compassionate, and I am determined. I can handle the obstacles that are thrown my way and yet make sense of their chaos.
Being in the Human Services program has opened my eyes in a lot of ways that allow me to see things from different perspectives. When I got into this program I was coming in with the intent to pursue a career in mental health services. I had my heart set on psychology but realized I could still help others without majoring in psychology. My campus job as a Student Admissions Representative has made me passionate about working with students and passionate about college outreach and higher education. There are a lot of negative aspects that come with higher education, but I know that I want to work with other students who were like me and didn’t have anyone to help guide them on that pathway. I want to work towards implementing a new system that is more inclusive and makes higher education feel more attainable, but also providing support and resources for students for when they are in college. I do understand that I am shooting for the stars here, but it has been on my mind for a while. I was influenced by mentor support groups and the student outreach services who have made me feel supported here on campus. I hope that whatever I do decide to do I can influence the systems around me and the systems I am apart of for the better.
Intersectionality can be defined as, “The interconnected nature of social categorizations such as race, class, and gender, regarded as creating overlapping and interdependent systems of discrimination or disadvantage”. Intersectionality considers people’s overlapping identities and how they relate to the prejudices they face. This is a concept that was new to me this quarter, I had heard the term before but I was happy to become more educated on this concept. Racism and discrimination exist today and people are often disadvantaged due to multiple sources of oppression. This can include somebody’s gender, race, sexual orientation, religion, socioeconomic status, etc. And yet what do these categories all have in common? They are all means of identities for folks. Intersectionality is important to me because it allowed me to see a more clear view of my identities and how they overlap. A big part of my identity is my ethnicity. I am Mexican and white, and this has been a huge part of my life. My culture is extremely important to me and for the majority of my life, I was raised in a household that practiced a lot of cultural norms and values and my family mostly spoke Spanish in the house. It wasn’t until my parents’ divorce that I began to realize just how much my culture means to me. When my parents divorced, my mom stopped speaking Spanish, she stopped making traditional meals I was used to, and she converted to a different religion. To her, this was going back to her way of life and her values that she had before meeting my dad, but this took a lot of getting used to for my siblings and I. I had to move from Everett to Mukilteo with my mom and brothers after the divorce and I went from a diverse school with kids who had similar struggles as me to a new school where the kids were very different and mostly white. Growing up my I always questioned my identity and I was always trying to fit into a category. I was too Mexican for the white kids at my new school and now too white for my old friends at my previous school, it’s still something I struggle with today. Along with my ethnicity, another important aspect of my identity is my sexual orientation. I come from a very traditional and strict family, we don’t really talk about that kind of stuff. Discovering more about myself and preferences has been a journey, but I have also faced some aversions because of it. People have told me that I am “not allowed” to claim one identity when I contradict it, but our identities are what make us unique. I grew up in Everett Washington and my family lived paycheck to paycheck. My parents worked extremely hard to provide for my siblings and I, we didn’t always have the nicest things or the nicest clothes, but we always had shelter and food. Kids at my new school would call my brother and me poor and for a long time, I was even embarrassed for them to know where I lived since all of my peers in Mukilteo lived in big houses by the water and I was living in a small duplex on the corner of a busy street. Despite these being disadvantages for me at some points in my life, they are what make up my identity and they have taught me so much about myself. I don’t see these as obstacles or sources of discrimination anymore. Being from a low-income family taught me the importance of working hard- I worked extremely hard to get into college and to get a scholarship so that I could afford my school. Being Mexican-American has made me more appreciative of not only my culture but other cultures as well, I have done more advocating for social justice issues. Being bisexual has taught me to be comfortable in my own skin and to not let somebody decide what I can and can’t label for myself. I have faced many obstacles where people would insult me and target these identities of mine, but I feel more empowered than ever in my life.
My exosystem is unique to me because its constantly changing. So many factors in my exosystem have affected me and my family. For example, my family has benefited from welfare services in the past and without those, I’m sure my life would be different. My extended family plays a big role in my life because of their involvement. My aunt and uncle are actually my godparents and we actually lived in a house they rented out for us for the beginning of my life. Another major part of my exosystem is higher education. Although I feel very privileged to be able to go to college, there have been lots of obstacles that have made it very hard being here and almost caused me to have to leave. These factors include support and resources, but mainly finances play a big role since college does come with a hefty price tag.
My mesosystem has evolved quite a bit. As I mentioned before, I grew up in Everett but split time between living with my mom and living with my dad and stepmom. My mesosystem interconnected with my microsystem based on my situation. Since I hated playing soccer, I found new activities that I liked doing but my family wanted me to play soccer instead. In my mesosystem, I was raised catholic, but I never really paid any attention in church. Now as an adult I am able to explore different religions freely on my own, but catholicism felt forced upon me as a child and I often acted out because of it.
Microsystem
Learning more and more about systems and the way they interconnect has fascinated me this quarter. It allowed me to do more critical thinking and reflecting on the systems that I am apart of and that surround me. My microsystem started with me and my family and living in Everett. My microsystem consisted of school and playing soccer, I wasn’t good AT ALL but it was something to do and I made great friendships with my teammates. My microsystem now consists of me, two of my siblings whom I share an apartment with, school, and my job working as a Student Admissions Representative.
I can sense when things in my life are becoming very chaotic and overwhelming and I tend to utilize the concept of self-organization in my life. A moment in my life where I felt the need for self-organization was during my transition into my 3rd year at Western. I had a tight-knit group of friends that I had been with from the start, but as I began branching out a school and getting involved, my relationship with my friend group became more and more critical of the things I was doing and it was starting to affect my mental health. I felt like the harsher they got the more confused I became because they had not acted in that way before. When things continuously got worse and started to involve my family, I decided to self-organize and end the friendships to take care of myself and my well-being. These self-organization strategies are not always honest and upfront. I have left friendships, relationships, and had the opportunity to leave a bad work environment for a better opportunity, but going back and reflecting on those I feel like I had made the right decisions and brought more peace and understanding into my life.
Being in the Human Services program has opened my eyes in a lot of ways that allow me to see things from different perspectives. When I got into this program I was coming in with the intent to pursue a career in mental health services. I had my heart set on psychology but realized I could still help others without majoring in psychology. My campus job as a Student Admissions Representative has made me passionate about working with students and passionate about college outreach and higher education. There are a lot of negative aspects that come with higher education, but I know that I want to work with other students who were like me and didn’t have anyone to help guide them on that pathway. I want to work towards implementing a new system that is more inclusive and makes higher education feel more attainable, but also providing support and resources for students for when they are in college. I do understand that I am shooting for the stars here, but it has been on my mind for a while. I was influenced by mentor support groups and the student outreach services who have made me feel supported here on campus. I hope that whatever I do decide to do I can influence the systems around me and the systems I am apart of for the better.
When my parents divorced I had no idea what life would be like after. I was only 9 and had lived in Everett my entire life with my mom, dad, and two brothers. After my parents divorced my dad remarried and suddenly I had a new parental figure in the mix- and 3 new siblings. My step-siblings were a product of bifurcation in my life and they have been the biggest blessing in my life. Going from a nuclear family of 5 to now a blended family of 8, my life was changed completely. We share a bond so tight because everything that we went through happened so quickly and we only had each other for support.
A common saying that gets passed around in my family is “everything happens for a reason” and this is a saying that really reminds me of Chaos Theory. When you make a decision and the outcome is something different than you expected, it can be easy for things to feel disorganized or chaotic, but this concept has helped me make more sense of past situations and also has affected the way I make decisions today. The word Chaos has always thrown me off and I tend to associate it with negative connotations, but actually chaos can be beautiful and can help you gain more clarity and insight into something that you don’t understand.
I have found myself thinking back to situations where things have not gone my way and the thought that constantly lingers is usually something along the lines of, “If I had just done this instead of that things would have ended up differently”. Things don’t always go our way or happen the way they thought they would, but yet every decision you have made has led you to the point where you are right now in your life. The butterfly effect has led me to so many new opportunities and ways of thinking, some have been positive experiences and some have also been negative. An example of the butterfly effect happening to my life is one I talk about frequently and that is what ultimately led me to the Human Services program. When I started at Western, the goal was always to major in something that i felt could make a difference in the world. I started out as a psychology major and had been taking all the necessary actions needed from me to be able to pursue that department as a major. I was getting very close to applying and finishing up my last prerequisites, but one day I had gotten into an altercation with a professor in that department who harassed me to the point where I didn’t feel safe or supported in that department. Being a first-generation student, college has never been easy and I’m still learning how to navigate my way even after 3 years. Support from my department and professors is something that I need as a student. I felt lost and a little panicked after that situation and so I ultimately ended up applying to the Human Services program on a whim and very very late. When I got into the program I had no idea what to expect, but I was welcomed with open arms by faculty and my peers. I almost made the decision to not apply to the program and to tough it out in the psychology department, but I am really happy that the butterfly effect brought me here.
Chaos Theory
A common saying that gets passed around in my family is “everything happens for a reason” and this is a saying that really reminds me of Chaos Theory. When you make a decision and the outcome is something different than you expected, it can be easy for things to feel disorganized or chaotic, but this concept has helped me make more sense of past situations and also has affected the way I make decisions today. The word Chaos has always thrown me off and I tend to associate it with negative connotations, but actually chaos can be beautiful and can help you gain more clarity and insight into something that you don’t understand.