learn how to love like u

Hi! I’m bibble!

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bibble, she/her ^_^ welcome to my study blog :D im a stem student :p

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on todays episode of: will I slay chemistry or will chemistry slay me

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replaced thetas with hearts and its working wonders also I took this picture on the way to class at 6 in the morning

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I hate u I love u I hate that I love u (physics)

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I hope my old friends know I still remember them. I hope they know I still think of them on their birthday even if I dont text them out of hesitation. I hope they know I remember their smile. And their voice. And how I would love to meet them again. I hope they dont mind when I say I dont remember their favourite colour, or their new hyperfixation because we lost touch. Do they still fight with their mother? Do they still like the cartoon they did back then? I hope they know how much my heart still yearns for closeness with them.  Theyre on my mind almost every day and maybe I just passed through their head when they drove past my house. But that doesn’t make me love them any less!!!! I hope they know how despite everything that happened, I still love them. I want them to know we may not talk now, but I am an amalgamation of all the people Ive loved and left behind. 

[girlsam]

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got the chance to do an internship at my dream university and even the weather celebrated w me :D (also the sheer motivation I got to study actually go to that university. bro.)

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hi beloveds!! sorry for the lack of posting here !! ive been experiencing perhaps the worst burnout of this year rn thanks to my exams that never seem to end :(( but today I have a rlly big exam and then a three days break (in which I still have to attend school and extra 5 hr lecture -_-) and then exams again BUT I will be posting more then because they'll be weekly exams :)) love u sm <33

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im losing my mind over this heart shaped puddle

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love is real and its stored in nature

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09.05.2022

pictured: sleepy cat + caffeine and reading

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about to sleep and I'm once again thinking about how lovely it is to go to bed with your beloved. how beautiful it is for them to be the last thing you see at night and the first in the morning. for their face to be illuminated by little flecks of sunlight that sneaked in through the gaps in the curtains. how beautiful to wake up everyday beside your love and fall in love with them over and over again. how beautiful it is to fall in love. to have someone to go to bed with. to have someone to love.

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pictures from last night- I spent it drawing animals and watching last night in soho.

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~ 43/100 ~

15.09.2022 // trying to substitute netflix/youtube/tik tok with reading...

🎧: bad girls by M.I.A | ☕

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do you every think about fathers. and daughters. and how fathers are so alone.

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often i think about my father. i think about how i am his exact replica. I think about how I have the same eyes as him. going as far as thinking about the issues we share. my father gave me his smile and the reasons he doesn't anymore. we're both distant. we dont want to be. we know if we'd just talk we could understand each other better than anyone could. neither of us know how to reach out. but im also thinking about how hes alone. so alone. how hes working day and night. for me. for my brother. for his wife. for us. and hes doing that alone. my mother doesn't assist him in projects. I dont help him in conference calls. my brother doesn't write his thesis. hes doing everything alone. and for us. how could we be so selfish. Im so selfish when I say I dont like my father. I have no right to say that. he has so much on his shoulders. and he has to deal with it all alone. he knows he can talk to me because he knows that I am a part of him. I am what you would get if you took the loneliest parts of my father's heart and the angriest of my mother's. but how does that help when my father is still alone and my mother, angry?

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Chem midterm today god bless

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on todays episode of: will I slay chemistry or will chemistry slay me